What is a healthy mind?
Ojai - 18 April 1982
Discussion with Scientists 4
0:10 | The Nature of the Mind |
0:23 | Part Four |
0:25 | What is a Healthy Mind? |
0:37 | This is one of a series of |
dialogues between J Krishnamurti, | |
0:41 | David Bohm, Rupert |
Sheldrake, and John Hidley. | |
0:45 | The purpose of these discussions |
is to explore essential questions | |
0:48 | about the mind, what is |
psychological disorder, | |
0:52 | and what is required for |
fundamental psychological change. | |
0:57 | J Krishnamurti is a religious |
philosopher, author, and educator, | |
1:01 | who has written and given lectures |
on these subjects for many years. | |
1:05 | He has founded elementary |
and secondary schools | |
1:07 | in the United States, |
England, and India. | |
1:11 | David Bohm is professor |
of theoretical physics | |
1:14 | at Birkbeck College, |
London University in England. | |
1:17 | He has written numerous books |
concerning theoretical physics | |
1:20 | and the nature |
of consciousness. | |
1:22 | Professor Bohm and |
Mr. Krishnamurti | |
1:24 | have held previous dialogues |
on many subjects. | |
1:28 | Rupert Sheldrake is a biologist, |
whose recently published book | |
1:32 | proposes that learning in |
some members of a species | |
1:35 | affects the species |
as a whole. | |
1:38 | Dr. Sheldrake is presently |
consulting plant physiologist | |
1:42 | to the International |
Crops Research Institute | |
1:44 | in Hyderabad, India. |
1:46 | John Hidley is a psychiatrist |
in private practice, | |
1:50 | who has been associated |
with the Krishnamurti school | |
1:52 | in Ojai, California |
for the past six years. | |
1:57 | The first three dialogues have |
focused on various processes | |
2:01 | of self-identification |
and their effects. | |
2:04 | The need for psychological security |
has been discussed as growing out | |
2:09 | of a basic division, in which |
the contents of consciousness | |
2:13 | appear to be separate |
from consciousness itself. | |
2:16 | Today's discussion begins |
with the importance of attention. | |
2:21 | K: What is analysis? |
2:26 | And what is observation? |
2:31 | In analysis there is the analyser |
and the analysed. | |
2:37 | And so there is always |
that difference maintained. | |
2:41 | Where there is difference |
there must be conflict, | |
2:46 | division, |
2:50 | and that's one of the factors |
that really is very destructive | |
2:56 | to the whole psychological |
freedom, | |
3:04 | this conflict, |
this division. | |
3:07 | And analysis maintains |
this division. | |
3:14 | Whereas if one |
observes closely | |
3:17 | - I'm not correcting you, |
sir, I'm just enquiring - | |
3:22 | the analyser |
is the analysed. | |
3:24 | Again the same problem: |
3:26 | thought has divided the analyser |
and the analysed. | |
3:32 | The analyser is the past, who has |
acquired a lot of knowledge, | |
3:35 | information, |
separated himself, | |
3:39 | and is either correcting |
the observed, the analysed, | |
3:45 | make him conform |
- he is acting upon it. | |
3:49 | Whereas the analyser |
is the analysed. | |
3:54 | I think if that is really |
understood very deeply, | |
3:59 | the conflict, |
psychological conflict ends, | |
4:03 | because in that |
there is no division between | |
4:09 | the analyser |
and the analysed, | |
4:12 | there is only |
observation. | |
4:14 | Which Dr. Bohm and we discussed |
at considerable length last year. | |
4:25 | So, if that is clearly |
understood | |
4:28 | - I am not laying |
down the law, | |
4:30 | but I am just… |
as I have observed, | |
4:33 | as one has observed |
this whole business of conflict, | |
4:39 | whether one can live the whole |
of one's life without conflict. | |
4:48 | That means the controller |
is absent, | |
4:50 | which is a very |
dangerous question. | |
4:56 | I feel where there is inattention, |
lack of attention, | |
5:00 | is really the whole |
process of conflict. | |
5:09 | S: Yes, I can see that if both sides |
saw this with the utmost clarity... | |
5:15 | K: Yes. That means they are giving |
intelligence to the whole problem. | |
5:20 | S: What happens if only |
one party in a conflict | |
5:22 | sees it with that utmost clarity? |
K: What happens? | |
5:27 | One gives complete attention |
in one's relationship between | |
5:31 | man and woman; |
let's begin with that. | |
5:36 | You have given |
complete attention. | |
5:41 | When she insults you, |
when she flatters you, | |
5:44 | when she bullies you, |
5:46 | or when she is |
attached to you, | |
5:48 | all that is the lack |
of attention. | |
5:52 | If you give complete attention, |
and the wife doesn't, | |
5:57 | then what happens? |
That is the same problem. | |
6:04 | Either you try to explain, |
day after day, | |
6:09 | go into it with her |
patiently. | |
6:15 | After all, attention implies also |
great deal of care, affection, love. | |
6:20 | It's not just |
mental attention. | |
6:24 | It's attention |
with all your being. | |
6:30 | Then either she moves |
along with you, | |
6:36 | comes over to your side, |
as it were, | |
6:39 | or she holds on to her |
6:45 | separative |
contradictory state. | |
6:52 | Then what happens? |
6:55 | One is stupid, |
the other is intelligent. | |
6:58 | S: But the conflict... |
K: So there is always the battle | |
7:01 | between the stupid |
and the ignorant. | |
7:04 | I mean between the ignorant, |
the stupid, and the intelligent. | |
7:09 | H: A thing that seems to happen |
in that situation is that | |
7:15 | the one's intelligence makes room, |
in which the other person, | |
7:20 | who is caught in some attachment, |
may have freedom to look at it. | |
7:24 | K: But if the other |
refuses to look at it, | |
7:29 | then what is the relationship |
between the two people? | |
7:31 | H: There is none. |
K: That's all. | |
7:37 | You see tribalism is deadly, |
destructive. | |
7:44 | You see it basically, |
fundamentally, and I don't. | |
7:53 | You have seen it probably |
immediately, | |
7:59 | and I'll take many years, |
a long time to come to that. | |
8:04 | Will you have the... |
8:07 | - I won't use |
the word patience - | |
8:09 | will you have the care, |
affection, love, | |
8:13 | so that you understand |
my stupidity? | |
8:19 | I may rebel against you. |
8:23 | I may divorce you. |
8:26 | I may run away |
from you. | |
8:29 | But you have sown the seed |
somewhere in me. | |
8:38 | But that does happen, |
doesn't it, really, in life? | |
8:43 | S: Yes. |
8:45 | H: You said something |
that interests me here, | |
8:48 | you said that if you |
have seen it immediately | |
8:50 | and the other person may take |
a long time to come to seeing it. | |
8:53 | And it seems like in this attention |
that you're talking about | |
8:57 | perception is immediate. |
K: Of course. | |
8:59 | H: It isn't built up out of... |
K: Oh, no, then it's not perception. | |
9:04 | H: That may be part of the reason |
the other person is having | |
9:06 | difficulty seeing it, is that |
they want it to be proved to them. | |
9:09 | K: You see conditioning is |
destructive, | |
9:14 | and I don't. |
H: Yes. | |
9:16 | K: What is our relationship |
between us two? | |
9:20 | It's very difficult to communicate |
with each other... | |
9:23 | H: Yes. |
9:25 | K: ...verbally or with care, |
it's very difficult, because... | |
9:29 | H: You won't know |
what I'm talking about. | |
9:31 | K: No, and also I'm resisting you |
all the time. I'm defending myself. | |
9:36 | H: You're defending |
what you think you see. | |
9:38 | K: What I think is right. I have |
been brought up as a Hindu, | |
9:42 | or a British, or a German, |
or a Russian, whatever it is, | |
9:48 | and I see the danger of letting |
that go. I might lose my job. | |
9:53 | People will say |
I'm little-minded. | |
9:58 | People might say |
I depend on public opinion, | |
10:02 | so I'm frightened |
to let go. | |
10:06 | So, I stick to it. |
10:08 | Then what is your |
relationship with me? | |
10:14 | Have you any relationship? |
H: No. | |
10:17 | K: No, I question whether |
you have no relationship. | |
10:20 | H: I can tell you |
what I see. | |
10:22 | K: Yes. But if you have love for |
me, real, not just attachment, | |
10:27 | and sex, and all that business, |
if you really care for me, | |
10:33 | you cannot lose |
that relationship. | |
10:37 | I may run away, |
10:39 | but you have the feeling |
of relationship. | |
10:43 | I don't know if I am conveying |
what I mean. | |
10:45 | H: In other words, I don't just |
say, well, I see it and you don't, | |
10:48 | and if you're not going |
to listen, the heck with you. | |
10:50 | K: No. But, sir, |
10:54 | you have established |
a kind of relationship, | |
10:59 | perhaps very profound, |
when there is love. | |
11:03 | I may reject you, but you have |
that responsibility of love. | |
11:14 | Not only to the particular |
person, | |
11:17 | but to the whole |
of humanity. | |
11:22 | What do you say, sir, |
about all this? | |
11:25 | B: Well, I can't say |
a great deal more. | |
11:29 | I think that this care and attention |
are the essential points. | |
11:33 | And, for example, in the question |
of the observer and the observed, | |
11:37 | or the analyser |
and the analysed, | |
11:40 | the reason why that |
separation occurs | |
11:42 | is because there has |
not been enough attention. | |
11:44 | K: Attention, that's what |
I'm saying. | |
11:46 | B: So that one has to have |
that same attitude even in looking | |
11:50 | at one's own |
psychological problems. | |
11:56 | H: An attitude of care? |
11:58 | B: Care and attention |
to what's going on. | |
12:02 | One starts to analyse |
by habit, | |
12:06 | and one might condemn |
that, for example, | |
12:08 | that would not be |
the right attitude. | |
12:11 | But one has to give care |
and attention to exactly | |
12:15 | what is happening in that, |
just as in relationship with people. | |
12:22 | And it's because that |
there was no attention | |
12:24 | or not the right kind |
of attention, | |
12:27 | that that division |
arose in the first place, | |
12:31 | and was sustained, |
right? | |
12:35 | S: But it's possible to have |
perhaps this kind of attention | |
12:38 | towards people that we know: |
wives, children, friends, etc., | |
12:43 | but what about people we don't know? |
I mean, most of us | |
12:46 | have never met any Russians, |
for example, and we feel, many of us, | |
12:51 | there's this terrible fear of Russia, |
and Russian nuclear weapons, | |
12:55 | and the Russian threat, |
and all the rest of it. | |
12:58 | And so it's very easy to think, |
'We've got to have all these bombs, | |
13:01 | and so on, because the Russians |
are so terrible'. | |
13:05 | We can think all these things about |
Russians; we've never met them. | |
13:09 | So, how do we have attention |
to enemies, or imagined enemies, | |
13:13 | that we don't know? |
K: What is an enemy? | |
13:18 | Is there such thing |
as an enemy? | |
13:24 | S: Well, there are enemies in the |
sense that there are people who... | |
13:27 | K: ...who disagree |
with you. | |
13:29 | S: Not only disagree… |
K: Who have definite idealistic, | |
13:33 | ideological differences. |
13:36 | S: Well, they're usually people |
who are afraid of us, I mean, | |
13:39 | the Russians are afraid of us, |
and we're afraid of them, | |
13:42 | and because they're |
afraid of us, | |
13:44 | they're in a position |
of being our enemies. | |
13:46 | K: Because we are still |
thinking in terms of tribalism. | |
13:50 | S: Yes, certainly. |
13:53 | K: Supposing you and I |
move out of that. | |
13:55 | I'm Russian, you are English, |
or British, or German, or French. | |
14:01 | I move, I despise |
this sense of tribalism. | |
14:07 | What's my relationship |
then with you? | |
14:12 | H: Well, we... |
K: I'm not Russian then. | |
14:14 | S: No. |
K: I'm a human being | |
14:18 | with all my psychological |
problems, | |
14:22 | and you are another |
human being | |
14:24 | with all your |
psychological problems. | |
14:27 | We are human |
beings, not labels. | |
14:31 | B: Of course, the Russians |
may reject this, you see. | |
14:34 | Suppose, we're in this situation... |
K: We are in that. | |
14:37 | B: ...and the Russians will |
reject us, right? Then we have to… | |
14:40 | then what's the next step, |
right? | |
14:43 | K: So what shall we do? |
14:48 | You see, |
14:54 | I represent |
all humanity. | |
14:58 | I am all humanity. |
15:04 | I feel that way. |
To me it's an actuality, not just | |
15:09 | an emotional explosion, |
emotional, romantic idea. | |
15:14 | I feel I am the rest of mankind; |
I am mankind. | |
15:19 | Because I suffer, or I enjoy, |
I go through all the tortures, | |
15:24 | and so do you, |
so do you. | |
15:26 | So, you are the rest |
of mankind. | |
15:34 | And therefore you have terrible |
responsibility for that, in that. | |
15:39 | So when you meet a Russian, or a |
German, or a British, or Argentine, | |
15:46 | you treat them as human beings, |
not labels. | |
15:49 | S: Then does this simply mean |
that in this largely tribal society, | |
15:54 | with governments, and bombs, |
and weapons of war, | |
15:57 | there'll just be a few individual |
scattered here and there, | |
16:00 | who've dissolved |
tribalism in themselves? | |
16:03 | K: Yes. If a hundred of us |
all over the world really had | |
16:08 | a non-tribalistic attitude |
towards life, | |
16:13 | we would be |
acting like a... | |
16:17 | I don't know - like a light |
in the midst of darkness. | |
16:23 | But we don't. |
16:25 | This just becomes |
an idealistic romantic idea, | |
16:29 | and you drop it, because |
each pursues his own way. | |
16:35 | S: Yes. |
16:37 | K: Sir, I think we ought |
to differentiate | |
16:40 | between attention |
and concentration. | |
16:49 | Concentration is focusing |
your energy on a certain point. | |
17:01 | And attention - |
17:05 | there is no focusing |
on a certain point. | |
17:09 | It's attention. |
17:12 | H: Concentration seems |
to have a goal in mind. | |
17:15 | K: A goal, motive. |
It's a restrictive process. | |
17:20 | I concentrate on a page, |
but my thoughts... | |
17:24 | I am looking out of the window, |
and I'll pull it back, | |
17:27 | and keep on |
this business. | |
17:30 | Whereas if I gave |
complete attention to | |
17:33 | what I am looking |
out of the window | |
17:37 | - that lizard which is going |
along the wall - | |
17:41 | and with that same attention |
I can look at my book, | |
17:45 | look what I am doing. |
17:47 | H: Concentration presupposes |
that there's a controller | |
17:50 | in there pulling it back. |
K: That's just it. | |
17:58 | S: But then, if there's |
no controller of the attention, | |
18:00 | the attention is |
simply a response | |
18:03 | to whatever the present |
circumstances are. | |
18:06 | K: You insult me |
- I'm attentive. | |
18:11 | There is no recording |
that insult. | |
18:20 | B: Yes, I said. |
18:23 | K: You flatter me - a marvellous talk |
you gave the other day. | |
18:27 | I've heard this so often repeated. |
And I'm bored with it, so | |
18:31 | - I'm not only bored - |
I see, what? | |
18:38 | You follow, sir? |
18:40 | Is it possible - really, that's |
the much more difficult question - | |
18:44 | is it possible |
not to record | |
18:48 | except where |
it is necessary? | |
18:50 | It's necessary to record |
when you are driving. | |
18:54 | To learn how to drive. |
18:56 | Record when you do your business, |
and all the rest of it. | |
19:00 | But psychologically, |
what is the need to record? | |
19:07 | S: Isn't it inevitable? Doesn't |
our memory work automatically? | |
19:11 | K: Memory is |
rather selective. | |
19:15 | H: We seem to remember things |
that are important to us... | |
19:18 | S: Yes. |
H: ...have some... | |
19:19 | connect in with who we think |
we are and what our goals are. | |
19:24 | B: But it seems to me that when |
there is paying attention | |
19:29 | then in general attention |
determines what is to be recorded | |
19:33 | and what is not, that is, |
it is not automatic anymore. | |
19:35 | K: It's not automatic |
any more. Quite right. | |
19:37 | B: If it comes from the past, |
from the concentration, | |
19:41 | or from the analysis, |
then it will be automatic. | |
19:46 | K: Another problem |
which we ought to discuss | |
19:50 | - we said yesterday we would - |
religion, meditation, | |
19:56 | and if there is |
something sacred. | |
19:58 | We said we would |
talk about that. | |
20:06 | Is there anything |
sacred in life? | |
20:13 | Not thought creating |
something sacred | |
20:19 | and then worshipping that sacred, |
which is absurd. | |
20:28 | The symbols in all the Indian |
temples, they're images, | |
20:33 | like in the Christian |
church, | |
20:37 | or the Muslim |
in the mosque, | |
20:39 | there is this marvellous writing, |
it's the same. | |
20:46 | And we worship that. |
20:48 | H: That's idolatry. |
K: No. Thought has created this. | |
20:55 | The thought has created |
the image | |
21:00 | and then it worships it. |
21:03 | I don't know if you see |
the absurdity of it. | |
21:06 | H: Yes. |
21:07 | S: Well, that's manifestly |
absurd, | |
21:10 | but the more sophisticated |
members of different religions | |
21:13 | would say that |
it's not the thought, | |
21:15 | the image that's created by thought |
that's being worshipped, | |
21:17 | but the image points to something |
beyond thought | |
21:20 | which is being worshipped. |
K: Wait a minute, let's look at it. | |
21:22 | That is, the symbol, |
21:25 | we know symbol |
is not the real, | |
21:30 | but why do we create |
the symbol? | |
21:38 | Please answer it. |
21:40 | If there is something beyond, |
why do we create the intermediary? | |
21:47 | S: Well, I think that |
this is a question | |
21:51 | which in certain religions |
has been central to them. | |
21:53 | The Jews who were against all |
idolatry for exactly this reason, | |
21:57 | and the Muslims, who don't |
have images in the mosques. | |
22:00 | K: No, but they have these scripts. |
S: They have writing. | |
22:03 | K: Of course. |
22:05 | S: Well, they think writing |
is what tells them about | |
22:08 | what lies beyond all symbols. |
K: Yes. | |
22:11 | S: Now, you could say |
the writing simply becomes a symbol, | |
22:14 | but I mean, these are words, |
and words can help us. | |
22:18 | We're having a discussion, |
and these words that we're having, | |
22:20 | your words may help me, for example, |
if they're written down, | |
22:24 | then they're written words |
like Muslim words. | |
22:27 | K: So, why do I have to have |
an intermediary at all? | |
22:38 | H: Because I think I'm here, and |
it's over there, and I don't have it. | |
22:41 | I need some way |
to get there. | |
22:44 | K: No, you're not answering |
my question. | |
22:49 | Is it that you, the intermediary, |
understand, or realised, or | |
22:55 | follow truth, |
or whatever it is, | |
22:58 | and therefore you are |
telling me about it? | |
23:03 | H: Maybe I've seen something |
and I want to tell you about it. | |
23:06 | K: Yes, tell me about it, but why |
do you make yourself interpreter? | |
23:11 | Why do you become the intermediary |
between that | |
23:14 | - I don't know |
what that is - | |
23:18 | and me, who is ignorant, |
who is suffering? | |
23:21 | Why don't you deal with my |
suffering rather than with that? | |
23:26 | H: I think that that will deal |
with your suffering. | |
23:29 | If I can get you to... |
23:31 | K: That has been, sir, |
that has been the old trick | |
23:35 | of all the priests |
in the world. | |
23:43 | We have had priests |
from time immemorial, | |
23:46 | right? |
H: Yes. | |
23:48 | K: But you haven't |
released my sorrow. | |
23:53 | I am still suffering |
after a million years. | |
23:57 | What for? |
23:59 | Help me to get rid |
of that. | |
24:03 | Help me to be free, without fear, |
then I'll find out. | |
24:12 | Is it that you want |
position, power, status, | |
24:19 | like the rest |
of the world. | |
24:23 | Now, this is really |
quite serious. | |
24:27 | B: I think, if we try |
to give the priests | |
24:30 | the most favourable |
interpretation, | |
24:32 | that they may |
have considered, | |
24:35 | at least the best among them, |
that there's a kind of poetic imagery | |
24:39 | that people may use to point |
to something beyond that - right? - | |
24:43 | in a communication, |
they are trying to point | |
24:46 | to this sacred which |
we were talking about. | |
24:50 | That's perhaps the way |
they would look at it. | |
24:52 | Now, would you say that |
that would make no sense, | |
24:54 | you know, to have a poetic image |
to point to the sacred. | |
24:57 | K: But, sir, why don't you help me |
to see what is happening to me? | |
25:04 | B: Yes, that's your point, |
don't point to the sacred right away, | |
25:06 | but look at this first. |
25:08 | K: Help me to be free of it, |
then I'll walk. | |
25:10 | B: Yes, I understand that. |
25:14 | K: We have never talked - |
nobody has gone into this like that. | |
25:18 | Always God, some saviour, |
some Brahma, and so on, so on. | |
25:29 | And this is what |
we call religion. | |
25:34 | All the rituals are invented |
by thought, | |
25:39 | marvellous architecture |
- by thought, | |
25:44 | all the things |
inside the churches, | |
25:47 | temples, mosques, |
created by thought. | |
25:51 | And having thought create it, |
then thought worships it. | |
25:57 | But thought is not sacred. |
25:59 | H: Yes, I see that. |
So you are saying, | |
26:01 | is it possible to put a stop |
to thought? | |
26:03 | K: Thought. |
Is it possible? | |
26:05 | H: And thought is the thing |
that gets in the way | |
26:07 | by creating the images... |
K: Of course. | |
26:09 | H: ...which we take |
for something really valuable. | |
26:11 | K: I start out looking |
for something sacred. | |
26:15 | You come along and say, |
26:18 | 'I'll tell you all about it'. |
Then you begin to organise it. | |
26:24 | It's all gone by then, |
it's finished. | |
26:28 | H: Then I just stay within thought, |
that's all I have. | |
26:30 | K: So, if we reject, or understand, |
that thought is not sacred, | |
26:39 | there's nothing holy |
about thought, | |
26:43 | but thought thinks that |
what it has created is holy. | |
26:48 | Right, sir? |
B: Right. | |
26:50 | Would you also add that, |
just for the sake of… | |
26:53 | that time is not sacred? |
K: Time, of course, not. | |
26:55 | B: Nothing in time, |
people would say that. | |
26:57 | K: Tomorrow is not sacred! |
26:58 | B: They always say, |
only the eternal is sacred. | |
27:01 | K: But to find out what is eternity, |
time must stop. | |
27:07 | H: But we get into a real subtle |
place here, because you have said | |
27:10 | things like absolute attention |
dissolves the self. | |
27:14 | Then absolute attention |
can become a thought. | |
27:17 | K: Idea of it, yes. |
H: Yes, the idea of it. | |
27:20 | So we may go the route |
of creating the idea. | |
27:24 | That seems to always be the danger. |
K: Sir, you make a statement... | |
27:27 | H: Yes. |
27:29 | K: ...'absolute attention'. |
27:33 | I don't capture the depth |
of your meaning, what is implied. | |
27:39 | You have gone into it, and you |
can say that - absolute attention. | |
27:44 | I hear it and make it |
into an idea. | |
27:47 | And then I pursue |
the idea. | |
27:50 | H: That seems to be the process. |
K: That's what we do all the time. | |
27:53 | S: Yes. |
27:54 | K: So - gone. |
Idea is not what you've said. | |
28:00 | What you said |
had depth in it, had some... | |
28:02 | H: But we don't know |
that we're pursuing an idea. | |
28:05 | We don't realise at the time |
that we're pursuing an idea. | |
28:08 | K: Of course not, because I am |
used to this reducing everything | |
28:15 | to abstract ideas. |
28:23 | So, could we try |
to find out, | |
28:28 | or realise, that anything |
thought does is not sacred? | |
28:40 | S: That seems |
self-evident to me. | |
28:43 | K: All right. |
That's self-evident. | |
28:45 | In all the religions as they are now |
- there is nothing sacred. | |
28:52 | Right? |
28:54 | S: No, there's nothing sacred |
in itself in the words, | |
28:57 | or the buildings, or the… |
and so on. But in a sense | |
29:02 | all these religions are supposed |
to point beyond themselves. | |
29:06 | K: Yes. |
29:09 | And to help me to go beyond |
all this, I must start | |
29:15 | with my being free |
from my agony, | |
29:21 | understand my relationship |
with people. | |
29:25 | If there is confusion here, |
in my heart and my mind, | |
29:30 | what's the good |
of the other? | |
29:36 | I am not materialistic. |
29:39 | I am not anti… |
the other. | |
29:45 | But I say, 'Look, |
I must start where I am'. | |
29:49 | To go very far, |
I must start very near. | |
29:54 | I am very near. |
29:58 | So I must |
understand myself. | |
30:04 | I'm the rest |
of humanity. | |
30:07 | I am not an individual. |
30:11 | So, there is the book |
of humanity in me. | |
30:14 | I am that book. |
30:16 | If I know how to read it, |
from the beginning to the end, | |
30:19 | then I can go... |
30:22 | then I will find |
if there is a possibility... | |
30:26 | if there is really something |
that is immense, sacred. | |
30:33 | But if you are all the time saying, |
'Look, there is that, | |
30:38 | that will help you', |
I say, 'It hasn't helped me'. | |
30:42 | We have had these religions |
for millions of years. | |
30:48 | That hasn't |
- on the contrary, | |
30:50 | you have distracted |
from 'what is'. | |
31:01 | So, if I want to find out |
if there is anything sacred, | |
31:07 | I must start very near. |
31:11 | The very near is me. |
31:15 | And can I free |
myself from fear, | |
31:20 | agony, sorrow, despair |
- all that? | |
31:27 | When there is freedom I can move, |
I can climb mountains. | |
31:36 | S: Sir, are you saying that |
the sacred would become apparent | |
31:39 | if we dissolved fear |
and all these other things. | |
31:42 | K: Obviously, sir. |
That's real meditation, you see. | |
31:51 | S: Through attention |
to what is really happening in us. | |
31:54 | K: Happening, yes, |
that's it. | |
31:56 | S: And what is really happening |
between us and other people, | |
31:59 | and all the rest of it. |
K: Between our relationships. | |
32:01 | S: Yes. Through attention to this, |
this action... | |
32:05 | K: Attention, and we have discussed, |
too, with Dr. Bohm, some time ago, | |
32:12 | having an insight into the whole |
movement of the self, | |
32:21 | which is not |
a remembrance. | |
32:25 | Insight is total perception |
of what you are, | |
32:32 | without analysis, |
without investigation - all that. | |
32:38 | Total immediate perception |
of the whole content | |
32:43 | of your consciousness, |
32:48 | not take bit, by bit, by bit |
- that's endless. | |
32:54 | H: Oh, we're broken up, |
so we look at each little piece. | |
32:56 | K: Yes. And because we are broken up, |
we can never see the whole. | |
33:03 | Obviously, that seems so logical! |
H: Okay. | |
33:06 | K: So, is it possible |
not to be broken up? | |
33:11 | What is to be broken up? |
33:14 | This confusion, |
this mess in consciousness, | |
33:17 | which we talked about |
yesterday. | |
33:25 | You see, nobody wants to go |
so deeply into all this. Right, sir? | |
33:32 | First of all, one hasn't the time, |
one is committed to one's job, | |
33:38 | to one's profession, |
or to one's science, | |
33:40 | to one's whatever |
one is doing. | |
33:44 | And you say, 'Please, this is |
too difficult, or too abstract, | |
33:49 | not practical' - |
that's the word they all use. | |
33:54 | As though all this, what you are |
doing and all is terribly practical. | |
34:05 | Armaments - is it practical? |
Tribalism, is... | |
34:10 | oh, well, you know |
all about it. | |
34:13 | So, sir, let's move |
from there. | |
34:18 | Is silence of the mind |
a state of attention? | |
34:33 | Or is it beyond attention? |
I don't know if I'm… | |
34:38 | B: What would you mean |
by 'beyond attention'? | |
34:41 | Let's try to get |
into that. | |
34:48 | K: In attention is there… |
34:52 | Is attention |
an act of will? | |
34:56 | I will attend. |
34:58 | H: No, we said |
that's concentration. | |
35:01 | K: Sir, I am asking you, |
where there is attention, | |
35:07 | is there any kind |
of effort? | |
35:15 | Struggle? |
'I must attend'. | |
35:24 | What is attention? |
Let's go into it a little bit. | |
35:29 | What is attention? |
35:35 | The word 'diligent' |
is implied in attention. | |
35:40 | To be diligent. |
Not negligent. | |
35:48 | S: What does diligent mean? |
Careful? You mean careful? | |
35:52 | K: Yes. Care. |
To be very precise. Diligent. | |
35:58 | B: The literal meaning |
is 'taking pains'. | |
36:00 | K: Pains, that's right. |
Taking pain. Which is to care, | |
36:06 | to have affection, to do everything |
correctly, orderly. | |
36:15 | Not repetitive. |
36:22 | Does attention demand |
the action of thought? | |
36:33 | S: Well, it doesn't demand |
the action of analysis, | |
36:35 | in the way you've explained it. |
K: No, certainly. | |
36:37 | S: And insofar as thought is |
analytical, it doesn't demand that. | |
36:41 | And it doesn't demand the action |
of will, insofar as will involves | |
36:46 | a separation, an attempt to, |
by one part of the mind, | |
36:50 | force another part |
to do something else. | |
36:53 | And it doesn't imply |
any sense of | |
36:58 | going anywhere or |
becoming anything, | |
37:00 | because becoming leads |
one out of the present. | |
37:03 | K: That's right. |
You can't become attentive. | |
37:07 | S: But in the act of attention... |
K: Just see what is implied in it. | |
37:11 | You can't become |
attentive. | |
37:13 | That means in attention |
there is no time. | |
37:20 | Becoming implies time. |
S: Yes. | |
37:22 | K: In attention |
there is no time. | |
37:25 | Therefore it is not |
the result of thought. | |
37:29 | S: Yes. |
37:39 | K: Now, is that attention |
silence of the mind? | |
37:45 | Which is a healthy, |
sane mind, | |
37:53 | uncluttered, |
unattached | |
37:56 | unanchored, free mind, |
which is the healthiest mind. | |
38:08 | Therefore I am asking, |
out of that… | |
38:12 | in that attention, |
is the mind silent? | |
38:20 | There is no movement |
of thought. | |
38:30 | S: Well, it sounds |
like it, yes. | |
38:36 | It sounds like |
a state of being | |
38:38 | rather than a state of becoming, |
because it's not going anywhere | |
38:41 | or coming from anywhere. |
K: Again, when you say 'being' | |
38:44 | what does that mean? |
Being what? | |
38:50 | S: Well, being what it is. |
It's not being something else. | |
38:53 | K: No, what does |
that mean, 'being'? | |
38:59 | Are you putting 'being' |
as an opposite to becoming? | |
39:02 | S: Yes. |
K: Ah, then... | |
39:05 | the opposite has |
its own opposite. | |
39:09 | S: Well, by 'being' I simply mean |
a state which is not in a process | |
39:17 | of going somewhere else |
in time. | |
39:19 | K: Which means |
non-movement. | |
39:26 | S: I suppose so. |
B: You could say that, yes. | |
39:30 | K: Non-movement. |
39:31 | B: If you say what you mean |
by movement, | |
39:33 | that it doesn't mean it's static, |
to say it's non-movement. | |
39:35 | K: No, it's dynamic, |
of course. | |
39:37 | B: Dynamic, but it's |
a little difficult. | |
39:39 | K: There is no moving |
from here to there. | |
39:42 | B: But there is another kind |
of movement, perhaps. | |
39:45 | K: That's what I want |
to go into. | |
39:49 | If we use the word |
'being', | |
39:54 | without movement, |
it is without thought, | |
40:00 | without time, |
40:04 | which is the movement |
which we know. | |
40:09 | But the other |
40:13 | has its own dynamism, |
40:17 | its own movement, |
but not this movement, | |
40:21 | the time movement, |
the thought movement. | |
40:24 | Is that what you call |
'being'? | |
40:31 | S: I suppose it is. |
40:39 | K: Is that 'being' |
silent? | |
40:45 | You follow, sir? |
40:47 | We have various |
forms of silence. | |
40:51 | Right? |
S: Yes. | |
40:55 | It may not be silent |
in the sense of soundless. | |
41:01 | K: I am using the word |
'silence' in the sense, | |
41:04 | without a single |
movement of thought. | |
41:09 | S: Well, in that sense it must be |
silent, almost by definition. | |
41:12 | K: Yes. So, has my mind, the mind, |
has it stopped thinking? | |
41:22 | Has - not stopped thinking - |
has thought found its own place | |
41:27 | and therefore |
41:31 | it's no longer moving, |
chattering, pushing around? | |
41:39 | Because there is no controller. |
You follow? | |
41:51 | Because when there is |
a great silence | |
41:57 | then that which |
is eternal is. | |
42:00 | You don't have to enquire |
about it. | |
42:06 | It's not a process. |
42:09 | It isn't something |
you achieve, my god! | |
42:15 | By fasting, by rituals, |
by all these absurdities. | |
42:26 | Sir, you hear that. |
H: Yes. | |
42:29 | K: You hear |
X saying that. | |
42:32 | What value has it? |
42:37 | Value in the sense - |
what do you do with it? | |
42:45 | Has it any importance |
or none at all? | |
42:50 | Because you are going |
your way. | |
42:53 | You are a psychologist, |
you'll go your way, I'll go my way, | |
42:58 | because I have said what I have |
to say, and there it ends. | |
43:03 | Then what? |
43:05 | Somebody comes along and says, |
'I'll tell you what he means'. | |
43:12 | You haven't the time. |
He has a little time, he says, | |
43:16 | 'I'll tell you |
all about it'. | |
43:18 | And you are caught. |
43:22 | This is what is |
happening. | |
43:28 | From the ancient of times, |
the Sumerians, | |
43:32 | the Egyptians, the Babylonians |
- they have played this. | |
43:35 | And we are doing still |
the same kind of nonsense. | |
43:41 | And I say, what has |
religion done to man? | |
43:45 | It hasn't helped him. |
43:51 | It has given him |
romantic illusory comfort. | |
43:57 | Actually look what - we're killing |
each other - I won't go into that. | |
44:14 | So, sir, let's begin. |
44:17 | What is a healthy mind? |
44:28 | H: It's a mind that's |
not caught so in this... | |
44:31 | K: A mind that's |
whole, healthy, | |
44:34 | sane, holy |
- H-O-L-Y - holy. | |
44:38 | All that means |
a healthy mind. | |
44:46 | That's what we started |
discussing. | |
44:48 | What is a healthy |
mind? | |
44:53 | The world is |
so neurotic. | |
44:58 | How are we going to tell you, |
as an analyst, as a psychologist, | |
45:03 | how are you going to tell people |
what is a healthy mind, | |
45:05 | nobody's going |
to pay attention to it. | |
45:10 | They'll listen to the tape, |
to television, | |
45:13 | they'll agree, but they'll go on |
their own way. | |
45:19 | So what do we do? |
How do we… | |
45:22 | First of all, do I have |
a healthy mind? | |
45:31 | Or is it just a lot of |
pictures, words, images? | |
45:41 | A mind that's |
totally unattached | |
45:45 | to my country, |
to my ideas, | |
45:48 | all totally dispassionately |
unattached. | |
45:58 | H: Are you suggesting that |
only then am I in a position | |
46:01 | to talk to anybody? |
K: Obviously. | |
46:03 | Obviously. |
46:06 | I may be married, |
I may, | |
46:09 | but why should I be |
attached to my wife? | |
46:14 | H: Then it's an idea of marriage, |
it's not a marriage. | |
46:17 | K: But love is |
not attachment. | |
46:23 | So, have I realised |
that in my life? | |
46:25 | A healthy mind that says, 'I love, |
therefore there is no attachment'. | |
46:31 | Is that possible? |
46:35 | S: Sir, you make it sound so easy |
and so difficult at the same time, | |
46:41 | because... |
K: I don't see why it's difficult. | |
46:43 | S: Because, you see, |
I hear what you say, | |
46:46 | I think this is absolutely |
wonderful stuff. | |
46:49 | I want to have a healthy mind, |
I want to be in a state of being, | |
46:52 | and then I realise |
that it's back into this, | |
46:55 | that I can't become |
in a state of having a healthy mind, | |
46:58 | and I can't move by an act of will |
or desire into this state. | |
47:04 | It has to happen. And it can't |
happen through any act of my will. | |
47:08 | K: No. So… |
47:10 | S: So I have to let it happen |
in some sense. | |
47:12 | K: So we begin |
to enquire. | |
47:15 | You begin to say, |
now, why? | |
47:17 | Why am I not healthy? |
Am I attached to my house? | |
47:21 | I need a house, |
why should I be attached to it? | |
47:25 | A wife, relationship, |
I can't exist without relationship, | |
47:32 | life is relationship. |
47:35 | But why should I be |
attached to a person? | |
47:38 | Or to an idea, to a faith, |
to a symbol - you follow? - | |
47:42 | the whole cycle of it: |
47:46 | to a nation, to my guru, |
to my god. You follow? | |
47:50 | Attached means attached |
right through. | |
47:52 | A mind can be free of all that. |
Of course it can. | |
47:58 | S: But not just by wanting |
to be free of it. | |
48:00 | K: No. But seeing |
the consequences of it, | |
48:04 | seeing what is |
involved in it, | |
48:09 | the pain, the pleasure, the agony, |
the fear - you follow? - | |
48:12 | all of that is involved in it. |
48:17 | Such a mind is |
an unhealthy mind. | |
48:26 | S: Yes, but one can even agree |
with that, one can even see it, | |
48:29 | one can even see the movements |
of one's attachments, | |
48:32 | one can even see the destructive |
consequences of all this. | |
48:36 | But that doesn't in itself seem |
automatically to dissolve it. | |
48:39 | K: Of course not. So, it brings in |
quite a different question. | |
48:46 | Which is, sir, do you hear it |
merely with your sensory ears, | |
48:52 | or do you really hear it? |
48:57 | You understand my question? |
S: Yes. | |
48:59 | K: Is it just casual, verbal, sensory |
hearing, or hearing at depth? | |
49:15 | If you hear it at the greatest depth, |
then it's part of you. | |
49:21 | I don't know if... |
49:23 | B: I think that generally one |
doesn't hear at the greatest depth, | |
49:27 | and something is stopping it, |
you see. All the conditioning. | |
49:31 | K: And also, probably |
we don't want to hear it. | |
49:34 | B: But the conditioning |
makes us not want to hear it. | |
49:36 | K: Of course, of course. |
49:38 | B: We're unwilling |
to do so. | |
49:40 | K: How can I say to my wife, |
'I love you but I am not attached'? | |
49:44 | She'll say, 'What the hell |
are you talking about?' | |
49:57 | But if one sees the absolute |
necessity | |
50:05 | to have a healthy mind, |
50:14 | and the demand for it, |
not only in myself, | |
50:18 | but in my children, |
my society. | |
50:23 | H: But you don't mean by that |
going around demanding of myself | |
50:25 | and other people |
that they become healthy. | |
50:27 | K: No, no. |
I demand in myself. | |
50:30 | I ask why is not |
my mind healthy? | |
50:34 | Why is it neurotic? |
50:41 | Then I begin |
to enquire. | |
50:45 | I watch, I attend, |
I am diligent in what I am doing. | |
50:53 | B: It seems to me that you said |
that we must have to see | |
50:56 | the absolute necessity |
of a healthy mind, but I think, | |
50:58 | we've been conditioned |
to the absolute necessity | |
51:01 | of maintaining attachment. |
51:03 | And that's what we hear, |
right? | |
51:10 | S: Well, we haven't necessarily, |
there are many people, | |
51:13 | who've seen that |
there's all these problems, | |
51:15 | there's something wrong |
with the mind, | |
51:17 | they feel that something to be done |
about it, and all that, | |
51:20 | and then take up some kind |
of spiritual practice, | |
51:23 | meditation, whatnot. |
51:25 | Now, you're saying that |
all these kinds of meditation, | |
51:27 | concentrating on chakras, |
and whatnot, | |
51:30 | are all just the same |
kind of thing. | |
51:34 | K: I have played |
that trick long ago. | |
51:37 | S: Yes. |
51:40 | K: And I see the absurdity |
of all that. | |
51:43 | That is not going |
to stop thought. | |
51:48 | S: Well, some of these methods |
are supposed to. | |
51:52 | I don't know if they do or not. |
They've never done it for me, or... | |
51:57 | but I don't know if that's because |
I haven't done them enough. | |
52:00 | K: So, instead of going |
through all that business | |
52:02 | why don't you find out, |
let's find out what is thought, | |
52:06 | whether it can end, |
what is implied. | |
52:09 | You follow? Dig! |
52:22 | Sir, at the end of these |
four discussions | |
52:28 | have you got |
healthy minds? | |
52:35 | Have you got a mind |
that is not confused, | |
52:40 | groping, floundering, |
52:44 | demanding, asking? |
52:47 | You follow, sir? |
52:49 | What a business! |
52:56 | It's like seeing |
a rattler and say, | |
52:58 | 'Yes, that's a rattler, |
I won't go near it'. Finished! | |
53:01 | H: It looks from the inside like |
this is a tremendous deep problem, | |
53:05 | that's very difficult |
to solve, | |
53:07 | and you're saying |
from the outside, | |
53:09 | that it's just like seeing a rattler, |
and you don't go near it, | |
53:11 | there's nothing to it. |
53:13 | K: It is like that with me. |
H: Yes. | |
53:16 | K: Because I don't want to achieve |
nirvana, or heaven, or anything. | |
53:20 | I say, 'Look' |
- you follow? | |
53:23 | H: Well, I think it's interesting, |
why it looks so deep | |
53:26 | when in fact it isn't. |
53:30 | K: No, sir, we are all |
so very superficial. | |
53:35 | Right? |
53:37 | And that seems |
to satisfy us. | |
53:41 | That's our... |
good house, good wife, | |
53:44 | good job, good relationship - |
don't disturb anything. | |
53:51 | I'll go to church, |
you go to the mosque, | |
53:53 | I'll go to the temple |
- keep things as they are. | |
53:59 | H: Then you're saying, |
we don't even want to look at it. | |
54:01 | K: Of course not. |
H: But say, we come with a problem... | |
54:04 | K: If Mrs. Thatcher and the gentleman |
in Argentina looked at it, | |
54:08 | how tribalistic they are |
- they would stop it. | |
54:17 | But they don't, because |
the public doesn't want it. | |
54:20 | British - you follow? |
54:23 | We are educated to be cruel |
to each other. | |
54:30 | I won't go |
into all that. | |
54:37 | So, a healthy mind |
is that, sir. | |
54:41 | A healthy mind is |
without any conflict. | |
54:52 | Then it is |
a holistic mind. | |
54:58 | And then there's a possibility |
of that which is sacred to be. | |
55:03 | Otherwise all this |
is so childish. | |