Ojai - 13 May 1982
Public Question & Answer 4
0:40 | This is the last question |
and answer meeting. | |
0:49 | Again, there have been |
so many questions handed in | |
0:52 | and we cannot answer all of them. |
1:05 | I really would like to ask |
a question of you, if I may. | |
1:13 | You have put so many questions |
for the speaker to answer, | |
1:20 | the speaker would like |
to ask you a question, | |
1:28 | and I hope you don't mind. |
1:33 | Why is it, being so educated, |
living in an affluent society, | |
1:50 | with marvellous land, with forests, |
rivers, great mountains, | |
1:59 | why is it |
that you do not change? | |
2:07 | I think that’s a very important |
question to put. | |
2:13 | Why is it |
that we are so indifferent | |
2:21 | – not to outward responses, |
2:29 | but to something deep, abiding, |
2:37 | something that is worthwhile? |
2:43 | Why is it that we don’t change? |
2:49 | This has been a question |
2:53 | the speaker has been concerned with |
wherever he goes. | |
3:02 | There are large audiences, small |
discussions, interviews and so on, | |
3:12 | and at the end of the journey |
there are so very, very few | |
3:18 | who deeply bring about a radical |
transformation in themselves. | |
3:28 | They are very friendly, |
there are social workers, | |
3:35 | some are politicians, some are |
some of the well-known gurus. | |
3:48 | They all seem to follow |
the same old pattern, | |
3:56 | outwardly demanding |
certain political changes, | |
4:06 | to stop a particular kind of war, |
4:13 | to have a little more money |
and so on. | |
4:19 | But deeply |
in their relationships, | |
4:29 | in their enquiry they go up to a |
certain point and there it ends. Why? | |
4:42 | I leave that question with you, |
4:44 | and we’ll answer these questions |
and I’ll pick up that question again | |
4:51 | at the end of the several questions |
that have been put. | |
5:03 | First Question: 'One sees that chaos |
in the world is rapidly increasing. | |
5:11 | Billions are being spent on arms, |
social justice is being eroded, | |
5:18 | governments, |
both totalitarian and democratic | |
5:22 | are increasingly aggressive, |
and violent. | |
5:26 | Though one sees the necessity of much |
deeper fundamental human change, | |
5:34 | could the speaker comment on the issue |
of active political involvement?' | |
5:43 | 'One sees that chaos in the world |
is rapidly increasing. | |
5:48 | Billions are being spent on arms, |
social justice is being eroded, | |
5:55 | governments, |
both totalitarian and democratic, | |
5:59 | are increasingly aggressive, |
and violent. | |
6:04 | Though one sees the necessity of much |
deeper fundamental human change, | |
6:11 | could the speaker comment on the issue |
of active political involvement?' | |
6:20 | Am I Democratic or Republican, |
is that it? | |
6:27 | Apart from joking, |
why, if one may ask, | |
6:34 | why do we have such great confidence |
in political leaders? | |
6:47 | It is the same issue |
in all the countries | |
6:54 | – in France, in England, |
here, in India, and so on. Why? | |
7:01 | We put such confidence |
in the economists, | |
7:05 | in the politicians, in the leaders. |
Why do we do this? | |
7:16 | And what do we mean |
by political action? | |
7:26 | Please, we are enquiring together, |
7:28 | you are not just |
listening to the speaker, | |
7:33 | waiting for his explanation |
and answer. | |
7:38 | We are thinking together |
over this problem | |
7:45 | which is really |
a very serious problem, | |
7:48 | which is affecting |
the whole of mankind. | |
7:56 | Some political group, Democratic, |
comes into power | |
8:06 | – Conservative or Labour, |
or Republican or Democrats – | |
8:16 | and they seem to have |
such extraordinary power, | |
8:20 | position and authority, |
and we follow them. | |
8:25 | They tell us what to do |
and we accept them. | |
8:29 | Why is it that sense of trust in them |
and accepting their judgements. | |
8:41 | We are sent to war, according |
to some rulers, government officials, | |
8:49 | and thousands are being killed; |
8:54 | because a majority has voted them |
into power, position and direction | |
9:07 | and we merely like sheep |
follow them. | |
9:11 | Generally they appeal |
to our lowest instincts, | |
9:16 | to our national pride, honour |
and all that business. | |
9:23 | And |
we are stimulated by all that | |
9:27 | and we are willing to kill others |
for this, for a piece of land. | |
9:32 | Why? |
Why do we trust them? | |
9:40 | Please, you answer this question. |
9:46 | And what do we mean |
by political action | |
9:50 | which is different |
from all other actions? | |
9:57 | Why do we separate politics |
from our daily living? | |
10:07 | Why do we separate |
a political activity of the left, | |
10:12 | right, centre, |
or extreme left, extreme right? | |
10:21 | Why, if one may ask, |
10:27 | why is political action |
so very different | |
10:33 | from our action of relationship, |
10:39 | action with regard to fear |
in ourselves, and so on? | |
10:46 | Or is politics part of our life, |
not something separate. | |
10:54 | The politics, |
as we explained the other day, | |
10:58 | according to the common usage, |
which is in the dictionary, | |
11:04 | is the art of government, |
science of government. | |
11:13 | Why do we give this art |
to the politician? | |
11:23 | They apparently are a separate breed, |
different from us. | |
11:33 | This is really a question |
that involves, | |
11:38 | why do we depend |
on a politician, a guru, | |
11:43 | a priest, |
on anybody to govern us? | |
11:51 | Please answer this question. |
11:58 | Why do specialists |
take charge of our life? | |
12:07 | Is it that we have no so-called |
confidence in ourselves? | |
12:18 | We are not sure of ourselves, |
12:23 | and we attribute this clarity |
to the politicians and to the others. | |
12:33 | Is it in ourselves |
that we are insufficient | |
12:42 | and somebody out there |
is going to make us sufficient? | |
12:54 | So, are we to treat life |
as separate factors: | |
13:04 | political, religious, economic, |
and so on? | |
13:10 | There is a new noise today. |
13:15 | Or, are we to treat life as a whole? |
Please, regard, question this. | |
13:26 | The questioner asks, what political |
action is there that one can take? | |
13:37 | The questioner perhaps |
13:40 | – one may be misjudging him, |
if one is, please forgive us – | |
13:48 | is that action, political, |
different from religious action, | |
14:00 | from the action of an idealist, |
14:07 | or does one treat life, |
the whole living, | |
14:15 | learning in colleges, |
universities, schools, | |
14:26 | relationship, fears, faith, |
anxiety, and political action | |
14:33 | – isn’t that a whole way of living? |
Am I conveying this? | |
14:47 | Is it that we are |
so fragmented in ourselves | |
14:53 | – as a religious action, |
political action, family action, | |
15:01 | individual action, collective action |
– you follow? | |
15:10 | Or do we treat life |
as a total movement | |
15:16 | in which all these activities |
are included. | |
15:20 | But if we separate |
one from the other, | |
15:24 | we’ll inevitably |
bring about contradiction. | |
15:31 | A religious life is incompatible, |
one will say, with political life. | |
15:39 | A religious person will have |
no part with politics, | |
15:43 | because generally politics |
is such a crooked affair, | |
15:50 | controlled |
by big industrialists, | |
15:55 | by wanting great deal |
of money for the party, | |
16:00 | and they’re depending on rich people |
and so on. | |
16:08 | So how do we, each one of us, |
answer this question? | |
16:17 | There is increase of armaments. |
16:23 | Just now they are destroying |
each other, | |
16:26 | killing each other for |
– God knows for what. | |
16:35 | And both the democratic world |
and the totalitarian world | |
16:43 | are becoming, as the questioner says, |
more and more aggressive. | |
16:51 | So how do you deal |
with this question? | |
16:56 | It’s very easy to put questions. |
17:03 | Very easy to put a question and |
try to find an answer from another. | |
17:12 | But if we have to answer |
this question ourselves, | |
17:17 | taking what is actually |
going on in the world: | |
17:21 | the national, religious, |
economic divisions, wars, | |
17:30 | tremendous spending of money |
on armaments | |
17:39 | – what’s your answer? |
How would you answer this question? | |
17:51 | If you are Americans, we’ll say, |
‘Our way is the best way’, and so on. | |
17:59 | Or, would you consider |
the right answer, the true answer is, | |
18:06 | that we cannot separate |
these activities | |
18:10 | but treat life |
as a whole movement? | |
18:19 | And what is a political action? |
18:27 | Would you like to start a new party, |
social democratic party? | |
18:40 | Or, look for a new leader |
for the next election, | |
18:48 | condemn the present leader, |
18:51 | and when the new leader |
comes into being next election, | |
18:56 | again there is doubt about him |
– you know, | |
18:59 | when the honeymoon is over |
then begins the whole problem. | |
19:04 | So, what is your answer? |
19:10 | Please, sir, |
go into it for yourselves. | |
19:14 | What is your answer |
when you have thought it out deeply? | |
19:21 | Do you want to ask |
if there is an activity, | |
19:28 | if there is action |
which is not divisible, | |
19:38 | an action that includes politics, |
religion, economics, everything | |
19:47 | – the whole bundle of life. |
19:53 | And is that possible? |
20:06 | One sees corruption |
right through the world | |
20:15 | – black market, rich people |
getting tremendously more rich, | |
20:26 | the privileged classes, |
and so on. | |
20:34 | Where do you begin |
20:40 | to bring about an action |
that will include all actions? | |
20:50 | Where do you begin? |
20:56 | To go very far, |
one must begin very near. | |
21:02 | Right? |
21:10 | So what is very near? |
21:14 | Me. I am the nearest person, |
so I begin | |
21:23 | – not as a selfish activity, |
or self-centred movement – | |
21:30 | I am the nearest, or I am the centre |
from which I start, | |
21:40 | not out there. |
21:44 | Can I live a life |
that is absolutely not broken up? | |
21:58 | A religious life separate |
from all other lives, activities, | |
22:02 | but a life |
that is political, religious | |
22:07 | – you follow? Can I live that way? |
22:20 | That implies, does it not, |
22:29 | do I understand the whole |
separative activity completely, | |
22:40 | and in the comprehension |
of the separate activities | |
22:46 | which then become contradictory, |
conflicting, endless divisions | |
22:55 | – if I understand that |
very clearly, | |
22:58 | perceive it not in abstraction |
or as an ideal or intellectually, | |
23:06 | but as a factual thing. |
23:09 | From that observation one will act |
which will be complete. | |
23:21 | Have I answered the question? |
23:26 | If you are actually wanting |
to start a political action, | |
23:32 | new party, new group, |
new leader of your own, | |
23:37 | then I am afraid you and I won’t meet, |
we are back into the same old pattern. | |
23:45 | But we are saying, a life that is |
complete, sufficient psychologically, | |
23:59 | from that quality of mind and heart, |
then all action is included in that. | |
24:19 | Second Question: 'You say that out |
of the negative comes the positive. | |
24:25 | How does one negate the ‘I’ |
without suppression | |
24:33 | or denial or without conflict? |
24:38 | Who is that which does the negating? |
Can you go into this problem?' | |
24:45 | 'You say that out of the negative |
comes the positive. | |
24:52 | How does one negate the ‘I’ |
without suppression | |
24:57 | or denial or without conflict? |
25:02 | Who is that which does the negating? |
Can you go into this problem?' | |
25:13 | You are going to go into this problem, |
not the speaker. | |
25:26 | What is positive action? |
25:30 | And what is negative action? |
25:34 | The positive action is, |
I must do that, I will do that, | |
25:40 | this is right, this is wrong, |
25:45 | or what is considered positive |
following certain idealistic cause | |
25:53 | which will eventually bring about |
a different world and so on | |
25:58 | – the positive action, |
positive thinking | |
26:02 | as the evangelists |
and others propagate. | |
26:09 | Positive thinking. |
26:12 | And what is negative thinking? |
26:21 | To think of others badly? |
26:28 | I don’t know |
what negative thinking is, really. | |
26:32 | Thinking is in itself is negative, |
26:35 | but it doesn’t matter, |
we’ll go into it. | |
26:41 | So the questioner wants to know |
whether the self, | |
26:50 | the essence of selfishness, |
the self-centred activity, | |
26:56 | can be denied |
without suppression, | |
27:04 | without conflict, |
without any form of evasion. | |
27:13 | That is the question. |
27:18 | We are not saying |
that you must negate the 'I'. | |
27:22 | How can you negate the I? |
27:27 | And who is it, as the questioner says, |
who negates or asserts? | |
27:38 | When you say ‘I am’, who is it |
that says ‘I am’ aggressively? | |
27:47 | And who is it that says, |
‘I am not’? | |
27:51 | Both the positive and the negative, |
who is it? | |
27:58 | Go on, sirs. |
28:07 | Is there a separate consciousness, |
a separate state of mind, | |
28:14 | a separate clarity |
in our consciousness? | |
28:22 | You follow all my questions? |
28:24 | Is there some element of clarity |
in this messy consciousness | |
28:36 | – messy, conflicting, aggressive, |
28:40 | with their fears, faith, beliefs, |
superstitions, anxious – all that. | |
28:48 | In that confusion |
which is our consciousness, | |
28:53 | is there a spot of clarity |
which then can say, 'I will direct, | |
29:03 | I won’t suppress, I will change |
this whole confusion.' | |
29:08 | Do you understand my question? |
Is there? Please answer. | |
29:19 | If one is terribly |
honest with oneself, | |
29:23 | doesn’t want to deceive oneself |
29:27 | or accept some comforting idea, |
or merely follow some tradition, | |
29:39 | then you will say there is a field |
in this messy consciousness | |
29:48 | that is clear, unconfused, |
29:54 | and that will bring about clarity |
in the whole field of confusion. | |
30:07 | You understand my question? |
30:10 | This is the old, very old story, |
that there is, | |
30:17 | according to the Hindus |
in the Asiatic world, | |
30:22 | a certain entity |
apart from all this | |
30:31 | – they call it Atman, God, |
or what you like – | |
30:36 | who is witnessing all this, |
and seeing all this, | |
30:45 | through various forms of assertions, |
conflicts and so on, | |
30:52 | will ultimately free the mind |
from the confusion. Right? | |
30:59 | And probably here too, |
in the Western world, | |
31:04 | there is this idea of permanent soul, |
whatever that may mean, | |
31:10 | who is gradually asserting himself |
and will ultimately go to heaven. | |
31:23 | These are all very comforting |
utilitarian theories. | |
31:33 | But they have not so far cleared |
man’s confusion, man’s conflict, | |
31:44 | his agonies, his loneliness, |
his depression, and so on. | |
31:50 | So, why not try – |
31:55 | when you are all |
so practical in the West | |
31:57 | and the East is also trying to copy |
you by becoming very practical | |
32:05 | – why not see that |
this is so utterly impractical, | |
32:14 | the god within you, or the soul |
within you, or the clarity within you | |
32:20 | which will wipe away |
this confusion so easily. | |
32:28 | If that is not practical, |
as it is not, apparently, | |
32:33 | because it has not succeeded |
32:37 | – succeeded in the sense, please let’s |
be clear in the usage of that word, | |
32:42 | succeeded, not to be something |
in this world, | |
32:46 | to have more money and so on – |
32:48 | succeeded in bringing about |
complete comprehension, | |
32:55 | the ending of conflict and so on. |
32:59 | As it has not, |
let’s look at it differently. | |
33:07 | That means one must deny this, |
negate this. | |
33:18 | That’s going against |
all your religious tradition | |
33:30 | – the Bible, the soul. |
33:34 | You understand what I am saying? |
– negating all that. | |
33:39 | Then if you do, |
then we can look at it differently, | |
33:43 | but if you have slight attachment |
to all that, conscious or unconscious, | |
33:54 | then you will not look |
for anything else. | |
34:06 | So, first of all, |
what is the self, the ‘I’? | |
34:19 | All the attributes, |
all the tendencies, | |
34:27 | the various forms |
of idiosyncrasies, | |
34:36 | various beliefs, |
the various hurts, | |
34:46 | the conflict in relationship, |
fear, loneliness, agony, | |
34:55 | seeking some illusive security, |
suffering – all that – | |
35:04 | the name, the form, |
is the ‘you’. | |
35:09 | Right? Or do you doubt that? |
35:16 | If you doubt it |
– one should – | |
35:20 | then when you doubt something |
35:23 | it means you must examine, |
not just doubt. | |
35:31 | If you doubt that there is God |
– doubt, | |
35:34 | I am not saying you should – |
if you doubt it, | |
35:38 | then you must enquire |
if there is such a thing. | |
35:43 | But merely to doubt, say, |
well... – has no meaning. | |
35:50 | Scepticism has great value, |
35:55 | but if you are merely sceptic |
all the time, what’s the point, | |
35:58 | it’s like being illusory, caught in |
an illusion, they are both the same. | |
36:06 | So where there is doubt there is also |
the movement of enquiry. | |
36:19 | So we are enquiring together. |
36:23 | This ‘I’, this separatist activity, |
so-called individual, | |
36:31 | which is the essence of the ‘I’ |
36:36 | – and the questioner wants to know |
how to negate that, | |
36:41 | the very whole activity of me |
– my possessions, | |
36:49 | my qualities, my aggression, |
you follow, the whole of that – | |
36:57 | how is one to negate it? |
37:04 | Now, the questioner asks that: |
how to negate it. | |
37:09 | Then he goes on to ask, |
who is it that negates? You follow? | |
37:15 | First he said |
tell me how to negate it, | |
37:18 | then he says, who is it that negates. |
37:24 | You follow? I wonder |
if you understand this. | |
37:32 | So we are not negating it. |
37:36 | We are trying to find out |
what it has done in the world first, | |
37:43 | this self-centred egotistic activity, |
what it has done in the world, | |
37:50 | and see the reality of it, |
the actuality of it, | |
37:58 | and then enquire who is it that is |
acting all the time from the centre. | |
38:11 | You understand my question? |
38:14 | It is not that we are |
negating the self, | |
38:18 | but that the activity |
of the self in the world, | |
38:25 | what it has done in the world, |
what it has done in the family, | |
38:30 | in the group, in the community, in |
the nation, in the world, and so on, | |
38:36 | and seeing the reality of it, |
38:39 | not the idea of |
what it has done in the world, | |
38:44 | but the actual happening, |
the actual activity of it, | |
38:52 | and from there |
– which is our criteria – | |
38:58 | from there enquire if that self, |
39:02 | which is creating |
such mischief in the world, | |
39:07 | can that self be looked at? |
You follow? | |
39:14 | Then we will enquire, what is it |
that is looking at the self? | |
39:20 | It is the same question |
put differently. | |
39:23 | So, first, what has it done |
in the world? | |
39:31 | I don’t have to answer |
that question, obviously. | |
39:35 | It has separated itself |
into nations, into communities, | |
39:45 | into various forms |
of social divisions, | |
39:52 | it has divided itself |
from the rest of the community, | |
39:57 | society, world, as the family, |
and from the family, the ‘me’: | |
40:06 | my aggression, my happiness, |
my pursuit, and so on. | |
40:13 | It has brought about |
division in the world, | |
40:18 | because it said, in that division |
as my particular belief, | |
40:26 | my particular religion, |
my particular faith, | |
40:29 | in that faith, in that belief, |
in that dogma | |
40:33 | I will be secure, I will be safe. |
40:39 | Right? |
Are you following all this? | |
40:45 | So it has created vast division, |
incredible divisions, | |
40:57 | and so where there is division |
there must be conflict. | |
41:04 | So the 'I', which is the creator |
of this division, | |
41:10 | which is the essence of conflict |
– right? – | |
41:17 | can that 'I' come to an end? |
41:22 | Not suppressing, not evading, |
not avoiding, and so on. | |
41:29 | Can that 'I' which has done |
all this mischief, | |
41:33 | all these terrible |
things in the world | |
41:38 | – separate gods, |
41:48 | it has brought about |
a million wars, thousands of wars. | |
41:57 | Is that a fact? |
For you, not for me. | |
42:03 | Is that a fact? |
Or is it an exaggeration? | |
42:09 | Or is it some kind of concept, |
42:14 | and you are adjusting yourself |
to that concept? | |
42:23 | That is, we think war is cruel, |
and therefore the ‘I’ must be | |
42:29 | – you follow? |
42:31 | First conceive an idea, |
then adjust ourselves to that idea. | |
42:38 | We are saying, observe what is |
happening in the world without bias, | |
42:45 | without any partiality, |
42:50 | and you see what the ‘I’, |
42:52 | the so-called individual expansion, |
the individual aggression, | |
42:58 | the individual success, |
what it has done in the world. | |
43:05 | If you are very clear on that point, |
then we say, now, | |
43:13 | seeing what cruelties, bestiality |
is brought about in the world, | |
43:20 | can this movement |
which is the ‘me’, | |
43:26 | can this movement ever stop |
or radically change? | |
43:37 | When you have put |
that question to yourself, | |
43:42 | then who is it that is |
to bring about a change? | |
43:48 | The questioner says that. |
43:50 | Who is it that will end |
this self-centred activity. Right? | |
44:01 | That is what the questioner |
is saying. | |
44:07 | That is, we have to go |
much deeper into that, | |
44:10 | which is, |
is there a difference | |
44:16 | from the observer |
and the thing he observes? | |
44:28 | Please just listen to it. |
Don’t agree or disagree or say, | |
44:32 | ‘Oh, you are repeating the old stuff. |
I have heard this last year | |
44:37 | – or two years ago, |
or twenty years ago – | |
44:39 | you are repeating, |
move out of that rut.' | |
44:48 | We’ll move out of that rut. |
44:53 | It is not a rut, |
but you may call it a rut. | |
45:00 | When you observe a tree, |
that thing, | |
45:07 | can you look at it |
without the word first? | |
45:13 | Or when you look at it, |
the instant response is, | |
45:17 | that’s a tree, oak tree |
or whatever it is. | |
45:22 | Can you look at it |
without the word? | |
45:28 | Word being the symbol, |
the idea, the memory, | |
45:36 | which uses the word as the tree. |
You follow? | |
45:43 | Experiment for a minute, |
for a second or two | |
45:47 | to look at that thing |
which is around you now. | |
46:00 | And when you so look |
without the word, | |
46:04 | because we are caught |
in a network of words. | |
46:13 | I don’t know if one realises that. |
46:22 | The word, the symbol |
has taken the place of reality. | |
46:28 | When you say, ‘My wife’, |
you have the complete picture. | |
46:38 | Or my husband or my son, |
my country, the flag, | |
46:46 | and when you use the word |
‘Communist’, it is – you follow? – | |
46:51 | the whole intonation, the quality, |
what is behind that word. | |
47:02 | And when you say, |
I am an American, | |
47:04 | or I believe in God, I don’t |
believe in God – you follow? – | |
47:09 | this vast network of words in which |
the mind lives, the brain lives. | |
47:16 | I don’t know if you have noticed |
all this. I hope it interests you. | |
47:20 | The questioner asks it, |
47:23 | if you are not interested, |
it is a nice day. | |
47:31 | Does one realise that? |
47:35 | That one can never look at a thing, |
living thing, or a dead thing | |
47:42 | or a thing that is moving |
47:47 | – always with a word. |
47:51 | To look at a river, |
at the flowing water, | |
47:59 | not call it the Mississippi or Thames |
or the Ganges, or the Nile | |
48:05 | – just look at the moving water. |
48:10 | It has |
quite a different quality. | |
48:19 | Now, so can you observe |
48:23 | – not you observe, sorry – |
48:28 | is there an observation |
of the movement of the self | |
48:39 | which is anger, bitterness, |
hurt, | |
48:42 | just to look at all that |
without the word. | |
48:50 | Are you following all this? |
48:55 | The word is the past. Right? |
49:01 | The word indicates |
the content of the past. | |
49:13 | ‘My wife’ – I am taking |
an ordinary example – my wife. | |
49:19 | When you use ‘my wife’ |
see the content of that word, | |
49:25 | the enormous implications of various |
incidents, accidents, ideas, hurt | |
49:32 | – all that in the past. Right? |
49:36 | And that word ‘my wife’ indicates |
the tremendous content of the past. | |
49:49 | But, can you look at the woman or the |
man without the past, to look at her? | |
50:01 | Go on, sir, do it, don’t listen to me, |
there’s no point in listening to me | |
50:06 | if you are not applying, |
if you are not doing it. | |
50:15 | So first of all we are asking, |
50:19 | is there an observation |
of the whole movement of the self, | |
50:25 | which we have described |
both outwardly and inwardly, | |
50:28 | can you look at that |
– no – | |
50:32 | is there an observation |
of that without the past? | |
50:38 | You get it? You understand |
what I am talking about? | |
50:45 | Look, I have lived 80 years or more |
– 87 years. | |
50:55 | A man who has lived 87 years |
has collected lots of experience, | |
51:03 | lots of ideas, |
met lots of people. | |
51:07 | There are all these past memories |
throbbing away. | |
51:17 | And either he is an idiot |
to live in the past, or | |
51:30 | – memory with this person |
being very, very selective – | |
51:37 | not live in the past |
but watch things are happening: | |
51:45 | to observe without the observer, |
which is the past. | |
51:50 | Have you got it? |
Am I making it clear? | |
51:53 | To observe. |
51:58 | To observe one’s reactions |
52:07 | without naming it |
as jealousy, as anger | |
52:16 | – just to observe. |
52:18 | When you so observe, |
what happens? | |
52:26 | Go into it, sir, |
I hope you are doing this, | |
52:29 | not just listening or getting bored |
with the damn stuff. | |
52:36 | If you are listening, |
we are asking a question, which is: | |
52:42 | when there is an observation |
without direction, without motive, | |
52:48 | which is the past, |
what happens? | |
52:55 | Now, to find out |
what happens, actually, | |
53:00 | you must enquire what takes place |
when you are directing it, | |
53:09 | when you are remembering it, |
your reactions, | |
53:13 | or giving direction |
to your reactions. | |
53:16 | That is, there is a separation |
between the observer and the observed. | |
53:22 | Then there is a division |
and hence a conflict | |
53:28 | – I must not do this/I must do that, |
this is right/this is wrong, | |
53:33 | I say this is right according |
to my motive – and so on. | |
53:41 | So, |
when there is an observation | |
53:46 | that where there is division |
there must inevitably be conflict, | |
53:53 | outwardly and psychologically, |
that is absolute fact. | |
54:01 | When I call myself British |
or American, and I am willing | |
54:07 | – you follow, the whole thing |
you’ve right in front of you. | |
54:11 | You are willing to destroy |
thousands of people, | |
54:15 | spend enormous sums of money |
to do something | |
54:20 | which your national pride |
or some nonsense dictates. | |
54:29 | So, can this conflict |
in the human mind, | |
54:34 | which is your mind, it is not my mind |
– the human mind, | |
54:38 | which is in constant travail, |
constant conflict – | |
54:44 | we are enquiring |
whether that conflict can end. | |
54:52 | It can end only completely when the |
observer is not, only observation is. | |
55:06 | Is the thinker |
different from thought? | |
55:11 | Look at it. |
55:12 | Is the thinker different from |
the thought which he has created? | |
55:23 | The thinker says, I am a Catholic, |
Protestant, Hindu, | |
55:27 | I am a Democrat, totalitarian |
– whatever it is. | |
55:31 | The thinker says that. |
55:34 | But the thinker has created |
55:39 | the Democrat, the Republican, |
55:41 | the left, far left, far right, |
far centre, and so on | |
55:45 | – the thinker has done that. |
55:48 | And is the thinker |
different from his thoughts? | |
55:53 | Oh, come on, sir, |
this is so simple. | |
55:55 | Obviously not. |
But we have divided it. Right? | |
56:02 | So look at another question: is the |
experiencer different from experience? | |
56:10 | Ah, this is, now you – I am glad. |
Now you are caught! | |
56:20 | We all want experiences: |
going to the moon, | |
56:28 | experience of God, |
experience of a dozen kinds | |
56:32 | – of sex, experience of going to the |
Himalayas and climbing the Everest | |
56:38 | – you follow? – experiences. |
56:41 | Now we are asking, is the experiencer |
different from his experience? | |
56:55 | Experiencer must recognise |
the experience. Right? | |
57:03 | Right? |
Otherwise it is not an experience. | |
57:08 | You follow all this? |
57:12 | Am I talking |
some strange language? | |
57:17 | I experience – what? – |
a motor accident, | |
57:28 | I have an experience |
in an accident in a car, | |
57:34 | and that is recorded as pleasant, |
unpleasant, as hurt, and so on, | |
57:43 | the expense of it, and so on, |
that is recorded. Right? | |
57:50 | The experience of that thing |
is remembered, | |
57:58 | and that experience is a memory |
which is different from that | |
58:04 | which has happened last year. |
Right? | |
58:10 | So the observer is that experience |
of last year. Right? | |
58:19 | Oh, come on, sir. |
58:22 | And that experiencer either wants to |
avoid future incidents of that kind, | |
58:33 | or if he is prone to accidents, |
he’s inviting them. | |
58:44 | We are asking, is the experiencer |
different from the experience? | |
58:53 | Of course not. |
58:56 | I have invented God, |
59:02 | and I am going to experience |
that marvellous state. Right? | |
59:08 | I have visions of – if I you are |
a Christian, the Virgin Mary, | |
59:12 | if I was a Buddhist, |
I would have an experience | |
59:16 | of various types |
of Buddhist consciousness, | |
59:19 | or if I’m a Hindu – you follow? |
59:23 | Being conditioned |
to a particular tradition, | |
59:29 | which is the past, I experience that. |
Oh, come on, sir. | |
59:37 | I have projected that |
and I experience that. | |
59:44 | So the experiencer |
is the experience. | |
59:53 | And if there is no experience, |
what is the state of mind? | |
1:00:00 | Do you understand |
all these questions? | |
1:00:04 | We are all wanting experiences, |
1:00:08 | and when one actually |
goes into it very, very deeply, | |
1:00:16 | experience, we hope, |
will bring about more knowledge, | |
1:00:21 | more clarity, |
more this and more that, | |
1:00:25 | but the experiencer |
is the experience, | |
1:00:28 | therefore the mind is no longer |
seeking any experience. | |
1:00:39 | Only such a mind is absolutely clear, |
it requires no challenge. | |
1:00:49 | That’s a different thing. |
1:00:55 | So, is there pure observation |
of the movement of the self? | |
1:01:08 | Because in that the self is |
not different from the observer, | |
1:01:14 | there is only observation, |
1:01:19 | without the past accumulated memories |
interfering with observation. | |
1:01:31 | When the past memories and |
accumulated knowledge interfere, | |
1:01:37 | then there is |
wastage of energy. | |
1:01:41 | I don’t know |
if you are following all this. | |
1:01:44 | Wastage of energy in conflict, |
in denying, in suppressing, | |
1:01:48 | in arguing why should I, |
rationalising the whole business, | |
1:01:52 | which is a form of conflict. |
1:01:56 | Now, that’s a wastage of energy. |
1:02:02 | Whereas when there is observation |
without the past, | |
1:02:06 | all energy |
is brought into being, | |
1:02:11 | all energy comes in that observation, |
which dispels that which is observed. | |
1:02:18 | It’s up to you, |
I’ve said it in ten different ways. | |
1:02:21 | So there is no conflict with the self, |
or denial of the self, | |
1:02:27 | or suppression of the self. |
1:02:30 | It is clarity of observation, which is |
the greatest form of intelligence. | |
1:02:41 | What time is it? |
1:02:47 | Good lord, |
there are about nine questions | |
1:02:51 | – I’ve only answered two questions. |
1:03:02 | Third Question: 'How does one |
not become a victim | |
1:03:04 | while not becoming a predator?' |
1:03:08 | 'How does one not become a victim |
while not becoming a predator?' | |
1:03:14 | That is, how does one stop exploiting |
without being exploited? Right? | |
1:03:25 | It’s the same question, isn’t it? |
1:03:29 | I don’t want to exploit you, |
but you are exploiting me. | |
1:03:36 | You actually are. You follow? |
1:03:43 | It is the same |
– very interesting, this question. | |
1:03:53 | How do I – no – |
1:03:56 | the unconditioning of the mind doesn’t |
become another form of conditioning. | |
1:04:05 | You have understood? |
1:04:11 | There is a movement away |
from this trap, | |
1:04:17 | and not be caught in another trap. |
1:04:26 | I am a Hindu, I say it’s absurd |
and become a Catholic. | |
1:04:33 | Or I am a Catholic and say, |
what silly stuff | |
1:04:37 | and I join Hinduism or Buddhism, |
or become a Muslim. | |
1:04:43 | It is the same phenomena |
– you understand? | |
1:04:47 | So one has to enquire, |
what is freedom? | |
1:04:59 | Does one realise |
one is caught in a trap? | |
1:05:05 | That is, |
the same repetitive movement, | |
1:05:11 | which the computer is doing, |
it is repeating much more rapidly, | |
1:05:17 | more quickly, more intelligently, |
more alive, quick, programmed. | |
1:05:24 | And we are also programmed |
to be a Catholic, to be a Protestant, | |
1:05:28 | to be a Hindu, to be a Buddhist |
– you follow? – | |
1:05:31 | to be a Democrat, |
to be right, left – | |
1:05:34 | we are also programmed, |
don’t let’s fool ourselves. | |
1:05:41 | Therefore we are repeating, |
repeating, repeating. | |
1:05:46 | Come on, sirs, |
what are you waiting… | |
1:05:52 | And the questioner asks: is it |
possible to be free from conditioning | |
1:06:05 | – the predator and the victim – |
1:06:07 | and yet not fall into |
another form of conditioning? | |
1:06:13 | Am I being fair to the question? |
Of course. You agree? | |
1:06:24 | So one has to enquire |
what is freedom? | |
1:06:30 | This movement from one corner |
to the other corner of the field | |
1:06:36 | – you understand? – |
the field is my consciousness, | |
1:06:39 | this whole world is my field, |
1:06:43 | and I move from one corner of |
this field, psychological field, | |
1:06:49 | to another corner, |
and I call that freedom. | |
1:06:56 | Or I choose to move south instead |
of north, and I call that freedom. | |
1:07:03 | So I call choice freedom. |
1:07:06 | I am a Democrat, |
I choose to become a Republican, | |
1:07:11 | but it is the same movement. |
We are silly enough not to see that. | |
1:07:17 | So is that freedom? |
You are following all this? | |
1:07:21 | Does choice |
bring about freedom? | |
1:07:27 | Or where there is choice |
there is no freedom. | |
1:07:37 | I may choose to move |
from Los Angeles to New York, | |
1:07:45 | and I can’t do that |
in the totalitarian state, | |
1:07:49 | I have to have permission, |
special grants and so on. | |
1:07:57 | So I feel I am a free man. |
1:08:02 | So at what level, at what depth, |
or superficial level, | |
1:08:09 | do you consider freedom lies? |
1:08:13 | Here in this country you can say |
what you like, so far. | |
1:08:21 | But you cannot say what you like |
when there is a war. Right? | |
1:08:27 | Then we are all united |
to hate somebody, to kill somebody. | |
1:08:37 | So what is freedom? |
Enquire, sir. | |
1:08:42 | The question is involved in that. |
What is freedom? | |
1:08:49 | To move from trap |
to trap to trap? | |
1:08:54 | To move from one kind of misery |
to another kind of misery? | |
1:09:07 | I am married, I am bored with |
my wife, I want a divorce and I go, | |
1:09:13 | because I like or love, or whatever |
word one uses, to another woman, | |
1:09:19 | but the same pattern is repeated. |
And I call that freedom. | |
1:09:31 | So is there freedom |
in this moving in the same area | |
1:09:44 | – that area may be wide, or very, very |
narrow, but it is the same movement. | |
1:09:52 | That is not freedom. Right? |
1:09:55 | So what then is freedom? |
1:10:00 | Freedom obviously means |
to totally be free | |
1:10:09 | from the whole content |
of consciousness. | |
1:10:20 | You understand? |
1:10:23 | The problem of one corner is |
different from another corner, | |
1:10:32 | but it’s in the same field, |
1:10:36 | and we separate the problems, |
but it’s one problem. | |
1:10:43 | You understand? |
I wonder if you see? | |
1:10:46 | All problems are interrelated, |
that’s clear | |
1:10:50 | – my sexual problem, |
1:10:51 | my problem of earning a livelihood, |
my problem of God – | |
1:10:55 | it’s all one movement |
of this everlasting search | |
1:11:01 | for something or other, |
of becoming. | |
1:11:07 | So, freedom is the ending |
of completely becoming something. | |
1:11:22 | Is it time to stop? |
1:11:31 | Fourth Question: |
'What is humility and modesty?' | |
1:11:41 | That doesn't exist in this country! |
1:11:49 | Nor in Europe or India. |
1:11:55 | So what is humility? |
1:12:01 | And why have religions all over |
the world said you must be humble | |
1:12:15 | – inherit the land – right? |
1:12:19 | They have, certainly. |
You understand it? | |
1:12:25 | The humble |
shall inherit the earth. | |
1:12:29 | And the empire builders |
have inherited the earth. | |
1:12:34 | I wonder if you see this? |
No, you don’t. It doesn’t matter. | |
1:12:38 | What is humility? |
1:12:44 | Can one ever know, or aware, |
of oneself being humble? | |
1:12:57 | When you know, are aware, realise that |
you are humble, you are not. Right? | |
1:13:09 | And, modesty |
– are we modest? | |
1:13:19 | We were talking the other day |
to an Indian, in India. | |
1:13:26 | He was looking at a magazine |
printed in this country. | |
1:13:32 | It was one of those magazines |
where you see half-naked ladies. | |
1:13:37 | And he said, ‘My god, what has |
happened? Have they lost all modesty?’ | |
1:13:46 | And was horrified, |
because he has an idea of modesty | |
1:13:53 | – that you must be |
absolutely up to here. | |
1:14:00 | You understand all this? |
1:14:05 | So why do we want |
to be modest or humble? | |
1:14:11 | Please ask all these questions. |
1:14:27 | When I try to be humble, that is, |
willing to learn, willing to be told, | |
1:14:37 | abnegating myself |
in front of authority, | |
1:14:49 | and hang my head down |
to the tome to receive something | |
1:14:57 | which you are giving me, |
1:15:02 | is that a form of vanity? |
1:15:09 | It’s like a man who is vain |
– most of us are | |
1:15:15 | and out of that vanity |
we try to be humble. | |
1:15:22 | Is that humility? |
1:15:29 | A man who is full of aggression, |
violence, tries to be modest. | |
1:15:36 | You understand? |
It’s absurd, it’s lost its meaning. | |
1:15:41 | Whereas, |
a man who is aggressive | |
1:15:46 | realises, sees, what aggression |
has done in this world | |
1:15:51 | and all the consequences |
of that aggression, | |
1:15:54 | when he ends that aggression, |
a new thing can begin. | |
1:15:59 | The ending |
– please realise something – | |
1:16:02 | the ending of something |
is the beginning of the new. | |
1:16:08 | Right? |
1:16:09 | If I end my vanity, if I have it |
– I am a big man, I am blah, blah – | |
1:16:15 | if I am that and I end it, there is |
something totally new taking place. | |
1:16:23 | But we want to be assured, |
before we end, | |
1:16:28 | that something will |
happen, guaranteed. | |
1:16:34 | Then what you are receiving |
is not guarantee, | |
1:16:37 | it’s the same thing |
in another form. | |
1:16:45 | Sir, I’d like to come back |
to our first question. | |
1:16:52 | You have heard all this, |
some many, many times, | |
1:16:59 | others perhaps for the first time. |
1:17:04 | Why we human beings, |
1:17:07 | who have lived on this marvellous, |
lovely earth, destroying it, | |
1:17:15 | why we have become what we are, |
after so many millennia: | |
1:17:22 | vulgar, cruel, bestial, |
self-seeking, jealous, lonely | |
1:17:30 | – you follow? – |
the whole thing. | |
1:17:32 | Why don’t we change? |
Why don’t we end what we are? | |
1:17:42 | Why? |
1:17:46 | Is it we are lazy? |
1:17:49 | Is it we are caught |
in a particular rut, pattern, | |
1:17:53 | that we haven’t the energy |
to change that pattern? | |
1:17:58 | We have plenty of energy |
when we want to do something. | |
1:18:03 | When we want to go to the moon |
we have incredible energy. | |
1:18:11 | When we want to be champion |
of the world as in the Olympics | |
1:18:16 | – to run, |
you have an incredible energy. | |
1:18:22 | We have enormous energy |
1:18:27 | when there is an urge, |
when there is a demand. | |
1:18:32 | But apparently there is no urge, |
there is no demand – why? | |
1:18:44 | Is it our food we eat, |
too much indulgence in sex, | |
1:18:49 | in drink, in this and that, |
too much demand to be entertained? | |
1:18:59 | So we are wasting |
all that extraordinary energy | |
1:19:04 | which is part of us |
in some futile things | |
1:19:07 | and therefore no energy |
to face these things and move, end. | |
1:19:18 | Is that it? |
1:19:21 | Please, one can’t tell what the cause |
of all this – there are many causes. | |
1:19:30 | But the explanation of the causes |
is not the ending of the causes. | |
1:19:36 | So why is it, |
1:19:40 | after so many, many years and |
thousands upon thousands of years | |
1:19:48 | we are what we are? |
1:19:56 | So that’s for you to answer. |
1:20:08 | May I get up now? |