Brockwood Park - 28 August 1979
Public Question & Answer 1
0:33 | There are about over |
100 questions. | |
0:45 | From the most |
rather superficial | |
0:50 | to the most demanding, |
deeper questions. | |
0:58 | I wonder |
why we ask questions, | |
1:04 | not because we said |
we would have questions | |
1:09 | instead of dialogues, |
1:11 | but why do we |
ask questions? | |
1:16 | And from whom |
do we expect an answer? | |
1:26 | If we put |
the right question, | |
1:29 | perhaps we should also |
get the right answer. | |
1:36 | And it becomes |
very difficult | |
1:39 | to answer all these |
hundred and over questions, | |
1:46 | so we chose |
some of them. | |
1:51 | Perhaps some of your questions |
may not be answered, | |
1:57 | because there are |
too many of them, | |
2:00 | and don't think we have chosen |
specially what suits me, | |
2:07 | what is most convenient |
for me to answer, | |
2:14 | because one can ask any kind |
of question that you want to ask | |
2:19 | - personal, impersonal, |
serious, or flippant. | |
2:25 | And we have more or less |
covered that ground | |
2:28 | in all these |
hundred questions. | |
2:35 | We will try to answer |
2:38 | some of these |
questions this morning, | |
2:42 | but please bear in mind, |
2:45 | if I may remind you, |
2:52 | that it is very easy |
to ask a question, | |
3:00 | but to listen |
3:01 | to find out for yourself |
the right answer, | |
3:06 | one must be |
3:09 | fairly inquisitive, |
3:13 | fairly serious, |
3:15 | fairly demanding. |
3:23 | And in answering |
these questions, | |
3:27 | we are not the Oracle, |
3:30 | either from Delphi, |
3:32 | or from India, |
or from Washington. | |
3:40 | Or perhaps you would |
prefer from London. | |
3:48 | But please bear in mind |
3:50 | that we are sharing |
the question together, | |
4:01 | that one may answer |
the question, | |
4:07 | but the very |
answering of it | |
4:09 | perhaps will awaken |
in each one | |
4:13 | one's own reaction, |
4:17 | either you oppose it, |
4:19 | or you accept it, |
or you deny it, | |
4:22 | or you say, |
'Yes, it might be true.' | |
4:25 | We are investigating |
the question together. | |
4:29 | You understand? |
4:30 | Together, therefore it's not |
I am answering, | |
4:34 | the speaker is answering, |
and you are just listening. | |
4:39 | We are together |
4:43 | answering the question, |
4:46 | though the speaker |
may put it into words, | |
4:50 | but we are sharing |
the question, | |
4:53 | we are sharing, |
4:55 | partaking in the answer. |
4:59 | I hope that's clear. |
5:13 | Because it's such |
a lovely morning, | |
5:18 | so rarely happens |
in England | |
5:24 | - beautiful blue sky, |
5:26 | lovely trees, |
and the lawns, | |
5:29 | and the generally |
clean air - | |
5:32 | to talk about very serious |
matters is rather trying. | |
5:38 | But the first |
question is: | |
5:41 | Is it possible ever to be free |
of self-centred activity? | |
5:47 | Is there a real self apart |
from the self-created image? | |
5:56 | Is it possible ever to be free |
of self-centred activity? | |
6:05 | Is there a real self apart |
from the self-created image? | |
6:23 | All right. |
6:37 | I wonder what we mean |
by the self. | |
6:43 | If each one of us was asked |
to describe in words | |
6:49 | what is the self, |
6:52 | the ego, |
6:55 | the personality, |
6:58 | the centre, |
7:00 | the basis from |
which we act, | |
7:04 | from which we think, |
7:06 | from which we feel, |
7:09 | if each one of us |
could be clear, | |
7:15 | not only verbally |
as an idea, | |
7:18 | but actually, |
what is the self? | |
7:28 | If you ask somebody |
what is the self, | |
7:32 | they would say, |
'It is all my senses, | |
7:37 | my feelings, |
7:39 | my imagination, |
7:41 | my romantic demands, |
7:46 | my sense |
of having a house, | |
7:49 | a possession, |
a husband, a wife, | |
7:52 | my qualities, |
7:56 | my struggles, |
7:58 | my achievements, my ambitions, |
and so on, so on. | |
8:02 | Also my aspirations, |
8:06 | my unhappiness, |
8:09 | my joys, and so on' |
8:12 | - all that would be |
the self. | |
8:16 | Would we agree |
to that? | |
8:19 | You can add |
more words to it, | |
8:24 | but the essence of it is |
8:27 | this centre, |
the 'me': | |
8:32 | my house, my family, |
8:34 | my wife, my children, |
8:37 | my bank account, |
8:39 | what my impulse is, |
8:41 | 'I want to do this, |
8:43 | I am impelled |
to go to India | |
8:47 | to find truth,' |
8:49 | and so on, |
so on, so on. | |
8:53 | Would we agree |
to that, | |
8:55 | verbal description |
8:58 | of what we call |
the self? | |
9:03 | Not only the verbal |
description, | |
9:07 | but the feeling, |
the 'me' and the 'you' | |
9:14 | - right? - |
9:15 | 'we' and 'they,' |
9:21 | in which all is included: |
nationalities, | |
9:26 | the family tradition, |
9:29 | the name, the form, |
9:32 | psychosomatic approach, |
9:39 | and the intellectual |
capacity, | |
9:46 | the desire to have more |
9:50 | clarity, and so on. |
9:52 | The 'me' and the 'you,' |
9:55 | 'we' and 'they' |
- right? | |
10:01 | And from this centre |
10:04 | all action takes place. |
10:09 | Right? |
10:11 | All our aspirations, |
all our ambitions, | |
10:14 | our quarrels, our disagreements, |
our opinions, | |
10:18 | judgements, experiences, |
is centred in this. | |
10:27 | Right? |
Shall I go on? | |
10:29 | We are together |
so far, aren't we? | |
10:33 | Not only |
the conscious self, | |
10:40 | acting outwardly, |
10:43 | but also the deep |
inner consciousness, | |
10:49 | which is not open, |
obvious. | |
10:54 | Right? |
10:55 | So all this is the 'me,' |
10:59 | the 'I,' the ego, |
the person, | |
11:02 | the different levels of consciousness |
- all that is me. | |
11:07 | Right? |
11:10 | Now the questioner asks: |
11:13 | is it possible to be free |
of this centre. | |
11:19 | Right? |
11:21 | Why does one want to be free |
from this centre? | |
11:28 | Is it because |
11:31 | the centre is the cause |
of division: | |
11:36 | me and you, |
11:39 | my country |
and your country, | |
11:42 | my belief |
and your belief, | |
11:45 | my God and your God, |
and so on, so on. | |
11:49 | And where there is |
division | |
11:53 | there must be conflict. |
11:56 | Right? |
11:59 | Can we go on? |
12:02 | That is, |
12:05 | when the 'me' is |
the active element, | |
12:09 | that is operating |
all the time, | |
12:14 | in you and the same |
in me, | |
12:18 | with a different name, |
with a different colour, | |
12:20 | with a different job, |
with a different position, | |
12:25 | the hierarchical |
social structure | |
12:27 | - you are Lord so-and-so, somebody |
else is your servant, and so on - | |
12:32 | it is the same me |
12:35 | dividing itself into |
different categories | |
12:39 | - right? - socially, |
economically, religiously. | |
12:46 | I think that is |
fairly clear. | |
12:52 | And one realises |
12:54 | where there is division |
there must be conflict | |
13:00 | - the Hindu |
and the Muslim, | |
13:05 | the Jew and the Arab, |
13:09 | the American |
and the English, | |
13:11 | the English |
and the French, | |
13:13 | the French |
and the German, | |
13:15 | the German, and so on, |
so on, so on. | |
13:19 | That is physically |
obvious. | |
13:27 | And that has brought about |
in the world tremendous wars, | |
13:33 | great agony for people, |
13:36 | brutality, violence, |
right? | |
13:41 | The self identifying itself |
with an ideal, | |
13:47 | noble or ignoble ideals, |
13:51 | and fighting |
for that ideal. | |
13:55 | But it is still |
the ego trip. | |
14:01 | Right? |
14:04 | It is like those people |
who go to India, | |
14:09 | I don't know why, |
but they do, | |
14:12 | trying to find spirituality, |
14:15 | and putting on a |
different fancy dress, | |
14:20 | and saying, |
'I am going to find | |
14:23 | spiritual things there.' |
14:25 | They have only changed |
the garb, the clothes, | |
14:29 | but they are |
essentially the 'me,' | |
14:32 | which is operating |
all the time, | |
14:36 | struggling, |
endeavouring, | |
14:39 | grasping, denying, |
14:41 | deeply attached, |
14:47 | deeply attached |
to one's experiences, | |
14:50 | to one's ideas, |
to one's opinions, | |
14:53 | to one's longings. |
14:56 | Right? |
15:00 | And as one lives, |
as one observes, | |
15:03 | this centre, this 'me' |
15:06 | is the essence |
of all trouble | |
15:11 | and also all pleasure, |
15:14 | all fear, |
15:16 | all sorrow. |
15:18 | So it says, 'How am I |
to get rid of this centre?' | |
15:21 | Is that clear? |
15:23 | We can expand it more, |
but that is the essence of it. | |
15:27 | There are too many |
questions. | |
15:31 | So, is it possible, |
the questioner asks, | |
15:35 | to be really free, |
15:39 | absolutely, |
not relatively, | |
15:41 | which is fairly simple. |
15:44 | One can be |
a little unselfish, | |
15:47 | one can be a little concerned |
with social welfare, | |
15:51 | with others, and so on, |
15:53 | but the centre |
is always there, | |
15:57 | biting hard, brutal. |
16:00 | You all know this. |
16:04 | So is it possible to be free |
of that centre. | |
16:13 | First of all, |
16:17 | the more effort is made |
16:22 | to be free |
of the centre, | |
16:26 | the more |
- please listen to this - | |
16:29 | the more one |
makes an effort | |
16:31 | to be free of the centre, |
16:33 | that very effort |
strengthens the self. | |
16:40 | Right? |
16:43 | Like those people |
who go off into meditation | |
16:46 | of various kinds, |
16:50 | trying to impose |
something upon it, | |
16:55 | and that 'me' |
then captures that, | |
17:01 | identifies with that, |
17:03 | and says, 'I |
have achieved,' | |
17:06 | but it's still |
the centre. | |
17:09 | Right? |
17:11 | So, please, first to understand |
whether it is possible to be free, | |
17:17 | there must be |
no effort. | |
17:24 | Right? |
17:26 | Which doesn't mean |
doing what one likes. | |
17:31 | That is clear, isn't it? |
17:34 | No? |
17:36 | If one doesn't make an effort, |
then let's do what we like, | |
17:40 | which is still |
the movement of the self. | |
17:45 | Whether you put on |
a yellow robe, or a purple robe, | |
17:47 | or join a monastery, |
17:50 | it is the self still, |
17:53 | identified with an ideal |
17:55 | and pursuing that ideal |
through great effort. | |
18:00 | But the movement |
is from the centre. | |
18:06 | I wonder if that is clear, |
isn't it? | |
18:09 | So what is one to do? |
18:13 | If you are not |
to make an effort, | |
18:16 | because you see |
the truth of it: | |
18:18 | that the more |
you make an effort, | |
18:21 | the greater |
the travail of the self. | |
18:28 | It is the self that is making |
an effort to be free of itself, | |
18:34 | and therefore it is still |
involved in it, | |
18:40 | imagining that |
it will be free, | |
18:42 | imagining that it will be, |
etc., etc. | |
18:45 | But it is still the activity |
of the centre, me. | |
18:52 | Then what is one to do? |
18:59 | Before we go into that, |
19:01 | is there a real self |
19:05 | apart from the self created |
by thought with its images? | |
19:11 | The questioner says. |
19:14 | Is there a real self? |
19:17 | Many people feel that. |
19:26 | The Hindus have said |
19:29 | there is the |
highest principle | |
19:32 | which is the Self. |
19:39 | And we have |
imagined also, | |
19:42 | that there is a real self |
apart from the me. | |
19:49 | You all, I'm sure, feel that |
there is something else | |
19:54 | beyond this me, |
19:58 | which is called |
the higher self, | |
20:01 | or the sublime self, |
20:04 | or the supreme self. |
20:08 | The moment we use |
the word 'self,' | |
20:13 | or use any word |
to describe that | |
20:16 | which is beyond the self, |
20:19 | the 'me,' |
it's still the self. | |
20:29 | The first thing |
to realise is: | |
20:32 | is it possible |
to be free of the self? | |
20:36 | without becoming |
a vegetable, | |
20:39 | without becoming |
absent-minded, | |
20:43 | somewhat lunatic, |
and so on, so on, so on. | |
20:48 | Is it possible? |
20:52 | Which means what? |
20:54 | Is it possible |
20:56 | to be totally free |
from attachment? | |
21:01 | That is one |
of the attributes, | |
21:03 | one of the qualities |
of the self, right? | |
21:07 | Right, sirs? |
21:09 | I am attached |
to my reputation. | |
21:16 | I am attached |
to my name. | |
21:20 | I am attached |
to my experience. | |
21:24 | I am attached |
to what I have said, | |
21:29 | and so on. |
21:30 | So, is it possible |
to be free | |
21:34 | from all attachments? |
21:39 | Work it out, sirs. |
21:44 | If you really want |
to be free of the self | |
21:49 | - no attachment. |
21:55 | Which doesn't mean |
you become detached, | |
21:59 | indifferent, callous, |
22:05 | shut yourself away, |
22:08 | which is another form |
of the self, | |
22:11 | you understand? |
22:13 | Before it was attached |
- attached - | |
22:15 | now it says, |
'I won't be attached.' | |
22:18 | It is still the movement |
of the self. | |
22:25 | So, if a person |
is serious, | |
22:30 | really concerned, |
22:33 | because the world |
is divided, is this: | |
22:38 | the 'me' and the 'you,' |
22:42 | 'we' and 'they.' |
22:43 | We - British, |
and they - French, | |
22:49 | or rather the Irish. |
22:56 | The black and the white, |
and the brown. | |
23:04 | So is it possible, |
without effort, | |
23:09 | to be free |
of attachment, | |
23:12 | to your wife, |
to your children, | |
23:17 | to your name. |
23:20 | You can't very well be detached |
from your bank account, | |
23:24 | if you have one; |
23:27 | then the bank |
profits from it. | |
23:31 | But to be detached |
- you know what it means? | |
23:35 | Not to be identified |
with anything | |
23:39 | - with your country, with your God, |
with your... nothing! | |
23:52 | And therefore |
when you are really deeply, | |
23:58 | basically not attached, |
24:04 | then from that |
deep sense of no attachment | |
24:10 | comes responsibility. |
24:16 | Not responsibility |
to my wife, to my children, | |
24:19 | to my nephew, niece |
24:21 | - the sense |
of responsibility. | |
24:26 | Right? |
Will you do it? | |
24:32 | That is the question. |
24:35 | We can talk |
everlastingly, | |
24:40 | put it into |
different words, | |
24:44 | but when it comes |
to testing it, acting, | |
24:50 | we don't seem |
to want to do it. | |
24:57 | And so we prefer |
24:59 | to go on as we are, |
status quo, | |
25:03 | slightly modified, |
but carry on, | |
25:08 | with our quarrels, |
25:11 | you know, all the things |
that are happening in the world. | |
25:16 | And to be free |
25:21 | from your own |
experience, | |
25:24 | from your own |
knowledge, | |
25:29 | from your own |
accumulated perception | |
25:35 | - you understand |
all this? | |
25:46 | So, it is possible |
if you go at it. | |
25:54 | And it doesn't |
take time. | |
25:59 | That is one |
of our excuses, | |
26:01 | that we must have time |
to be free. | |
26:04 | When you see one of the major |
factors of the self is attachment, | |
26:10 | and you see what it does |
in the world, | |
26:12 | and what it does in your |
relationship with another | |
26:18 | - separation and all the rest, |
ultimately quarrels, | |
26:21 | divorce, all the ugliness |
of relationship - | |
26:26 | if you see the truth |
of attachment, | |
26:29 | then that very truth is so, |
it is actual. | |
26:35 | Then you are free |
from it. | |
26:39 | Your own perception |
sets you free. | |
26:43 | Right? |
Will you do it? | |
27:01 | These are the most |
crazy questions! | |
27:06 | Will the practice |
of yoga, | |
27:09 | as it is being done |
in Europe and America, | |
27:13 | help to bring about |
a spiritual awakening? | |
27:17 | Is it true that yoga |
will awaken deeper energy, | |
27:23 | which is called |
kundalini? | |
27:29 | May I read it |
once more? | |
27:33 | It's not necessary? |
27:35 | Q:No. |
K:Right? | |
27:43 | From the sublime |
to the ridiculous. | |
27:56 | The so-called yoga, |
28:01 | which the West, |
and part of the East in India, | |
28:07 | was invented about |
the 17th and 18th century, | |
28:14 | the exercises, |
28:16 | in order not only |
to have a very good body, | |
28:21 | healthy body, |
28:23 | through force |
- you understand? - | |
28:25 | through discipline, |
through control, | |
28:30 | in order to awaken |
so-called higher energy. | |
28:36 | 17th, 18th century. |
28:44 | The real Yoga, |
which is called Raja Yoga, | |
28:49 | King of Yogas, |
28:56 | is to lead |
a highly moral life, | |
29:02 | not morality according |
to circumstances, | |
29:06 | according to culture, |
29:09 | but true ethical |
activity in life | |
29:15 | - not to hurt, not to drink, |
not to drug yourself, | |
29:19 | right amount of sleep, |
right amount of food, | |
29:23 | clear thinking, |
29:26 | and acting morally, |
29:30 | doing the right thing. |
29:32 | I won't go into all that, |
what is right and wrong. | |
29:37 | They never mentioned, |
as far as I understand, | |
29:40 | after talking |
with a great many scholars, | |
29:44 | they never mentioned |
about exercise. | |
29:48 | They say exercise normally - |
walk, swim, all that, | |
29:55 | but their emphasis was |
a very moral life, | |
30:03 | a mind which is active. |
30:16 | And modern yoga... |
30:18 | The meaning of the word |
you all know, you probably know. | |
30:26 | I have talked to the scholars |
too and they say | |
30:28 | it doesn't quite mean that, |
which is to join. | |
30:32 | The meaning of the word |
'yoga' is to join, | |
30:37 | join the higher |
with the lower, | |
30:40 | or the lower |
with the higher. | |
30:43 | You understand? |
30:48 | And modern yoga... |
30:53 | I don't know why I am talking |
about all this nonsense! | |
31:01 | I don't know |
why they call it yoga, | |
31:03 | it should be called |
just exercise, | |
31:06 | but that wouldn't |
appeal to you! | |
31:16 | You have to pay money |
to learn yoga, | |
31:21 | to breathe properly, |
and all that. | |
31:27 | You can practise yoga, |
31:29 | the exercises |
of different kinds. | |
31:34 | The speaker has done |
some of it, for years, | |
31:39 | taught by the experts; |
31:43 | fortunately, |
they didn't charge, | |
31:49 | because they also thought |
I was an expert. | |
31:59 | Sorry! |
(Laughter) | |
32:04 | I am not an expert, |
32:07 | and so they soon |
deserted me! | |
32:20 | Or I deserted them, |
whichever way... | |
32:35 | Sirs, you can do |
this kind of yoga, | |
32:39 | exercise for the rest |
of your life | |
32:43 | - you won't awaken |
spiritual insight, | |
32:49 | nor will the awakening |
32:51 | of a higher energy |
come into being. | |
32:56 | You know, in the East they have |
a word for this called kundalini. | |
33:02 | Some of you |
probably have read | |
33:05 | or been caught |
in that word. | |
33:09 | But most of the people, as far |
as I have discussed with them, | |
33:14 | who have gone into |
this matter very deeply, | |
33:18 | they are always quoting |
somebody else, | |
33:24 | back to the original |
mischief-maker. | |
33:30 | Sorry. |
(Laughter) | |
33:43 | And none of them |
- please, believe me - | |
33:48 | none of them |
have awakened this thing. | |
33:53 | They talk about it. |
33:57 | They feel certain |
experiences, | |
33:59 | which they call |
by this name. | |
34:04 | I have discussed with them |
very seriously, | |
34:11 | and what they |
are talking about | |
34:14 | is a certain form of increasing |
energy to do more mischief. | |
34:20 | I mean that. |
34:24 | By eating the right food, |
by control, | |
34:27 | by breathing properly, |
etc., etc., etc., | |
34:30 | you have more energy, |
naturally. | |
34:34 | And that gives you |
a sense of superiority, | |
34:38 | and you are enlightened, |
and so on. | |
34:40 | But there is a different |
form of... | |
34:44 | I won't go into it |
because you are all eager, | |
34:47 | I am not touching it. |
34:54 | That can only happen |
when the self is not. | |
35:04 | Then there is a totally |
different kind of energy | |
35:10 | to keep the mind |
fresh, young, alive, | |
35:17 | and that can only come |
when there is absolutely | |
35:22 | no sense of the self. |
35:26 | Right? |
Obviously. | |
35:29 | Because the self, |
the 'me,' the centre, | |
35:39 | is in constant conflict. |
35:42 | Right? |
35:44 | Wanting, not wanting, |
creating dualities, | |
35:49 | opposing desires, |
35:51 | this constant struggle |
that's going on. | |
35:59 | As long as that struggle |
is going on | |
36:02 | there is a wastage of energy, |
obviously. | |
36:08 | When that struggle |
is not, | |
36:10 | there is a totally different |
kind of energy taking place. | |
36:15 | Right? |
36:22 | There is the story |
of a man, | |
36:25 | a philosopher, |
or a patriarch, | |
36:30 | who was a well-known |
teacher. | |
36:33 | And a disciple |
came to him | |
36:36 | and said, 'Master, teach me |
how to meditate.' | |
36:41 | So he sat up in the right |
position, you know, | |
36:46 | and closed his eyes, |
36:48 | and began to breathe |
very deeply | |
36:53 | trying to capture |
the higher webs, | |
36:57 | and vibrations, |
and all the rest of it. | |
37:00 | So the Master picks up |
two pieces of stone | |
37:03 | and rubs them, |
keeps on rubbing them. | |
37:08 | And the disciple |
opens his eyes and says, | |
37:12 | 'Master, what are |
you doing?' | |
37:15 | He said, 'I am trying to make |
out of these stones | |
37:20 | a mirror so that |
I can look at myself,' | |
37:23 | and the disciple says, |
37:25 | 'Master, you can |
never do that.' | |
37:30 | He said, 'In the same way, |
my friend, | |
37:32 | you can sit like that |
and breathe like that forever, | |
37:35 | but you will never...' |
Got it? | |
37:46 | Can there be absolute security |
for man in this life? | |
37:53 | Can there be absolute |
security for man, | |
37:58 | and naturally woman, |
in this life? | |
38:07 | This is a very |
serious question, | |
38:11 | because we all |
want security, | |
38:15 | both physical |
38:18 | and principally |
psychological. | |
38:23 | If you are |
psychologically secure, | |
38:28 | certain, |
38:30 | then we might not |
be so concerned | |
38:33 | with physical security. |
38:42 | The search for |
psychological security | |
38:47 | - please follow this - |
38:49 | the search for |
psychological security | |
38:53 | is preventing |
physical security. | |
39:01 | We'll go into this. |
39:05 | The questioner says: |
39:06 | is there absolute |
security for us, | |
39:11 | for human beings? |
39:13 | We will answer |
that at the end, | |
39:16 | but follow it |
step by step. | |
39:26 | We must have security. |
39:29 | Right? |
39:31 | Like a child hanging on |
to its mother, | |
39:37 | the child must |
feel secure, | |
39:41 | otherwise something |
goes wrong. | |
39:44 | They have found this. |
39:45 | If the mother and the father |
don't pay | |
39:48 | enough attention |
to the baby, | |
39:50 | give it all affection, |
etc., etc., | |
39:52 | it affects the brain, |
39:54 | the nerves of the baby, |
of the child. | |
39:58 | So it must have |
security, | |
40:04 | physical security. |
40:11 | And why do we demand |
psychological security? | |
40:17 | Do you understand the difference |
between the two? | |
40:20 | There is the psyche |
demanding security | |
40:27 | and the physical |
demanding security. | |
40:31 | Right? |
This is obvious. | |
40:34 | Now, is there psychological |
security at all? | |
40:41 | We want it, |
40:44 | we want security |
in our relationship. | |
40:49 | Right? |
40:51 | My wife, my children, |
40:54 | a sense of family unit. |
40:59 | That unit is now |
breaking up. | |
41:04 | In that there is |
a certain security, | |
41:08 | psychologically. |
41:10 | Right? |
41:12 | So one is attached |
to the wife, | |
41:16 | or to the girl, |
right? | |
41:19 | So in that attachment |
there is security | |
41:24 | at least we think |
there is security. | |
41:29 | And when there is |
no security in that person, | |
41:34 | we soon break away from it |
and find it in another. | |
41:39 | Right? |
This is happening. | |
41:44 | And we try to find security |
in a group, | |
41:50 | in the tribe; |
41:53 | that glorified tribe |
is the nation. | |
41:57 | Right? |
41:58 | No? |
I am glad. | |
42:03 | And the nation against |
another nation - you follow? | |
42:08 | So, seeking security |
psychologically | |
42:13 | in a person, |
42:19 | in a country, |
42:22 | in a belief, |
42:26 | in your own |
experience | |
42:32 | - all these are forms |
of wanting, | |
42:37 | demanding security |
42:42 | as one demands |
physical security. | |
42:48 | Right? |
42:50 | Please, we are sharing |
this together, | |
42:52 | you are not just |
listening to me. | |
42:54 | We are together |
examining | |
42:57 | if there is security |
for us, human beings. | |
43:02 | And demanding |
the psychological security, | |
43:06 | we have divided |
ourselves. | |
43:08 | Right? |
43:10 | The Hindu, the Muslim, |
the Jew, the Arab, | |
43:12 | the Christian, |
non-Christian, | |
43:15 | the believer in Jesus, |
the believer in something else | |
43:19 | - in all this there is |
the demand for security. | |
43:34 | And this security |
has been found in illusions. | |
43:40 | Right? |
43:42 | Do you accept that? |
43:47 | Right? |
43:49 | Being secure |
in Catholicism, | |
43:52 | hold yourself tight. |
43:56 | In Buddhism, |
in Hinduism, | |
43:59 | in Judaism, Islam, and so on |
- you follow? | |
44:03 | That has created |
an illusory security, | |
44:09 | because they are fighting |
each other. | |
44:15 | I wonder |
if you see this? | |
44:20 | Do you see? |
44:22 | The moment you see it, |
you don't belong to anything. | |
44:32 | So wait a minute. |
44:34 | So the demand is |
for security. | |
44:38 | It may be in illusion, |
44:42 | in superstition, |
44:47 | in a ritual, |
44:49 | in a dogma, |
44:53 | in a nation, |
44:55 | in an economic system, |
45:00 | in totalitarianism, |
45:04 | in... |
45:09 | what's the word... |
45:15 | in being safe, secure, |
45:18 | economically, |
like in America, | |
45:21 | completely safe, |
45:24 | at least they think |
they are. | |
45:28 | So, the desire |
for security | |
45:31 | not only creates |
illusion, | |
45:35 | because it is an illusion |
- isn't it? - | |
45:38 | to belong to a tribe, |
45:42 | or belonging |
to some church. | |
45:50 | So, one finds security |
in illusions, | |
45:55 | in actualities |
- in a furniture, | |
46:00 | in a house, |
in a person. | |
46:07 | None of these, |
as you observe, | |
46:10 | give man security, |
46:13 | because you have had |
two terrible wars, | |
46:18 | you haven't had... |
- you follow? | |
46:21 | You want security, |
but you create wars | |
46:24 | which destroy |
your own security. | |
46:31 | So, when you see |
the truth that | |
46:36 | the mind, or thought, |
46:38 | has sought out |
security in illusions | |
46:44 | - right? - |
46:45 | the very perception |
that you are seeking | |
46:51 | security in illusion, |
46:52 | that very perception of that |
brings you intelligence. | |
46:58 | Right? |
Are you following this? | |
47:01 | Are you following this? |
47:03 | Please don't... |
47:04 | unless I make it perfectly clear, |
don't agree with me. | |
47:09 | I sought security in my belief |
as being a Hindu | |
47:14 | with all the nonsensical |
superstitions, and gods, | |
47:19 | and rituals, and all |
the nonsense that goes on. | |
47:24 | I sought security in that |
- I haven't, but suppose one does. | |
47:30 | That opposes another |
group of people | |
47:36 | who have different ideas, |
different gods, | |
47:40 | different rituals |
- Catholic, and all the rest of it. | |
47:43 | So these are the two |
opposing elements, | |
47:46 | tolerated, but they are |
antagonistic, essentially. | |
47:52 | So there is conflict |
between the two, | |
47:56 | in which I have sought |
security, in one or the other. | |
48:03 | Right? |
48:05 | And I realise, 'By Jove, |
they are both illusions, | |
48:11 | in which I have tried |
to find security, right? | |
48:15 | And to see that they are |
illusions is intelligence. | |
48:22 | It's like seeing |
danger. | |
48:27 | A man who is blind to danger |
is an idiot, | |
48:33 | is neurotic, there is |
something wrong with him. | |
48:36 | But we don't see |
the danger of this. | |
48:40 | Right? |
48:41 | And the man who |
sees the danger... | |
48:49 | - intelligence is |
in operation. | |
48:53 | In that intelligence |
there is absolute security. | |
48:58 | You get it? |
49:02 | Do you understand this? |
49:08 | That is, the mind... |
49:12 | thought has created |
49:14 | various forms |
of illusions: | |
49:18 | nationality, class, |
me and you, | |
49:24 | different gods, |
different beliefs, | |
49:26 | different dogmas, |
different rituals, | |
49:29 | the extraordinary |
religious superstitions | |
49:33 | that pervade the world |
49:35 | - in all that |
one has sought security. | |
49:44 | And one doesn't see |
the danger of this security, | |
49:48 | of this illusion. |
49:50 | When one sees |
the danger, | |
49:53 | not as an idea, |
but an actual fact, | |
49:58 | that intelligence is the supreme |
form of absolute security. | |
50:08 | Right? |
50:14 | Are we together? |
50:16 | Are you intelligent? |
(Laughter) | |
50:19 | Otherwise we miss it. |
50:25 | You may say, |
50:27 | 'I don't believe in any religions, |
I have no beliefs, | |
50:30 | I have no this, |
I have no that,' | |
50:34 | but the 'me' |
is in operation, | |
50:38 | which has created |
all this, | |
50:41 | and you are opposing all that |
by another word, | |
50:45 | another belief, |
another idea. | |
50:51 | So, there is absolute |
security, | |
50:58 | which means to see |
51:01 | the truth in the false. |
51:05 | Got it? |
51:08 | I wonder |
if you see this? | |
51:30 | Emotions are strong. |
51:34 | Our attachments |
are strong. | |
51:39 | How does |
looking and seeing | |
51:42 | reduce |
the strength and power | |
51:45 | of these emotions? |
51:54 | Emotions are strong. |
51:56 | Our attachments |
are strong. | |
52:02 | How does |
looking and seeing | |
52:04 | reduce |
the strength and power | |
52:07 | of these emotions? |
52:10 | Right? |
52:12 | Can we go on |
with that question? | |
52:26 | Trying to control, |
suppress, | |
52:30 | sublimate emotions |
52:34 | and attachments |
52:37 | in no way reduces |
the conflict, does it? | |
52:43 | Clear? |
52:52 | Are we generally aware |
of our emotions? | |
53:03 | Are we aware |
of our attachments, | |
53:06 | which say emotions |
are very strong, | |
53:09 | attachments are very strong, |
are we aware of that? | |
53:14 | Do you know |
that you are attached? | |
53:21 | Go on, sirs, |
find out. | |
53:23 | Are you attached |
strongly? | |
53:30 | And are your emotions |
so extraordinarily strong | |
53:33 | that they act? |
53:38 | So first one has to be |
conscious, aware, | |
53:44 | know, recognise, |
53:47 | see that your emotions |
are strong. | |
53:59 | And know also, be aware, |
recognise that you are attached. | |
54:07 | If that is so, |
when you are so conscious, | |
54:15 | what takes place? |
54:17 | Do you understand |
my question? | |
54:20 | I am conscious |
of my attachment, | |
54:23 | or my strong emotions |
54:26 | of hate, jealousy, |
antagonism, | |
54:31 | like and dislike, |
54:34 | I am conscious of them. |
54:38 | Right? |
Are you? | |
54:40 | Please, we are sharing |
this together. | |
54:46 | Now, do they, |
54:49 | being so strong, |
54:55 | overshadow, |
control my action? | |
55:01 | You understand? |
55:06 | I am examining, |
looking, observing | |
55:10 | the emotions |
and attachments, | |
55:16 | which are apparently |
very strong, | |
55:20 | and they act |
as barriers | |
55:23 | to clear thinking, |
55:25 | to clear action, |
55:27 | to unconfused thinking. |
55:31 | So am I aware of them? |
55:37 | Or we take it |
for granted? | |
55:41 | You follow my question? |
55:42 | Say, 'Yes, I have |
very strong emotions, | |
55:44 | I'm terribly attached, |
but it doesn't matter. | |
55:47 | That's part of life. |
55:50 | I don't mind |
struggling. | |
55:52 | I don't mind having quarrels |
with everybody.' | |
55:59 | There is a lovely joke, |
but I won't go into it! (Laughter) | |
56:08 | So are we aware |
of them? | |
56:13 | Now, if you are aware, |
56:18 | what takes place? |
56:20 | Please examine yourself. |
56:26 | You are attached. |
56:28 | Are you aware |
that you are attached? | |
56:31 | Just aware. |
56:34 | You know that you are |
attached to that person, | |
56:37 | or to that piece of furniture, |
or to a belief, | |
56:40 | to a dogma, you know, all the |
rest of it, attached to something. | |
56:46 | Now, when you say you are aware, |
what do you mean by that? | |
56:51 | Know, recognise. |
56:57 | Is thought recognising |
the attachment? | |
57:01 | You follow? |
57:03 | Say yes, when you say, |
'Yes, I'm attached,' | |
57:06 | is it the activity |
of thought that says, | |
57:09 | 'I am attached'? |
You follow? | |
57:12 | Go into this, please, |
with me for a few minutes. | |
57:15 | Pay attention. |
Please, sir, quiet. | |
57:21 | When you say, 'I'm attached,' |
is it an idea? | |
57:29 | Or is it a fact? |
57:35 | The fact is not the idea. |
57:42 | This microphone... |
57:45 | I can create an idea of it, |
but that is a fact. | |
57:49 | I can touch, see. |
Right? | |
57:54 | So, is my attachment |
a concept? | |
58:00 | A conclusion? |
58:02 | Or is it a fact |
that I am attached? | |
58:07 | You see the difference? |
58:09 | Do you? |
Please. | |
58:17 | So, when you are |
observing the fact, | |
58:21 | not the idea, |
not the conclusion about the fact, | |
58:25 | but the fact, |
58:29 | and you are |
aware of it, | |
58:33 | is the fact |
different from you | |
58:36 | who are observing |
the fact? | |
58:40 | You are following |
all this? | |
58:42 | I hope your minds |
are all active. | |
58:49 | It is clear, isn't it? |
58:52 | Am I observing the fact |
through an idea, | |
58:57 | or through |
a conclusion? | |
59:00 | Or I have heard somebody say that |
- you follow? - | |
59:04 | and therefore I look, |
59:06 | which means I am looking |
through a screen | |
59:12 | of ideas. |
59:15 | So I am not looking |
at the fact. | |
59:21 | So I am looking now |
at the fact. | |
59:28 | I'm not verbalising |
the fact, | |
59:33 | I'm looking at it. |
59:35 | How do I look at it? |
59:39 | As something |
separate from me | |
59:43 | - you understand? |
59:45 | Attachment - something |
different from me, | |
59:50 | or that is part of me? |
59:56 | Do you understand? |
59:58 | Don't go to sleep, |
please. | |
1:00:00 | If you want to sleep, |
sleep, | |
1:00:02 | but if you are serious |
for a few minutes, see this fact. | |
1:00:07 | That is, am I looking |
1:00:11 | as though it was something |
apart from me? | |
1:00:17 | The microphone |
is apart from me, | |
1:00:23 | but attachment, |
emotions are part of me. | |
1:00:29 | Attachment is the 'me.' |
1:00:33 | If I have no attachment, |
there is no 'me.' | |
1:00:42 | So awareness of your |
emotions and attachments | |
1:00:52 | are part of your nature, |
part of your structure. | |
1:00:56 | So you are looking |
at yourself, | |
1:01:02 | so there is no division, |
1:01:06 | there is no duality, |
me and attachment. | |
1:01:11 | There is only |
attachment, | |
1:01:15 | not the word, |
but the fact, | |
1:01:18 | the feeling, the emotions, |
the possessions, | |
1:01:23 | the possessiveness |
in attachment. | |
1:01:26 | That's a fact. |
1:01:29 | So that is me. |
1:01:32 | So what am I to do |
with the 'me'? | |
1:01:35 | You understand? |
Now please follow this step by step. | |
1:01:39 | If you get tired, |
or if you are distracted, | |
1:01:42 | be distracted, |
but come back. | |
1:01:49 | So, when there was division |
between me and attachment | |
1:01:53 | I could do something about it, |
right? | |
1:01:56 | Do you follow this? |
I could control it, I could say, | |
1:01:59 | 'No, I mustn't be,' |
or suppress it, | |
1:02:02 | or do something about it |
all the time, right? | |
1:02:06 | Which we do. |
1:02:08 | But if it is me, |
what can I do? | |
1:02:12 | Wait, wait. |
Follow it closely. | |
1:02:15 | If it is me, |
what can I do? | |
1:02:24 | I can't do anything, |
can I? | |
1:02:27 | I can only observe. |
1:02:31 | Do you see |
the difference? | |
1:02:33 | Before I acted upon it. |
1:02:37 | Now I can't act |
upon it, | |
1:02:40 | because it is me, it is my arm, |
it is part of me. | |
1:02:44 | So all that I can do |
is to observe. | |
1:02:51 | Right? |
1:02:54 | So, observation becomes |
all important, | |
1:02:58 | not what you do |
about it. | |
1:03:01 | You see the difference? |
1:03:09 | So there is |
observation, | |
1:03:11 | not 'I am observing.' |
1:03:17 | There is only |
observation. | |
1:03:22 | In that observation, |
1:03:24 | if I begin to choose |
1:03:28 | and say, |
'I mustn't be attached,' | |
1:03:33 | I've already moved away |
in saying that's not me. | |
1:03:38 | You understand |
all this? | |
1:03:42 | So, in observation |
there is no choice, | |
1:03:46 | there is no direction, |
1:03:47 | just pure, absolute |
clear observation. | |
1:03:53 | Then the thing that is |
being observed dissolves. | |
1:04:02 | Before you resisted it, |
you controlled it, | |
1:04:05 | you suppressed it, |
you acted upon it. | |
1:04:08 | Now in that observation |
all energy is centred. | |
1:04:14 | It is only when there is the lack |
of energy there is attachment. | |
1:04:19 | I wonder |
if you see this? | |
1:04:23 | Do you see this? |
1:04:31 | That is, when there is |
complete observation | |
1:04:34 | without any interference |
of thought, | |
1:04:40 | because you are |
observing. | |
1:04:42 | Why should thought |
come in? | |
1:04:45 | You understand |
the point? | |
1:04:46 | You are just |
observing the fly, | |
1:04:49 | the thing that you call the fly |
- just observe. | |
1:04:53 | In the same way |
to observe so completely | |
1:04:59 | your emotions, |
attachments, | |
1:05:09 | then there is a gathering |
of all energy in that observation. | |
1:05:14 | Therefore there is |
no attachment. | |
1:05:19 | I explained |
very carefully, | |
1:05:23 | it's only the unintelligent |
that are attached. | |
1:05:30 | It's only the people |
who do not see | |
1:05:33 | the full implications of attachment |
that are attached. | |
1:05:40 | And they pervade |
the world, | |
1:05:44 | they are the stronger |
element in the world, | |
1:05:47 | and we are caught |
in that. | |
1:05:49 | But when you begin |
to examine this closely, | |
1:05:53 | look at it, |
1:05:55 | then you're no longer |
caught in that, | |
1:06:00 | so you are no longer |
dissipating energy | |
1:06:03 | in something which |
has no meaning, naturally. | |
1:06:09 | So your energy is now centred |
completely in observation, | |
1:06:19 | therefore there is total |
1:06:22 | dissipation |
of attachment. | |
1:06:28 | Test it, do it, |
and you will find out. | |
1:06:32 | But you have to go |
step by step, | |
1:06:36 | don't jump into |
something or other. | |
1:06:38 | You have to examine |
the thing very, very, very closely, | |
1:06:47 | so that your mind is absolutely |
clear in the observation. | |
1:06:54 | Right? |
1:06:56 | It is only the unaware |
that jump over the cliff. | |
1:07:04 | The moment you are |
aware of danger, move. | |
1:07:09 | Attachment is a danger, |
1:07:14 | because it breeds fear, |
anxiety, hate, jealousy, | |
1:07:19 | being possessed and |
being not possessed | |
1:07:22 | - the whole of that - |
1:07:24 | that is |
a tremendous danger. | |
1:07:29 | And when you see danger |
you act, | |
1:07:31 | not 'you act' |
- there is action. | |
1:07:57 | Why does the mind so readily |
accept trivial answers | |
1:08:03 | to such deeply felt |
problems? | |
1:08:09 | Why does the mind so readily |
accept trivial answers | |
1:08:14 | to such deeply felt |
problems? | |
1:08:20 | Right? |
1:08:24 | The questioner says, |
why do I accept | |
1:08:28 | trivial explanation |
1:08:31 | when a deep problem |
is concerned? | |
1:08:34 | You understand? |
1:08:35 | Why do I live in words? |
1:08:39 | That is the real |
problem. | |
1:08:41 | You understand? |
1:08:47 | Why have words become |
so colossally important? | |
1:08:54 | No? |
1:08:59 | Look, I suffer, |
1:09:03 | go through |
great agonies. | |
1:09:09 | And you come along |
and give me explanations, | |
1:09:16 | and in that explanation |
I seek comfort. | |
1:09:22 | There's God, |
there's reincarnation, | |
1:09:24 | there's this, there's that, |
there is something else. | |
1:09:27 | So I accept the word, |
1:09:32 | because it gives me |
comfort. | |
1:09:35 | The explanation |
gives me comfort, | |
1:09:38 | the belief gives |
me comfort | |
1:09:40 | when I am in agony, |
in anxiety. | |
1:09:49 | So, explanations |
by philosophers, | |
1:09:53 | by analysts, |
by psychologists, | |
1:09:56 | by the priests, |
by the yoga teachers, | |
1:10:01 | explanations |
- it is on that we live, | |
1:10:05 | which means |
we live second-hand. | |
1:10:11 | We are second-hand |
people, | |
1:10:14 | and we are satisfied |
with that. | |
1:10:18 | You use the word 'God' |
to a Catholic, or to a man | |
1:10:22 | who believes in Jesus |
- you follow? - | |
1:10:25 | the word, the image, |
1:10:27 | which word is a symbol, |
the image is a symbol. | |
1:10:31 | So symbols become |
extraordinarily important, | |
1:10:36 | like the flag. |
1:10:39 | Oh, sirs, you don't face |
all this. | |
1:10:45 | Why does the mind |
do this? | |
1:10:55 | Is it because |
1:10:59 | we read a great deal |
1:11:03 | of what other people |
have said? | |
1:11:08 | You understand? |
1:11:11 | We listen to what |
other people have said, | |
1:11:15 | we see in the cinema |
what is taking place | |
1:11:20 | - others. |
1:11:22 | Always somebody else out there |
telling me what to do. | |
1:11:32 | So my mind is crippled |
by this. | |
1:11:42 | So I'm always |
living second-hand. | |
1:11:45 | Goodness. |
You understand, sirs? | |
1:11:52 | And we have |
never asked: | |
1:11:56 | can I be |
a light to myself? | |
1:12:00 | You understand? |
1:12:03 | Not the light |
of someone else, | |
1:12:06 | including Jesus, or Buddha, |
or somebody else. | |
1:12:12 | Can I be |
a light to myself? | |
1:12:19 | Which means no shadow. |
1:12:23 | You understand? |
1:12:27 | Because to be a light to oneself |
means it's never put out, | |
1:12:34 | by any |
artificial means, | |
1:12:39 | by circumstances, |
by sorrow, | |
1:12:42 | by accident and incidents |
- a light. | |
1:12:47 | Can one be that |
to oneself? | |
1:12:53 | One can only be |
that to oneself | |
1:12:58 | when your mind |
has no challenge, | |
1:13:03 | because it is |
so fully awake. | |
1:13:08 | But most of us |
need challenges, | |
1:13:11 | because most of us |
are asleep. | |
1:13:16 | We are asleep because |
we have been put to sleep | |
1:13:20 | by all the philosophers, |
by all the saints, | |
1:13:24 | by all the gods, and priests, |
and politicians. | |
1:13:31 | Right? |
1:13:33 | We have been |
put to sleep. | |
1:13:36 | And we don't know |
we are asleep, | |
1:13:39 | we think |
this is normal. | |
1:13:43 | So a man who wants to be |
a light to himself | |
1:13:47 | has to be free |
of all this. | |
1:13:53 | And the light to oneself can only |
take place when there is no self. | |
1:14:01 | Then that light |
is the eternal, | |
1:14:04 | everlasting, |
immeasurable light. | |
1:14:11 | Right, sirs. |
1:14:14 | Could we go on |
with these questions | |
1:14:16 | instead of dialogues, |
discussions? | |
1:14:20 | Q:Yes. |
K:I thought so. | |
1:14:23 | I do all the talking |
and you... | |
1:14:27 | I hope not. |