ND66T4 - To bring about a radical transformation demands great energy

New Delhi - 25 December 1966
Public Talk 4
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0:10
I believe
this
is
the last
talk,
at
least
for
this
year.
There is
no
end
to
collecting
ideas,
to
multiplying
words,
to
gathering
knowledge
and
information.
But
to
act
seems
to
be
one
of
the most
difficult
things
to
do
-
to
act
sanely,
healthily,
without
any
conflict,
with
a certain
quality
of
mind
that
is
total,
that
is
not
distorted
by
conditioning,
by
the environment
in
which
one
lives,
by
all
the strains
and
stresses
that
human
beings
are
heir
to.
Apparently,
it is
much
more
easy
to
discuss
ideas,
theories,
rather
than
to
live
a rich
full
day
without
any
problem,
without
disturbance,
without
misery
and
sorrow.
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2:05
It seems
to
be
one
of
the most
difficult
things
in
life
to
live
completely
totally
-
not
fragmentarily
but
as
a total
human
being
whether
you are
in
your
office
or
in
your
home,
or
whether
you are
walking
in
a wood.
It is
only
complete
action
that
brings
about
intelligence.
total
action
is
intelligence.
But
we live
in
fragments,
as
a family
man
opposed
to
the rest
of
the world,
as
a religious
man,
if
one
is
at
all
religious,
having
peculiar
theories,
ideas,
separate
beliefs
and
dogmas.
And
one
is
always
struggling
to
achieve
a status,
a position,
a prestige,
whether
that
status
is
worldly
or
saintly.
3:47
One
is
always
striving,
striving.
There is
never
a moment
when
the mind
is
completely
empty
and
therefore
silent.
And
out
of
silence
action
takes
place.
We are
no
longer
original,
we are
the result,
as
we have
said
over
and
over
again,
of
our
environments,
of
circumstances,
of
the culture,
the tradition
in
which
we live,
and
we accept
that.
And
to
change
always
demands
a great
deal
of
energy.
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4:41
It is
very
easy
to
discuss
ideas
-
that
does
not
demand
much
energy.
Theories,
quoting
somebody
or
other
-
all
that
does
not
demand
much
energy,
interest,
drive.
But
to
bring
about
a total
revolution
in
oneself
-
that
demands
tremendous
energy.
And
to
have
that
energy
man
has
tried
several
things:
he
has
become
a monk,
shutting
out
all
the temptations
of
the world,
withdrawing,
isolating
himself
from
the world.
But
inwardly
he
is
still
tortured,
inwardly
he
is
still
burning
with
his
desires,
with
his
ideas,
opinions,
what
somebody
has
said
or
not
said.
5:53
So
outwardly
you may
withdraw,
but
inwardly
there is
always
conflict,
a striving.
So
this
strife,
this
struggle
wastes
energy.
So,
one
must
have
tremendous
energy
to
change.
That
is
fairly
obvious.
Even
to
stop
smoking,
if
you are
so
inclined,
you must
have
a certain
energy.
To
observe
why
you smoke,
what
is
the process
of
it and
so
on
-
that
demands
a certain
energy.
To
give
it up
also
demands
energy,
as
it demands
energy
to
get
into
the habit
of
smoking.
Perhaps
it demands
greater
energy
to
give
it up.
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7:01
But
we have
to
understand
this
whole
process
of
living
which
is
very
complex.
We live
very
superficially;
outwardly
we may
perhaps
lead
a very
simple
life,
but
inwardly,
inside
the skin
as
it were,
we are
very
complex
human
beings.
The motives,
the ambitions,
the greed,
the frustration,
the fears,
the competition
and
the everlasting
fear
and
sorrow
-
all
that
is
going
on
inwardly.
Now
to
bring
about
a radical
transformation
in
all
that
demands
a great
energy,
which
is
obvious.
Now,
is
it possible
to
have
this
energy
without
any
conflict?
8:14
Because,
we have
considered
that
the gathering
of
energy
is
through
effort:
that
is,
one
thinks
that
the more
effort
one
makes
the more
energy
one
has.
Isn't
it?
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8:32
Please,
as
we said,
don't
merely
listen
to
words
or
to
the ideas.
Listen
with
your
heart
and
mind,
neither
taking
sides,
nor
opposing,
nor
offering
your
own
particular
opinion:
just
listen.
The speaker
is
doing
all
the work
when
he
talks.
All
that
you have
to
do
is
to
listen.
And
if
you know
how
to
listen,
then
you are
also
working
with
the speaker.
But
if
you are
merely
listening
-
hearing
words
and
translating
those
words
into
opinions,
or
opposing
those
words
with
your
own
ideas,
or
comparing
those
words
with
what
has
been
said
by
previous
teachers
and
so
on
-
then
you are
not
sharing;
then
you are
wasting
your
energy.
9:51
Whereas
you have
to
listen
-
as
you would
to
a bird
in
the morning,
as
you would
listen
to
all
the various
notes
-
neither
rejecting,
nor
opposing,
but
just
listen
with
intensity,
with
affection,
with
a tremendous
enjoyment.
Because
it is
only
when
we listen
with
our
heart
and
mind
totally,
that
that
very
listening
is
an end
in
itself.
Then
you don't
have
to
do
anything.
Because
then
the seed
has
taken
its
place,
and
the seed,
if
it is
vital,
will
bring
its
own
fruit.
But
if
you merely
oppose,
because
you are
a Sikh,
a Hindu,
a Muslim,
or
God
knows
what
else,
or
if
you are
tortured
by
a particular
problem
and
you want
that
particular
problem
to
be
resolved,
then
you are
listening
with
a fragmentary
mind,
listening
partially.
11:17
This
partial
listening,
this
inattention
is,
the very
essence
of
waste
of
energy.
Either
you listen
completely
or
don't
listen
at
all.
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11:38
You have
to
give
your
whole
attention
to
your
sorrow
and
all
the things
involved
in
it
-
the loneliness,
the lack
of
companionship,
the frustration,
the nursery,
the endless
annoyance.
You will
not
give
your
whole
attention
to
it,
if
you want
your
sorrow
to
be
solved
in
a particular
way,
according
to
a particular
pattern;
then
that
demand
that
it should
be
solved
in
a particular
way
is
a waste
of
energy.
But,
if
you only
listen
with
care,
watching
every
movement
of
thought,
without
stopping,
watching
it with
great,
minute
attention,
then
you will
see
for
yourself
that
the problem
which
loomed
large
no
longer
matters
at
all.
12:58
Because
that
very
attention
is
the energy
which
resolves
the problem.
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13:09
This
evening,
if
we may,
we are
going
to
consider
the gathering
of
this
energy
to
tackle
all
human
problems.
We have
many
problems,
not
a single
problem;
and
every
problem
is
related
to
another
problem.
If
one
can
solve
one
problem
completely
-
it does
not
matter
what
it is
-
then
you will
see
that
you will
be
able
to
meet
other
problems
easily
and
dissolve
them.
It is
inattention
that
breeds
mischief,
not
attention.
And
to
know
when
you are
inattentive
is
to
be
attentive.
You understand?
To
know
I am
lazy,
to
be
aware
I am
lazy
is
already
to
be
active.
14:30
But
when
I am
not
aware
that
I am
lazy,
when
I am
not
aware
that
I am
inattentive,
then
begins
the mischief
and
the misery
of
the problem.
Do
listen
to
this,
please,
because
we are
talking
about
your
life,
your
daily
anxiety,
your
daily
misery,
your
daily
conflict,
the insults
and
so
on.
And
to
resolve
all
that,
not
partially
but
totally,
demands
great
energy.
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15:23
And
we are
going
to
find
out
this
evening
if
we can
communicate
to
each
other
this
energy.
And
to
communicate
about
anything
there
must
be
contact.
To
communicate
about
any
problem
there
must
be
contact
with
the word
and
the meaning
of
the word
-
not
translate
the word
as
you wish
it to
be.
This
means:
when
there is
communication
both
the people
must
be
in
a state
of
attention.
If
I am
telling
you something,
you must
be
attentive,
you must
be
interested,
you must
care.
But
if
you are
not
attentive,
if
you are
merely
waiting
to
be
stimulated,
or
waiting
to
be
told
what
to
do,
then
communication
,
ceases.
16:47
Because
we are
not
going
to
tell
you what
to
do.
For
generations
upon
generations
you have
been
told
what
to
do.
Your
teachers,
your
gurus,
your
politicians,
your
books
and
everything
have
told
you what
to
do,
what
to
think
-
not
how
to
think
but
what
to
think
-
and
that
pattern,
that
tradition,
has
been
established.
And
you are
waiting
to
be
told
what
to
do.
But
we are
not
concerned
with
such
a triviality
as
what
you should
or
should
not
do
-
that
will
come
to
you when
you give
attention.
Then
you will
find
out
for
yourself,
out
of
your
own
mind,
out
of
your
own
heart.
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17:49
So,
we are
going
to
consider
this
evening,
the gathering
of
this
energy
that
is
not
generated
through
stimulation.
Please
listen
to
all
this
carefully.
Most
of
us
depend
on
stimulation.
Either
you take
hashish
or
LSD,
or
this
or
that,
for
stimulation.
There are
different
forms
of
stimulation,
both
outward
and
inward.
The outward
we know,
which
is
fairly
simple:
a ritual,
a repetition
of
a phrase,
reading
a book,
depending
on
something
external
which
gives
one
a certain
stimulation.
Or
inwardly
you derive
stimulation
through
your
desire,
through
your
pleasure,
through
an idea
which
is
very
stimulating.
19:24
But
we are
talking
of
energy
which
is
not
dependent
on
stimulation.
Because
the moment
you are
dependent
on
something,
you are
already
wasting
your
energy.
You understand
all
this,
sirs?
You know,
most
of
us
depend
-
and
we must
depend
-
on
food,
clothes
and
shelter;
that
is
obvious.
Don't
let
us
mix
the two.
You must
have
food,
you must
have
clothes,
you must
have
shelter.
We depend
upon
the postman,
the milkman,
the railway,
our
bureaucracy
and
so
on
and
so
on.
But
we also
depend
on
others
inwardly.
20:25
Inwardly
we are
desperately
lonely.
And
out
of
the fear
of
that
loneliness,
of
that
emptiness,
inwardly
we depend
on
people,
and
the people
then
become
the stimulus.
And
the moment
there is
a stimulant,
whether
it is
a psychological
stimulant
or
an outward
stimulant,
that
stimulant
dulls
the mind.
Do
you understand?
You drink
coffee,
tea
or
alcohol;
when
you keep
on
drinking
it,
you will
need
more
and
more,
which
makes
the mind
more
and
more
dull
-
not
sensitive,
alert,
awake.
So
when
one
realizes
that
any
form
of
outward
or
inward
stimulation
breeds
inevitably
a sort
of
indifference
and
dullness
and
when
one
sees
the truth
of
it,
the stimulation
naturally
will
drop
away.
21:52
In
that
there is
no
conflict;
it is
conflict
that
wastes
energy.
You understand,
sirs?
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22:11
Our
life
is
a conflict
from
the days
of
the school
-
where
we compete
with
another,
try
to
get
better
marks
in
an examination
-
to
the days
of
the college,
the university.
And
then
in
getting
a job,
there is
conflict
for
getting
a better
job,
competing
with
another
for
arriving
at
a certain
position,
a certain
status
and
then
demanding
more
status
and
so
on.
From
the beginning
to
the end
we are
perpetually
in
conflict,
striving,
striving,
emotionally
as
well
as
intellectually.
And
this
effort,
like
all
effort
which
is
friction,
does
not
make
the mind
subtle
and
capable
of
functioning
freely.
23:23
Every
effort
is
a distortion.
I hope
you are
following
all
this.
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23:35
It is
only
when
effort
ceases
that
you have
an unbounding
energy
inwardly,
so
that
your
mind
remains
crystal
clear
and
can
tackle
any
human
problem.
So,
for
this
energy
to
come
into
being
totally,
one
must
understand
effort
-
not
ask
the speaker:
how
am
I to
live
without
effort?
That
would
be
too
silly.
Because
then
if
I would
be
foolish
enough
to
tell
you how
to
do
it,
then
you will
try
to
follow
that
system.
In
the very
following
of
that
system
you are
making
an effort
and
therefore
destroying
the very
thing
that
you want
to
bring
about.
24:32
But
if
you understand
the nature
and
the structure
of
effort,
then
you will
have
energy
to
deal
with
the problem,
or
do
what
you have
to
do,
much
more
efficiently.
You understand,
sirs?
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25:04
The world
is
divided
socially:
the high,
the middle
and
the low.
Isn't
it?
The high
have
all
the prestige,
the position,
the wealth,
the power
and
they
want
to
hold
it.
That
is
what
is
happening
in
this
country
-
one
political
party
has
the power,
position,
prestige
and
what
not,
and
wants
to
hold
it;
and
it is
going
to
make
tremendous
effort
to
hold
it.
The middle
wants
to
come
to
the top
and
push
the high
away.
This
is
called
revolution.
And
the middle
becomes
the high
and
then
holds
on
to
power
till
again
the low
comes
and
pushes
it away.
26:04
This
pattern
is
repeated
over
and
over
again.
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26:10
Now,
man
in
society
is
seeking
prestige,
status,
through
function.
Right?
You make
a tremendous
difference
between
the
Prime
Minister
and
the cook.
Not
only
outwardly
but
psychologically,
inwardly,
to
you status
matters
much
more
than
function.
Because
with
the function
you have
identified
status.
And
hence
when
status
becomes
so
tremendously
important,
as
it does
throughout
the world,
then
function
becomes
less
and
less
efficient.
Then
you are
not
attentive
to
function,
your
eyes
are
on
status.
Right?
27:20
So
conflict
between
function
and
status
-
the struggle
to
achieve
status
through
function
-
becomes
the purpose
of
existence.
This
is
what
is
actually
taking
place.
And
hence
we are
all
the time
increasing
conflict.
The saints
do
this;
only
in
their
own
way
they
want
to
achieve
heaven,
break
the record
for
fasting,
or
burn
themselves
and
so
on.
And
to
them
status
matters
very
much,
not
what
actually
they
are.
How
petty,
how
silly
human
beings
are!
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28:21
And
so,
we have
to
bring
about
a change
in
the shallow
mind,
because
must
of
us
have
very
shallow,
petty,
little
minds,
-
whether
it is
the saint
or
the
Chief
Minister
or
God
knows
who
else.
And
these
minds
are
everlastingly
making
effort
to
become
something
different.
You follow
all
this?
But
the moment
you are
attentive
to
your
shallow
mind,
the moment
you are
aware
that
you are
shallow,
narrow,
limited,
petty,
you will
see
in
that
state
of
attention
you are
no
longer
petty.
If
once
you understand
this
principle
understand
it,
not
repeat
it,
not
quote
it
-
what
the speaker
is
saying
has
no
importance
at
all.
29:43
The speaker
is
not
at
all
important.
What
is
important
is
that
you listen
and
see
if
it is
true
and
carry
it out
with
all
your
heart
and
mind.
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29:58
So
we need
energy,
and
that
energy
is
wasted
when
there is
conflict.
Please
listen
very
carefully
to
what
is
going
to
be
said.
Conflict
will
continue
as
long
as
you are
seeking
pleasure.
Because
most
of
us
want
pleasure.
That
is
the thing
we live
by:
sexual
pleasure,
appetite
of
various
kinds,
pleasure
that
you derive
from
status,
from
position,
from
prestige,
out
of
your
capacity,
out
of
your
knowledge.
And
pleasure
arises,
comes
into
being,
is
put
together,
through
thought.
That
is
fairly
simple,
isn't
it?
31:01
Thought
creates
pleasure.
I think
about
something
that
has
given
me
pleasure
for
a moment;
and
the more
I think
about
it,
the more
I give
strength
to
that
pleasure.
It is
fairly
simple,
how
pleasure
begins,
and
as
long
as
the mind
is
seeking
pleasure,
there is
always
the fear
of
not
having
it.
And
as
long
as
there is
fear,
there is
effort
to
run
away
from
it,
to
resolve
it to
do
something
which
is
a waste
of
energy.
You understand?
One
has
to
see
the structure,
the meaning
of
pleasure,
just
to
understand
it,
not
intellectually.
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32:20
You know
the word
"understanding',
is
so
misused.
We say
we understand
intellectually
-
which
is
sheer
nonsense.
You don't
understand
anything
intellectually.
What
you mean
when
you say
"I understand
intellectually"
is
"I understand
the words
that
you are
using
and
I understand
the meaning
of
those
words,
but
not
the content
of
the whole
thing".
You can
only
understand
something
totally
when
you are
listening
to
it silently
and
completely.
You understand?
This
happens
to
all
of
us.
You understand
something
completely
when
you are
quiet.
33:13
Out
of
silence
there is
understanding,
not
out
of
your
chattering.
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33:20
So,
you have
to
understand
the nature
of
pleasure,
its
structure,
how
it begins
very
unexpectedly,
very
slowly,
without
your
knowing.
You see
a beautiful
sunset,
a lovely
face,
or
have
some
kind
of
sexual
or
other
experience
and
you want
to
repeat
it.
The repetition
is
a process
of
thinking
about
it.
And
the more
you repeat,
the more
mechanical
it becomes.
You can
go
every
evening
to
look
at
the sunset
but
you will
never
see
it,
because
out
of
that
sunset
you are
deriving
a pleasure.
You are
not
looking
at
the sunset.
34:15
You want
the pleasure
which
that
sunset
gave
you two
days
ago.
So,
as
long
as
there is
any
demand
for
pleasure,
there
must
be
conflict.
But
we are
not
talking
of
puritanical
banishment
of
pleasure.
On
the contrary,
if
you understand
the whole
structure
of
pleasure,
then
you will
have
tremendous
joy
in
life.
Because
joy
is
entirely
different
from
pleasure.
You cannot
think
about
joy,
but
you can
think
about
pleasure.
Have
you not
noticed
it?
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35:13
So
one
has
to
understand
not
only
effort
but
the whole
meaning
and
the significance
of
pleasure,
not
cut
away
pleasure
which
monks
have
tried
in
their
monasteries,
which
the sannyasis
also
have
tried
-
they
will
never
look
at
a woman
because
they
are
so
frightened
and
so
on.
Because
to
them
pleasure
is
something
very
wrong.
They
consider
it a sin.
And
therefore
they
have
destroyed
the vitality
of
understanding.
Because
they
have
said
this
is
wrong,
they
have
never
examined
the whole
structure
of
pleasure.
36:04
So
one
has
to
understand
not
only
effort
but
also
pleasure,
because
in
pleasure
there is
fear
and
therefore
pain.
You understand?
Where
there is
a search
for
pleasure,
there is
fear;
and
it is
this
fear
that
creates
pain.
So
if
you are
willing
to
put
up
with
pleasure,
with
fear
and
pain,
go
to
it;
but
know
all
the implications
of
it,
don't
just
slip
into
it.
But
if
you give
your
whole
attention
to
it,
then
you will
find
that
you can
look
at
a sunset
and
not
let
pleasure
creep
in
which
means
no
thought
of
wanting
the repetition
of
it.
37:01
Therefore
when
you look
at
a sunset,
or
at
a face
-
or
anything,
at
a bird,
or
the beauty
of
water,
a sheet
of
water
shimmering
in
the sun
-
look
at
it without
thought,
there is
in
that
tremendous
joy;
therefore
there is
no
pain,
no
fear;
and
therefore
there is
an end
to
effort.
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37:31
And
we also
make
an effort
when
we are
trying
to
become
something.
School
boys
trying
to
pass
an examination,
are
becoming,
are
making
an effort.
This
is
not
the occasion
to
talk
about
the whole
business
of
education.
We touched
it for
the moment.
Inwardly
we want
to
be
something.
I do
not
know
if
you have
noticed
ever
in
yourself
how
you are
craving
to
be
somebody,
famous,
full
of
knowledge.
You know
all
the things
that
one
imagines.
Why
do
we do
this?
Why
do
we want
to
be
somebody?
Why
do
we want
to
be
a hero,
like
somebody
else?
38:34
Most
of
you do,
why?
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38:41
Again,
one
has
to
understand
this.
Because
inwardly
we are
empty,
we are
shallow
human
beings,
shoddy,
little
human
beings.
I do
not
know
if
you have
ever
seen
a horse
galloping
at
full
speed
and
a little
man
riding
on
top
of
it,
the horse
is
much
more
useful,
has
more
beauty,
is
full
of
power
and
joy.
And
the man
who
owns
that
horse
is
a very
small
man,
with
a little
mind,
frightened.
And
that
is
what
we are.
We want
to
be
outwardly
something,
but
inwardly
we are
utterly
empty,
full
of
memories,
full
of
knowledge
-
which
is
of
the past,
the dead
ashes
of
something
which
we have
lived
or
remembered
or
experienced.
39:56
And
because
we are
empty,
we are
frightened
of
that
and
therefore
we are
trying
everlastingly
to
become
something.
But
if
you give
complete
attention
to
that
emptiness,
not
trying
to
alter
it,
not
trying
to
say
that
you will
do
something
about
it,
when
you are
completely
attentive
of
that
emptiness,
you will
see
you can
go
beyond
it.
And
then
there is
no
attempt
to
be
anything.
Then
you will
know
what
it is
to
be
without
a demand.
Then
it is
a light
to
itself.
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40:57
So
we waste
energy
through
constant
effort
of
different
kinds
inwardly
of
course.
Most
of
us
are
indolent,
lazy,
and
we are
always
trying
not
to
be
lazy.
Someone
disciplines
himself
to
get
up
at
a certain
time
every
day
punctually,
and
makes
tremendous
effort,
because
he
is
lazy
in
himself.
But
he
does
not
enquire
why
he
is
lazy.
You understand?
He
is
concentrated
on
becoming,
on
being
not
lazy
and
therefore
he
never
looks
at
the structure,
the meaning
of
laziness.
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41:58
Why
is
one
lazy?
Probably
you are
not
eating
rightly,
you have
worked
too
much,
walked
too
much,
talked
too
much,
done
so
many
things;
and
naturally
the body,
when
it gets
up
in
the morning,
is
lazy.
Because
you have
not
spent
an intelligent
day,
the body
is
tired
the next
day.
And
it's
no
good
disciplining
that
body.
Whereas
if
you are
attentive
at
the moment
of
your
talking,
when
you are
in
your
office
-
if
you are
completely
attentive
even
for
five
minutes,
that
is
enough.
When
you are
eating,
be
attentive
and
do
not
eat
fast,
nor
stuff
yourself
with
all
kinds
of
food.
42:56
Then
you will
see
that
your
body
becomes,
of
itself,
intelligent.
You don't
have
to
force
it to
be
intelligent,
it becomes
intelligent
and
that
intelligence
will
tell
it to
get
up
or
not
to
get
up.
So
you begin
to
discover
that
one
can
live
a life
of
going
to
the office
and
all
the rest
of
it,
without
this
constant
battle,
because
one
has
not
wasted
energy,
but
is
using
it totally
all
the time
-
and
that
is
meditation.
You understand?
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43:47
Meditation
is
not
what
is
done
all
the world
over:
repetition
of
words,
sitting
in
a certain
posture,
breathing
in
a certain
way,
repeating
some
shloka
or
mantram
over
and
over
again.
Naturally
that
makes
the mind
stupid,
dull;
and
out
of
that
stupidity,
dullness,
the mind
becomes
silent
and
you think
you have
got
silence.
That
kind
of
meditation
is
merely
self-hypnosis.
It is
not
meditation
at
all.
It is
the most
destructive
way
of
meditating.
But
there is
meditation
which
demands
that
you attend
-
attend
to
what
you are
saying
to
your
wife,
to
your
husband,
to
your
children,
how
you talk
to
your
servants
if
you have
any,
how
you talk
to
your
boss
-
be
attentive
at
that
moment,
do
not
concentrate.
45:04
Because
concentration
is
something
which
is
very
ugly.
Every
school
boy
can
do
it,
because
he
is
forced
to
do
it.
And
you think
that
by
forcing
yourself
to
concentrate
you will
get
some
peace.
You won't.
You will
not
have
what
you call
"peace
of
mind"
-
you will
have
a piece
of
mind,
which
is
not
peace
of
mind.
Concentration
is
an exclusion.
When
you want
to
concentrate
on
something,
you are
excluding,
you are
resisting,
you are
putting
away
things
which
you don't
want.
Whereas
if
you are
attentive,
then
you can
look
at
every
thought,
every
movement;
then
there is
no
such
thing
as
distraction,
and
then
you can
meditate.
46:08
Then
such
meditation
is
a marvellous
thing,
because
it brings
clarity.
Meditation
is
clarity.
Meditation
then
is
silence,
and
that
very
silence
is
the disciplining
process
of
life:
not
your
disciplining
yourself
in
order
to
achieve
silence.
But
when
you are
attentive
to
every
word,
to
every
gesture,
to
all
the things
you are
saying,
feeling,
to
your
motives,
not
correcting
them,
then
out
of
that
comes
silence,
and
from
that
silence
there is
discipline.
Then
in
that
there is
no
effort,
there is
a movement
which
is
not
of
time
at
all.
47:16
And
such
a human
being
is
a joyous
person,
he
does
not
create
enmity,
he
does
not
bring
unhappiness.
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47:35
There are
some
questions
which
have
been
handed.
Perhaps
you would
ask
first,
before
I answer
these
questions.
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47:48
Questioner:
Who
should
rule,
the philosopher
or
the politician?
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48:04
Krishnamurti:
I hope
neither.
Don't
laugh,
you don't
see
the implication
when
you laugh
so
quickly.
Why
should
anybody
rule
the world?
The politician
and
the philosopher
have
made
such
a howling
mess.
Why
should
they
rule
you?
Why
don't
you rule
yourself?
Why
do
you want
somebody
else
to
rule
you?
For
God's
sake,
what
are
we,
monkeys?
Why
should
anybody
tell
us
what
to
do?
You know
what
is
going
to
happen:
the computers
are
going
to
take
over,
not
the philosophers,
not
the politicians.
Their
day
will
soon
be
over,
I hope.
49:12
The computers
which
are
completely
impersonal,
will
tell
you what
to
do.
You know,
I was
told
that
during
the
Korean
war,
the computers
decided
whether
to
attack
China
or
not,
not
the
Generals,
but
the computers
decided.
They
knew
the strength
of
both
and
said,
"Don't
do
it".
The computers
cannot
be
made
corrupt,
but
the politician
and
philosopher
can
be,
and
are.
So
what
is
important
is
not
whether
the world
is
governed
by
them,
but
whether
you can
govern
yourself.
Then
you don't
want
governments.
50:08
But
please
do
this:
govern
yourself.
And
that
is
one
of
the most
difficult
things,
because
to
govern
yourself
you have
to
know
yourself,
not
invent
that
you are
atman,
this
or
that
You have
to
learn
about
yourself,
you have
to
look
at
yourself
as
you would
look
at
your
face
in
a mirror,
without
distortion.
You have
to
look
at
yourself,
the way
you talk,
the way
you walk,
the way
you say,
the way
you think,
everything.
The out
of
that
attention,
out
of
that
looking,
you will
know
how
to
act.
And
then
you will
know
how
to
govern
yourself
and
therefore
govern.
51:05
Then
man
needs
no
government
at
all.
You know,
one
of
the
Communist
theories
was
to
end
all
government;
but
there is
not
going
to
be
an end
of
government
because
the
Communists
want
a certain
pattern
repeated,
a certain
ideology,
and
the moment
the high
hold
the power,
they
are
not
going
to
let
go.
So
a wise
man,
a man
who
is
really
humble,
who
has
great
affection
and
love,
does
not
want
anybody
to
guide
him
or
to
rule
him.
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51:51
Questioner:
Sir,
I have
two
questions.
Is
it possible
to
communicate
joy
and
is
it possible
to
have
that
joy?
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51:59
Krishnamurti:
Is
it possible
to
communicate
joy
and
is
it possible
to
have
it?
Is
it possible
to
have
joy
and
to
communicate
it to
others?
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52:13
First
of
all,
to
understand
what
joy
is
you must
understand
what
pleasure
is.
That
is
what
I have
been
talking
about
a little
earlier.
When
there is
joy,
why
do
you want
to
communicate
it?
What
for?
To
tell
somebody
that
you have
got
it,
you put
it in
a book,
in
a painting.
See,
sir,
we are
so
concerned
to
communicate,
when
we have
nothing
to
communicate.
When
you are
full
of
something,
you are
not
bothered
whether
you communicate
or
do
not
communicate.
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53:06
Questioner:
Sir,
I have
two
questions,
one
is
on
love
and
the other
is
on
meditation.
My
question
is,
sir,
would
you explain
what
that
love
is
about
which
you have
been
talking.
That
is
a question
on
love.
And
the other
is
on
meditation:
meditation,
as
you have
defined
today,
is
complete
attention.
Now
what
is
the thing
we may
reject
or
accept.....
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53:58
Krishnamurti:
Sir,
be
brief.
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54:00
Questioner:
Let
me
finish
it,
sir.
If
the conception
of
your
meditation
is
essential
why
bring
in
words
which
have
been
used
by
so
many
other
people?
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|
54:12
Krishnamurti:
Right,
sir.
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|
54:17
The gentleman
asks
would
you define
what
love
is.
And
also
he
suggests
that
I should
not
use
the word
meditation,
because
it is
heavily
loaded,
but
I shall
use
the word
attention.
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54:33
All
right.
But
I do
not
think
words
matter
very
much,
if
one
knows
the meaning
of
words.
If
you can
brush
aside
the weight,
the load
which
that
word
"meditation"
has
been
given,
then
one
can
use
that
word
"meditation"
as
well
as
"attention".
And
we are
not
defining.
A
dictionary
will
give
you a very
good
definition
of
what
meditation
is,
what
attention
is,
what
love
is.
Is
that
what
we are
talking
about?
To
define,
to
have
a formula
about
what
love
is?
Then
with
that
formula
you will
go,
compare
it with
what
Sankara,
Buddha,
X,
Y,
Z
said,
and
at
the end
of
it will
you know
what
love
is,
and
will
you then
love?
55:32
Dialectically
or
through
explanation
will
you know
what
love
is?
Sir,
how
do
you come
by
love?
Not
according
to
any
concept.
We have
been
saying
right
through
this
talk,
"no
concept".
Concepts
are
merely
the result
of
thought,
put
together
as
concepts,
formulas.
A
man
who
lives
by
formulas
is
a dead
human
being.
And
that
is
what
is
happening
in
this
country.
You have
dozens
of
formulas,
according
to
Sankara,
Buddha
and
God
knows
what
else,
and
where
are
you?
So
we are
not
talking
of
concepts.
We said
love
is
not
pleasure,
love
is
not
desire,
love
is
not
jealousy,
love
is
not
possession
or
domination.
56:53
If
you can
eliminate
these,
then
you will
find
out.
When
you eliminate
these
and
eliminate
them
rightly,
not
force
them
-
then
you will
find
out
for
yourself
what
kindliness
is,
what
courtesy
is,
what
gentleness
is.
Then
perhaps
you will
come
upon
this
strange
flower
which
man
always
hungers
after.
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57:26
Questioner:
Sir,
the problem
of
relationship
you were
discussing
the other
day.
When
you are
face
to
face
with
two
persons
with
two
different
ideas
which
both
of
them
hold
to
be
right,
and
when
you have
to
put
up
with
them,
is
there
not
the problem
of
your
relationship
with
them?
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|
57:48
Krishnamurti:
If
you have
to
put
up
with
a person
who
thinks
he
is
right,
the questioner
asks
what
relationship
have
you with
that
person?
A
person
who
insists
he
is
right
obviously
is
a neurotic
person.
And
what
relationship
have
you with
an unbalanced
person
who
says,
"I am
right
about
everything"?
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|
58:21
Sir,
first
you make
a problem.
You don't
examine
the question
of
those
people
who
say,
"I am
right".
You know,
sir,
truth
is
something
entirely
different
from
being
right.
Truth
is
something
which
is
not
personal,
which
has
nothing
to
do
with
any
religion,
with
any
group,
with
any
individual;
it is
not
to
be
found
in
any
church,
in
any
organized
religion.
And
right
and
wrong
are
things
of
thought.
And
without
understanding
the whole
machinery
of
thought,
there is
no
meaning
in
merely
submitting
to
another
who
thinks
he
is
right
-
like
these
gentlemen
who
are
going
to
burn
themselves
about
nothing;
they
consider
themselves
tremendously
right
and
they
are
going
to
create
havoc,
mischief,
which
has
nothing
to
do
with
truth.
59:42
To
find
that
strange
thing
one
must
be
free.
And
to
be
free
means
to
be
without
fear,
to
investigate,
to
look,
to
observe.
Right,
sir?
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1:00:02
Questioner:
Is
not
some
effort
necessary
in
order
to
be
attentive?
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1:00:08
Krishnamurti:
Must
not
one
make
conscious
effort
to
be
attentive?
Is
not
some
kind
of
effort
necessary
in
being
attentive
to
what
one
does?
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1:00:38
First
of
all,
most
of
us
are
trained,
educated
to
do
something
which
we don't
like
at
all.
Right?
Most
of
us
are
going
to
the office
for
the next
forty
years,
and
don't
like
it.
It is
a horrible
business,
endlessly
getting
up
every
morning
and
trotting
to
the office;
it is
a rat
race,
and
you are
forced
to
do
it.
So
what
does
one
do?
Look
at
it.
I hear
somebody
saying
"Don't
make
effort.
It has
no
meaning".
And
he
explains
the nature
of
it.
I think
I have
grasped
the meaning
of
it.
And
here
I am
next
morning,
I have
to
do
something
which
I don't
like.
1:01:44
What
am
I to
do?
I either
put
up
with
it and
do
the very
best
possible,
or
I walk
out.
I cannot
walk
out
because
I am
married,
I have
children,
I have
responsibilities,
so
I am
stuck
there.
Being
stuck
there,
what
happens?
I am
old,
there is
self-pity,
I compare
myself
with
somebody
who
has
a better
job,
I am
all
the time,
grumbling
about
it.
Don't
I have
a bad
leg!
No
doctor
can
cure
it.
There
it is.
Or,
I say,
I put
up
with
it.
I don't
everlastingly
complain,
complain.
Now
the way
I put
up
with
it demands
attention
whether
I put
up
with
it because
I understand
the whole
meaning
of
it,
and
therefore
it is
no
longer
a problem.
1:02:56
But
if
I resent
it,
if
I am
incapable
of
dealing
with
it,
or
if
I want
to
deal
with
it in
a certain
way
because
I want
this
and
that,
then
I multiply
the problem
through
self-pity,
through
comparison,
through
various
forms
of
ambition.
Whereas
if
I am
aware
of
all
that,
then
I put
up
with
it and
go
beyond
it.
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1:03:29
Questioner:
Sir,
I wanted
one
simple
question
to
put
to
your
good
self.
The question
is:
what
place
has
altruism
in
defining
human
life?
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1:03:41
Krishnamurti:
What
place
has
altruism
in
life?
You mean
by
altruism
unselfishness?
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1:03:55
Questioner:
Yes.
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1:03:57
Krishnamurti:
Unselfishness,
doing
social
work,
is
that
it,
sir?
What
place
has
unselfishness
in
life,
is
that
it?
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1:04:15
Questioner:
Yes,
sir.
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1:04:21
Krishnamurti:
What
do
you think?
Why
do
you ask
me?
When
it becomes
an ideal
that
I must
be
unselfish
in
order
to
save
somebody,
then
it is
no
longer
unselfishness.
When
you give
up
-
rather,
when
you do
social
work
-
it is
an escape
from
yourself,
do
you understand?
Because
you are
miserable,
because
you are
frustrated
of
which
you may
not
be
conscious
-
you go
and
do
social
work,
you help
a vast
number
of
people;
then,
that
leads
to
mischief,
because
reformation
needs
always
further
reformation.
1:05:22
A
total
revolution
never
needs
reformation.
It is
only
these
petty
little
saints
with
their
petty
little
issues
and
resolutions
and
plans
-
they
are
the real
mischief
makers.
Whereas
when
there is
a total
understanding
of
the whole
process
of
life,
out
of
that
comes
a mutation;
and
that
is
beyond
those
words
of
altruism
and
social
work
and
all
the rest
of
it.
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1:05:58
Questioner:
The employers
and
employees
are
in
conflict
everywhere,
whether
in
Government
or
public
and
private
undertakings.
They
are
undergoing
a great
deal
of
conflict.
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1:06:15
Krishnamurti:
The difference
between
the employer
and
the employed,
the divergence,
the division
between
them
is
growing
greater
and
greater,
the relations
between
these
two,
of
course.
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1:06:27
Questioner:
And
they
are
in
conflict.
Can
there
be
an understanding
between
these
two?
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1:06:41
Krishnamurti:
Sir,
you know
that
nationalisation
-
it is
not
my
job
talking
about
all
this
-
sometimes
succeeds,
sometimes
doesn't.
It has
been
shown
right
through
the world.
And
they
have
experimented
in
Russia,
in
China,
and
in
different
parts
of
the totalitarian
States,
where
there is
dictatorship,
where
there are
no
strikes,
where
the
State
is
the employer;
and
it is
said
that
the difference
between
the
State
which
is
the managerial
party
-
the top
dogs,
the high
people
and
the low
people
is
equally
marked
and
there is
constant
battle
between
the two.
1:07:32
The capitalists
have
done
this
too.
Only
there
the worker
can
buy
shares
in
the company,
he
can
join
the company.
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1:07:44
So
what
is
involved
in
this,
sir?
There is
work
that
has
to
be
done.
Labour
is
going
to
be
done
more
and
more
by
automation.
Great
factories
can
be
run,
and
probably
will
be
run,
by
half
a dozen
people.
And
that
is
going
to
come,
and
labour
will
have
little
to
do;
you and
I will
be
lazy,
you and
I will
have
leisure.
And
then
the problem
is:
relationship
between
man
and
man
in
leisure,
not
in
function.
Relationship
becomes
a conflict
when
there is
status
and
no
function.
This
is
simple,
sir.
When
the employer
seeks
status
and
so
on,
everything
in
life
becomes
a conflict.
1:08:45
So
the problem
is
not
that
we cannot
deal
with
problems
in
the immediate
but
we must
take
the problem
-
as
we pointed
out
earlier
in
the talks
-
in
the total
process
of
time.
Man
is
going
to
have
a great
deal
of
leisure,
and
what
is
he
going
to
do?
That
is
the real
issue
which
you have
got
to
face
when
you are
dealing
with
the employer
and
the employed.
So
leisure
is
going
to
be
exploited
by
the entertainer,
whether
the entertainer
is
television,
the radio,
football,
or
the priest,
or
the sectarian
leader,
or
the political
party
and
so
on.
1:09:47
So
leisure
becomes
a very
important
issue:
are
you going
to
be
completely
entertained,
to
be
entertained
always,
or
are
you going
to
enter
into
a different
world
where
you become
true
human
beings
not
kept
entertained
by
circus
and
parade.
You understand?
Then
we shall
have
right
relationship
with
the employer
and
the employee
or
the employed.
Till
then
there
will
always
be
conflict.
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1:10:36
That
is
enough,
sir.
There is
a question.
Do
you want
me
to
answer
this
question,
because
it is
nearly
7
o'clock.
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1:10:54
The questioner
says
he
is
shy
to
ask
this
question
and
therefore
he
has
written
it,
and
the question
is:
I am
very
sexually
inclined;
education,
culture,
music,
literature
have
just
slightly
modified
it,
but
basically
it is
deep-rooted;
I suffer
a lot
from
this;
what
am
I to
do?
You have
understood
the question?
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1:11:28
The questioner
says
music,
art,
literature
and
so
on
have
slightly
modified
the central
issue,
which
is
the drive,
the urge,
the demand
for
sex.
You know,
it is
one
of
the most
complicated
problems
like
every
human
problem
that
is
bedeviling
the world.
You understand?
Right
through
the world
there is
this
problem.
Why?
It is
as
though
for
the first
time
human
beings
have
discovered
sex
as
though
it was
a very
strange
thing,
and
they
want
to
have
complete
enjoyment
and
make
a tremendous
issue
of
it.
1:12:31
Why?
Now
let
us
examine
it.
I am
not
telling
you what
to
do.
That
will
be
so
utterly
immature,
childish,
and
will
reduce
you to
be
immature
and
childish.
So
we are
going
to
examine
it.
To
examine
you must
be
free
to
look.
You understand?
You cannot
have
prejudices:
Oh!
sex
is
sin,
sex
must
be
controlled,
this
and
that.
To
look,
you must
be
free
from
your
prejudice
and
opinion,
not
only
with
regard
to
this
but
with
regard
to
every
issue
in
life,
with
regard
to
your
politician,
with
regard
to
the scientist,
with
regard
to
your
newspaper,
with
regard
to
your
sacred
books,
everything.
1:13:36
To
observe,
to
learn,
there
must
be
freedom.
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1:13:45
Now
why
has
it become
a problem?
Are
you listening
to
this,
sirs?
Are
you waiting
for
me
to
tell
you?
Why
has
it become
a problem
to
you?
Look,
first
of
all,
intellectually
you function
within
a pattern.
Intellectually
you have
drawn
a line,
a boundary,
and
within
that
you function;
and
within
that
boundary,
the space
is
very
small.
Right?
You dare
not
question
your
leaders,
political
or
religious;
intellectually
you don't
doubt,
you don't
say,
"What
do
you mean
by
this?"
,
but
you have
accepted
them
as
authorities;
and
you function
intellectually
in
that
little
frame.
1:15:17
Therefore,
what
has
happened?
You have
blocked
yourself
off.
Haven't
you?
Intellectually
you have
cut
yourself
off,
you have
cut
away,
you dare
not
think
in
freedom
-
not
that
there is
any
freethinking;
there is
no
such
thing
-
but
intellectually
you are
crippled.
Look
at
what
is
happening
through
the world.
Here
in
this
country,
art,
music
and
literature
are
at
a very
low
ebb,
because
you have
accepted
tradition
and
you repeat,
repeat.
So
intellectually
you have
made
yourself
small,
narrow.
So
you have
no
release
through
the intellect.
1:16:19
By
release,
I don't
mean
right
release
through
fulfilment,
but
I mean:
to
think
clearly;
not
to
be
afraid
to
say
what
you want
to
say,
even
though
society
may
threaten
you,
may
put
you in
prison,
or
burn
you;
to
stand
by
what
you think.
And
that
you don't
do.
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1:16:47
Have
you noticed,
sir,
those
people,
those
holy
men,
Sankaracharya
and
those
gentlemen
in
the
Punjab,
who
are
burning
themselves
over
some
trivial
matter?
But
then
not
one
of
the people
in
this
country
burnt
himself
when
there
was
a war
between
Pakistan
and
you,
though
you professed
pacifism,
though
you professed
non-violence;
you never
stood
up
and
burnt
yourself,
or
even
fasted.
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1:17:27
Intellectually
you are
dead.
This
is
a fact.
You may
function
a little
bit
after
learning
a new
technology,
become
a marvellous
administrator,
a marvellous
engineer;
but
that
is
not
being
active,
it is
merely
repetition.
So
intellectually
you have
cut
the flow
of
the mind.
Then,
emotionally
what
is
happening?
To
be
sensitive,
to
be
alive
to
trees,
to
poverty,
to
dirt,
to
squalor
-
you don't
even
notice
all
that.
You are
not
sensitive
to
beauty:
to
look
at
the stars,
to
feel
a leaf,
to
look
at
poverty,
to
see
a poor
child
with
a fat
tummy.
1:18:29
You don't
look,
you don't
feel,
you don't
cry,
you have
become
callous.
And
this
is
right
through
the world,
not
only
here.
And
when
you do
feel,
you become
sentimental,
you become
devotional
to
some
idiotic
picture
or
a statue,
you rush
to
a temple
when
you have
got
a headache,
give
away
your
jewels.
So
emotionally
too
you are
starved,
empty.
Physically
look
at
yourselves:
what
you have
made
of
yourselves
by
overeating,
over-indulging,
not
having
enough
exercise
and
all
the rest
of
it,
physically
one
has
become
flabby.
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1:19:36
So
when
you shut
off
the movement
of
the mind,
when
you throttle
down,
destroy,
become
callous
inwardly,
when
emotionally
you have
no
feeling,
no
consideration,
no
kindliness
-
you talk
about
it,
but
you never
stand
for
it;
you never
treat
your
servants
or
your
children
with
consideration,
with
kindness
-
what
happens?
You have
only
one
thing
left
which
is
sex,
and
nothing
else;
and
that
you have
indulged
in,
though
all
your
saints
have
said,
"Don't,
don't,
don't
look
at
a woman,
she
is
your
sister,
she
is
your
mother
and
so
on."
You go
on
playing
with
sex
and
it becomes
a terrific
problem.
1:20:42
All
around
you have
become
insensitive.
Please
see
this
for
yourself.
Then
you will
do
something,
then
sex
will
be
no
longer
a problem.
And
also
at
that
moment
probably
you would
have
noticed
that
there is
the total
absence
of
yourself,
and
you want
the repetition
of
that
state
of
mind
when
there is
no
worry,
no
problem,
when
you are
totally
unaware
of
yourself
-
that
is
what
sex
gives
you for
the time
being
and
then
you are
back
again
with
your
turmoil.
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1:21:32
So
when
you shut
off
all
the movement
of
life,
all
affection,
all
kindliness,
consideration,
looking
at
nature,
looking
at
trees,
flowers,
thinking
clearly,
when
you have
none
of
these
things,
you have
only
one
thing
left
-
like
a peasant
in
a village.
What
has
he?
He
has
no
beauty,
he
has
nothing
but
work
and
the everlasting
sun
burning
his
body
and
his
soul
away.
What
has
he
left?
He
has
got
one
thing
left,
sex,
and
therefore
he
has
dozens
of
children.
That
is
his
only
pleasure,
and
that
too
you deny
him
through
your
sacred
books
and
the examples
of
these
shallow,
empty
sannyasis
who
have
run
away
from
life.
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1:22:40
Sir,
to
renounce
the world
is
to
understand
the world,
not
to
run
away
from
it.
To
understand
it you must
look,
you must
see
very
clearly.
And
when
you see
clearly,
you love.
You have
no
love
in
your
heart
at
all,
though
you may
talk
about
it.
When
there is
no
love
in
your
heart,
you have
only
one
thing
left,
which
is
pleasure;
and
that
pleasure
is
sex
and
therefore
it becomes
a mountainous
problem.
To
resolve
it,
you have
to
understand
it.
When
you understand
it,
you begin
to
free
the mind
-
don't
be
afraid,
you are
human
beings,
not
driven
cattle.
1:23:36
Then
out
of
that
freedom
comes
a beauty
in
everything
and
nothing
becomes
a problem.
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