The intelligence of love
Brockwood Park - 16 September 1980
The Ending of Time 12
0:29 | K: This is a dialogue |
which we have had in Ojai, California. | |
0:37 | We had there eight dialogues, |
Dr Bohm and myself, | |
0:45 | and two here, and one |
day before yesterday. | |
0:53 | So may we continue |
with that dialogue. | |
1:03 | Should anybody join this |
or not at all? | |
1:20 | We’re asking if anybody |
feels like joining this, | |
1:23 | unless it is very, very serious, |
1:27 | would they join, or if they |
don’t want to, it’s all right. | |
1:31 | So it’s a conversation |
between Dr Bohm and myself. | |
1:35 | Let’s get on with it. |
1:49 | We were saying the other day, |
1:52 | a human being, |
who has worked his way | |
2:02 | through all the problems of life, |
2:08 | both physical and psychological, |
2:11 | and has really grasped |
the full significance of freedom | |
2:20 | from psychological memories |
and conflicts and travails, | |
2:27 | he comes to a point where |
the mind finds itself free | |
2:45 | but hasn’t gathered that supreme |
energy to go beyond itself. | |
2:50 | That’s what we were |
discussing the other day. | |
2:54 | Can we go on from there? Right, sir? |
B: Yes. | |
3:05 | K: Can the mind really – mind, brain, |
the whole psychological structure – | |
3:12 | be ever free from all conflict, |
3:19 | from all shadow |
of any disturbance? | |
3:27 | B: Self-disturbance. |
3:30 | K: Self-disturbance. |
Can it ever be free? | |
3:34 | Or the idea of complete freedom |
is an illusion. | |
3:41 | B: Yes, that’s one possibility. |
3:44 | K: One possibility. |
3:48 | B: Some people may say |
we could have partial freedom. | |
3:51 | K: Yes, partial freedom. |
Or human condition | |
3:56 | is so determined by the past, |
by its own conditioning, | |
4:02 | it can never free itself |
from it – | |
4:06 | some of those intellectual |
philosophers have stated this. | |
4:12 | B: Some people feel |
that’s the case. | |
4:16 | K: And really the deep |
non-sectarian religious people – | |
4:24 | there must be some |
who are totally free | |
4:28 | from all organised religions |
and beliefs, rituals, dogmas – | |
4:33 | they have said it can be done. |
Very few have said this. | |
4:39 | B: Those who have said |
it is done through reincarnation. | |
4:43 | And in addition, that group says |
4:45 | it will take a very long time. |
4:47 | K: Yes, they say it will |
take a very long time. | |
4:50 | You must go through |
various lives and suffer | |
4:53 | and go through |
all kinds of miseries, | |
4:56 | and ultimately, |
you come to that. | |
4:58 | But we are not thinking |
in terms of time. | |
5:07 | We’re asking, |
a human being, granting, | |
5:16 | knowing or aware |
that he is conditioned, | |
5:19 | deeply, profoundly, so that |
his whole being is that, | |
5:26 | can it ever free itself? |
5:30 | And if it does, what is beyond? |
5:35 | That’s |
what we were coming to. | |
5:40 | Would that question |
be reasonable or valid, | |
5:47 | unless the mind |
has really finished with it, | |
5:52 | finished |
all the travail of life? | |
5:56 | As we said the other day, |
our minds are man-made. | |
6:05 | And is there a mind |
which is not man-made? | |
6:10 | Right, sir? |
That’s what we came to. | |
6:15 | How shall we find this out? |
6:22 | We all know the man-made mind, |
6:26 | with its consciousness, |
with all its content and so on. | |
6:31 | Need we go through that? |
No. | |
6:33 | B: We’ve done that already. |
6:35 | K: It’s a man-made mind. |
6:42 | It is possible that it can |
free itself from its own | |
6:48 | man-made mechanical mind. |
6:51 | B: There is a difficult thing |
to express there, which is, | |
6:55 | if this mind is totally man-made, |
totally conditioned, | |
7:00 | then in what sense |
can it get out of it? | |
7:05 | This is the kind |
of thing to say, | |
7:07 | if you said that it had at least |
a possibility of something beyond... | |
7:14 | K: Then it becomes a reward, |
a temptation, a thing to be... | |
7:21 | B: I think the question is |
7:24 | to be able to put this |
consistently, logically: | |
7:28 | there seems to be |
an inconsistency in saying | |
7:31 | the mind is totally conditioned |
and yet it’s going to get out. | |
7:37 | I’m not saying |
it is inconsistent | |
7:39 | but it may appear |
to be inconsistent. | |
7:44 | K: I understand that question, |
but | |
7:49 | if one admits that there is a part |
which is not conditioned, | |
7:55 | then we enter into |
quite another... | |
7:56 | B: Yes, that’s |
another inconsistency. | |
8:01 | K: Yes, |
into another inconsistency. | |
8:05 | In our discussions, we’ve said, |
8:10 | the mind, being deeply |
conditioned, it can free itself | |
8:14 | through insight |
– that is the real clue to this. | |
8:19 | Would you agree to that? |
B: Yes. | |
8:22 | K: That insight – we went into |
what it is, the nature of it – | |
8:29 | can that insight |
8:40 | uncondition the mind completely, |
8:43 | wipe away all the illusions, |
all the desires and so on, | |
8:51 | can that insight completely |
wipe it out? Or is it partial? | |
8:58 | B: The first point is, |
if we say mind is not static – | |
9:03 | if one says |
it’s totally conditioned | |
9:05 | it suggests something static, |
which would never change. | |
9:10 | Now, if we say the mind |
is always in movement, | |
9:14 | then it seems in some way |
it becomes impossible to say | |
9:17 | what it is at this moment, |
9:21 | and to say it has been |
totally conditioned. | |
9:24 | K: No, suppose |
I’m totally conditioned, | |
9:29 | it’s in movement, but the |
movement is within a border. | |
9:33 | B: It’s within a border, yes. |
9:35 | K: Within a certain field. |
B: Yes. | |
9:37 | K: And the field is very |
definitely marked out, | |
9:41 | it can expand it and contract, |
9:43 | but the boundary is very, very |
limited, definite. | |
9:51 | B: Yes. And also |
9:55 | this whole structure |
can die away. | |
9:58 | If we move within that structure, |
then we stay in some boundary. | |
10:03 | K: Now, it is always moving |
within that limitation. | |
10:09 | Can it die away to that? |
10:12 | B: That’s |
another kind of movement, | |
10:15 | in another dimension, |
I think you’ve said. K: Yes. | |
10:26 | And we say it is possible |
through insight, | |
10:32 | which is also a movement, |
10:35 | a totally different kind |
of movement. | |
10:38 | B: Yes, but now we say that |
movement does not originate | |
10:41 | in the individual – did we say that? |
K: Yes. | |
10:46 | B: Nor in the general mind. |
10:48 | K: It is not – quite right, yes, |
10:50 | that’s what we discussed |
the other day. | |
10:52 | It is not an insight of the |
particular, or the general. | |
11:00 | We are then stating something |
quite outrageous! | |
11:06 | B: Yes, looking at that, |
it rather violates | |
11:09 | most of the sort of logic |
that people have been using, | |
11:14 | that either the particular |
and the general | |
11:15 | should cover everything, |
in terms of ordinary logic. | |
11:19 | Now if you’re saying |
there’s something beyond both, | |
11:23 | this is already a question |
11:25 | which has not been stated, |
at least, | |
11:29 | and I think |
it has a great importance. | |
11:33 | K: How do we then state it, |
or how do we then come to it? | |
11:41 | B: I’ve been noticing |
11:43 | that I think people divide themselves |
roughly into two groups | |
11:47 | one group |
feels the most important thing, | |
11:49 | the ground, is the particular, |
11:51 | concrete particular daily activity. |
11:54 | The other group feels |
that the general, | |
11:57 | the universal is the ground. |
K: Quite. | |
12:00 | B: One is the more practical type, |
12:01 | and the other the more |
philosophical type. | |
12:05 | And in general this division |
has been visible | |
12:08 | throughout history, also in |
everyday life, wherever you look. | |
12:15 | K: But, is the general |
– we can discuss a little bit – | |
12:20 | separate from the particular? |
12:22 | B: It’s not, most people agree with |
that but the question is | |
12:24 | what is it that’s going |
to be given primary value? | |
12:28 | People tend to give emphasis |
to one or the other. | |
12:32 | Some people give the main |
emphasis to the particular. | |
12:35 | They say the general is there |
12:37 | but if you take care |
of the particular | |
12:39 | the general will be all right. |
K: Yes. | |
12:41 | B: The others say |
the general is the main thing, | |
12:44 | the universal, |
and in getting that right | |
12:47 | you’ll get the particular right. |
K: Quite,quite. | |
12:50 | B: So there’s been |
a kind of unbalance | |
12:54 | to one side or the other, |
a bias in the mind of man. | |
13:02 | Now what’s being raised |
here is the notion: | |
13:05 | neither the general |
nor the particular. | |
13:10 | K: That’s right. That’s just it! |
13:17 | Can we discuss it, have a |
conversation about it, logically? | |
13:29 | Using your expertise, |
your scientific brain | |
13:36 | and there is this man |
who is not all that, | |
13:41 | so can’t we have a |
conversation to find out | |
13:47 | if the general and |
particular are one, | |
13:51 | not divided at all. |
13:54 | B: Also that it has to be |
no bias to one or the other. | |
13:57 | K: One or the other, quite. |
13:58 | Not laying emphasis |
on one or the other. | |
14:06 | Then, if we don’t do that, |
then what is there? | |
14:14 | I don’t know if I’m... |
14:16 | B: Then we have no |
easy way to talk about it. | |
14:20 | K: Yes. Yes. |
14:24 | B: But we did discuss, I think |
in California, the ground. | |
14:28 | The question was |
we could say the particular mind | |
14:31 | dies to the general universal |
mind or to the emptiness, | |
14:35 | then saying that ultimately |
even the emptiness | |
14:37 | and the universal |
die into the ground. | |
14:40 | K: That’s right, |
we discussed that. | |
14:42 | B: I think that this |
kind of lead into... | |
14:45 | K: Would an ordinary person, |
fairly intelligent, | |
14:49 | agree to all this? See all this? |
B: I’m not sure. | |
14:53 | K: Or would he say, |
‘What nonsense all this is.’ | |
14:55 | B: If it were just thrown at him, |
he would reject it as nonsense. | |
14:58 | It would require very |
careful presentation | |
15:01 | and some people might see it. |
15:03 | But if you just say it |
to anybody... | |
15:05 | K: Of course. |
15:07 | B: ...they'd say, |
whoever heard of that. | |
15:10 | K: So where are we now? Wait. |
15:15 | We are neither particular |
nor the general. | |
15:19 | That’s a statement which |
hardly reasonably can be accepted. | |
15:28 | B: Well, it’s reasonable |
in the sense that | |
15:33 | if you take thought |
to be a movement, | |
15:38 | rather than a content... |
15:41 | K: Thought to be a movement |
– quite, we agree to that. | |
15:44 | B: ...then |
thought is the movement | |
15:45 | between the particular |
and the general. | |
15:48 | K: But thought is the general, |
thought is the particular. | |
15:51 | B: But thought is also the movement. |
K: Yes. | |
15:54 | B: So in the movement it goes |
beyond being one or the other, | |
15:58 | that is, in movement. |
16:01 | K: Does it? |
16:03 | B: Well, it can, I said |
that ordinarily it does not, | |
16:05 | because ordinarily thought is caught |
on one side or the other. | |
16:08 | K: That’s the whole point, |
isn’t it? | |
16:10 | Ordinarily the general |
and the particular | |
16:13 | are in the same area. |
16:15 | B: Yes, and either you fix on one |
or the other. | |
16:18 | K: Yes, but in the same area, |
in the same field. | |
16:25 | And thought is the movement |
between the two. | |
16:29 | Or thought has created both. |
16:32 | B: Yes, it has created |
both and moves between. | |
16:34 | K: Between and around it. |
16:36 | B: Around and in that area. |
16:38 | K: Yes, in that area. |
16:45 | And it has been doing |
this for millennia. | |
16:48 | B: And most people would feel |
that’s all it could do. | |
16:52 | K: Now, we are saying, |
16:55 | when thought ends, |
17:02 | that movement which thought |
has created also comes to an end, | |
17:07 | therefore time comes to an end. |
17:09 | B: We should go more slowly here... |
K: Sorry. | |
17:11 | B: ...it’s a jump |
from thought to time, | |
17:15 | we’ve gone into it before |
but it’s still a jump. | |
17:18 | K: Right. Because first, let’s see. |
17:22 | Thought has created the |
general and the particular, | |
17:26 | and thought is a movement |
that connects the two, | |
17:31 | thought moves round it, |
so it is still in the same area. | |
17:38 | B: Yes, and doing that |
it has created time, | |
17:40 | which is part of |
the general and the particular, | |
17:43 | time is a particular time |
and also a general time. | |
17:46 | All time, for ever. |
17:49 | That sees this particular time |
in the whole of time. | |
17:54 | K: But, you see, thought is time! |
17:57 | B: That’s another question, |
we were discussing that | |
18:01 | thought has a content |
which is 'about' time, | |
18:04 | and besides that, we say that thought |
is a movement which 'is' time, | |
18:09 | it could be said to be moving |
18:12 | from the past |
into the future. Right? | |
18:15 | K: But, sir, |
thought is based on time, | |
18:19 | thought is |
the outcome of time. | |
18:22 | B: Yes, |
but then does that mean | |
18:24 | that time exists beyond thought? |
18:26 | If you say thought |
is based on time, | |
18:28 | then time is more |
fundamental than thought | |
18:31 | is that what you want to say? |
K: Yes, yes. | |
18:33 | B: So we should go into that. |
18:36 | You could say that |
time is something | |
18:38 | which was there before thought, |
18:42 | or at least |
it’s at the origin of thought? | |
18:45 | K: Time was there when there is |
the accumulation of knowledge. | |
18:53 | B: That has come out |
of thought to some extent. | |
18:58 | K: No, I act and learn. |
B: Yes. | |
19:01 | K: That action is based, |
not on previous knowledge, | |
19:11 | but I do something, |
and in the doing I learn. | |
19:16 | B: That learning |
is registered in the memory. | |
19:19 | K: In the memory, and so on. |
19:23 | So is not thought essentially |
the movement of time? | |
19:30 | B: In what sense is this learning |
the movement of time? | |
19:39 | You can say, when we learn |
it is registered. Right? | |
19:43 | And then that same learning |
operates in the next experience, | |
19:47 | what you have learned. |
19:50 | K: Yes. The past is always |
moving to the present, all the time. | |
19:55 | B: Yes, and mixing, fusing |
with the present. K: Yes. | |
19:57 | B: And the two together |
are again registered | |
20:00 | as the next experience. |
20:02 | K: So are we saying, time |
is different from thought, | |
20:08 | or time is thought. |
20:12 | B: This movement of learning and the |
response of memory into experience | |
20:20 | and then re-registering, |
we say that is time, | |
20:22 | and that is also thought. |
Isn't? | |
20:25 | K: Yes, that is thought. |
20:30 | Is there a time |
apart from thought? | |
20:34 | B: Would we say that, |
physically or in the cosmos, | |
20:38 | time has a significance |
apart from thought? | |
20:42 | K: Physically, yes, |
I understand that. | |
20:45 | B: Right. So then we’re saying, |
in the mind, or psychologically. | |
20:49 | K: Psychologically, |
20:53 | as long as there is |
psychological accumulation – | |
20:56 | as knowledge, as the ‘me’, |
there is time. | |
21:00 | It is based on time! |
21:03 | B: Wherever there is accumulation |
there is time. | |
21:06 | K: Yes, that’s the point. |
21:07 | Wherever there is accumulation |
there is time. | |
21:10 | B: Usually you say time is first |
and in time you accumulate. | |
21:15 | K: No, I would put it round |
the other way, personally. | |
21:18 | B: It’s important to see |
that it’s put the other way. | |
21:22 | Suppose there is |
no accumulation, then what? | |
21:25 | K: Then – that’s the whole point – |
there is no time! | |
21:30 | And as long as I am |
accumulating, gathering, becoming, | |
21:38 | there is the process of time. |
21:41 | But if there is no gathering, |
no becoming, no accumulation, | |
21:46 | where does |
psychological time exist? | |
21:53 | B: Probably you could say |
even physical time | |
21:56 | must depend on some kind |
of physical accumulation. | |
22:00 | That we are not denying. |
22:01 | We’re denying the significance |
22:03 | of psychological accumulation. |
22:06 | K: That’s right. So thought... |
22:11 | ...is the outcome of |
psychological accumulation, | |
22:15 | and that accumulation, |
that gathering, | |
22:20 | gives it a sense of continuity |
– which is time. | |
22:25 | B: Well, it seems |
it’s in movement, | |
22:27 | that whatever |
has been accumulated | |
22:29 | is responding to the present, |
22:31 | with the projection |
of the future. | |
22:33 | And then |
that is again registered. | |
22:36 | Now, the accumulation |
of all that’s registered | |
22:38 | is in the order of time: |
one time, the next time... | |
22:43 | K: So we’re saying, |
thought is time! | |
22:47 | B: Or time is thought. |
K: Oh, yes, one way or the other. | |
22:51 | B: But the movement |
of time is thought. | |
22:54 | K: Movement of time... |
B: Psychological time. | |
22:59 | K: Movement... |
what are you saying, sir? | |
23:02 | B: The movement of psychological |
time, which is that accumulation. | |
23:06 | K: Is time. B: That’s time |
but that’s also thought. | |
23:11 | the two mean the same thing. |
23:14 | K: So, psychological accumulation |
is thought and time. | |
23:20 | B: Yes, we have two words |
when really we only need one. | |
23:24 | Because we have two words |
we look for two things. | |
23:29 | K: Yes. There is only |
one movement, | |
23:31 | which is time and thought, |
time plus thought, time/thought. | |
23:38 | Now can the mind, which has |
moved for millennia in that area | |
23:45 | all the time, |
free itself from that? | |
23:50 | B: Why is it bound up? Let’s see |
exactly what’s holding the mind. | |
23:54 | K: Accumulation. |
23:56 | B: Yes, but why does the mind |
continue to accumulate? | |
24:02 | K: I think that is fairly clear, |
because | |
24:05 | in accumulation there is safety, |
24:08 | there is security |
– apparent security. | |
24:11 | B: That needs a little discussion. |
24:13 | In a certain area that is even true, |
the accumulation of physical food | |
24:18 | may provide a certain kind |
of security. | |
24:21 | K: Of course. |
24:22 | B: And then since no |
distinction was made | |
24:25 | between the outer and the inner, |
there was the feeling | |
24:27 | that one could accumulate |
inwardly either experiences | |
24:32 | or some knowledge |
of what to do... | |
24:35 | K: Are we saying |
the outward necessity | |
24:38 | of physical accumulation |
for security is necessary? | |
24:43 | And that same movement, |
same idea, same urge | |
24:48 | moves into the field of |
psychological thought. | |
24:51 | There you accumulate |
hoping to be secure. | |
24:54 | B: Yes, inwardly hoping |
you can accumulate | |
24:56 | present memories, |
or relationships, | |
25:01 | things you could count on, |
principles you could count on. | |
25:07 | K: So accumulation, |
psychological accumulation | |
25:11 | is safety, protection, security. |
25:17 | B: The illusion, anyway. |
25:19 | K: The illusion of security |
and in this illusion it has lived. | |
25:28 | B: So it does seem |
that the first mistake was | |
25:31 | that man never understood |
the distinction between | |
25:33 | what he has to do outside and |
what he has to do inside, right? | |
25:37 | K: Yes, we said that. |
25:39 | It is the same movement, |
outer and inner. | |
25:42 | B: But man carried the movement, |
25:44 | that procedure which was right |
outwardly he carried inwardly, | |
25:47 | without knowing, perhaps |
entirely not-knowing | |
25:49 | that |
that would make trouble. | |
25:53 | K: So where are we now? |
25:57 | A human being realises |
all this. | |
26:02 | He has come to the point |
when he says, | |
26:04 | ‘Can I really be free from |
this accumulated security | |
26:12 | and thought and time?' |
Psychological time, right? | |
26:17 | Is that possible? |
26:21 | B: If we say |
that it had this origin, | |
26:23 | then it should be |
possible to dismantle it, | |
26:26 | if it were built into us, |
nothing could be done. | |
26:29 | K: It is not certainly built into us! |
26:32 | B: Most people act as though they |
believe it were. K: That’s absurd! | |
26:35 | B: If it’s not built into us, |
26:37 | then the possibility |
exists for us to change. | |
26:41 | Because in some way |
we said it was built up | |
26:43 | in the first place through time. |
26:50 | K: If we say it is built in, |
26:55 | then we are in a hopeless state. |
26:58 | B: That’s one of the difficulties |
of people who use evolution, | |
27:03 | by bringing in evolution |
27:06 | they hope to get out |
of this static boundary. | |
27:09 | They don’t realise that |
evolution is the same thing, | |
27:13 | it’s even worse,it’s the very means |
by which the trap was made. | |
27:21 | K: So I come to that point, |
as a human being, | |
27:26 | I realise all this, |
27:29 | I’m fully aware |
of the nature of this. | |
27:37 | And my next question is: |
27:41 | can this mind move on |
from this field altogether, | |
27:48 | and enter, perhaps, into a |
totally different dimension? | |
27:57 | And we said... |
28:02 | It can only happen |
when there is insight | |
28:05 | – that we’ve been through. |
28:08 | B: Yes, and it seems |
that insight arises | |
28:11 | when one questions |
this whole thing very deeply. | |
28:16 | One sees |
it doesn’t make sense. | |
28:20 | K: Now having had insight into it |
28:23 | and seen its limitation |
and therefore go beyond it – | |
28:27 | what is there beyond? |
28:36 | This we talked about a little bit, |
28:38 | not only at Ojai, also here. |
28:59 | B: We felt that it’s very difficult |
to even bring this into words, | |
29:04 | but I think we said something |
has to be done on this line, right? | |
29:09 | K: I think it has |
to be put into words. | |
29:12 | B: Could you say why |
because many people might feel | |
29:15 | we should leave this |
entirely non-verbal. | |
29:26 | K: Can we say, |
the word is not the thing, | |
29:32 | whatever description |
is not the real, | |
29:36 | is not the truth, however much |
you embellish or diminish it, | |
29:40 | just the word is not that. |
29:44 | Recognising that, then |
what is there beyond all this? | |
29:51 | Can my mind be so... |
desireless | |
29:59 | so it won’t create an illusion, |
something beyond? | |
30:03 | B: Then, in that question |
of desire, | |
30:05 | desire must be |
in this time process. | |
30:08 | K: Of course, desire is time. |
30:11 | B: Since there are very |
subtle forms of desire, | |
30:14 | as well as the obvious forms... |
30:19 | K: After all, being, becoming |
is based on desire. | |
30:26 | B: They are one and the same, |
really. | |
30:28 | K: Yes, they’re one and the same. |
30:31 | Now, when one has an insight – |
30:32 | I hate to use that word |
over and over again – | |
30:36 | into that |
whole movement of desire, | |
30:40 | and its capacity to create |
illusion, it’s finished! | |
30:51 | B: Yes, |
I think perhaps we should, | |
30:56 | since this is a very crucial |
point, we should try to say | |
31:00 | a little more about desire, |
31:02 | how it’s intrinsic |
in this accumulating process, | |
31:07 | how it comes out in many ways. |
31:12 | For one thing you could say |
that, as you accumulate, | |
31:17 | there comes a sense of |
something missing. | |
31:19 | You feel |
you should have more, | |
31:21 | something to finish, |
to complete. | |
31:23 | Whatever you accumulated |
is not complete. | |
31:28 | K: Sir, could we go into the |
question of becoming first, | |
31:31 | then desire comes into it. |
31:34 | Why is it that all human beings, |
right through the world, | |
31:39 | have this urge to become? |
31:44 | Outwardly I understand that, |
simple enough. | |
31:46 | B: We have to become |
stronger and stronger. | |
31:48 | K: Physically develop your muscle... |
31:51 | B: Your language, your logic... |
31:53 | K: And also a better job, |
more comfort and so on. | |
32:02 | But why is there |
this seed in the human mind | |
32:08 | of trying to become... |
enlightened – | |
32:13 | let’s use that word |
for the moment – | |
32:15 | trying to become |
more good... or better. | |
32:22 | B: There must be a sense |
of dissatisfaction | |
32:24 | with what’s in there already, |
that’s one thing. | |
32:27 | K: Is it dissatisfaction? |
32:29 | B: A person feels he would like it |
to be complete. | |
32:34 | Suppose he has accumulated |
memories of pleasure, | |
32:37 | but these memories |
are no longer adequate, | |
32:41 | he feels |
something more is needed. | |
32:44 | K: Is that it? |
32:46 | B: To get more, |
that’s one of the questions, | |
32:50 | and eventually he feels that |
he must have the whole, the ultimate. | |
32:59 | K: I’m not at all sure |
whether the word ‘more’ | |
33:03 | is not the real thorn. |
33:06 | B: The word ‘more’? |
K: Yes, more. | |
33:10 | More, I will be more, |
I will have more, | |
33:14 | I will become |
– this whole movement | |
33:18 | of moving forward, gaining, |
33:23 | comparing, advancing, |
achieving – psychologically. | |
33:27 | B: The word ‘more’ is just implicit |
33:30 | in the whole meaning of |
the word ‘accumulate’. | |
33:33 | If you’re accumulating |
you have to be accumulating more, | |
33:36 | there’s no other way to do it. |
33:38 | K: So why is there this seed |
in the human mind? | |
33:42 | B: He doesn’t see that this 'more' |
is wrong, inwardly. | |
33:50 | If he started outwardly |
to use the term ‘more' | |
33:53 | but then he carried it inward, |
33:54 | he didn’t see |
how destructive it was. | |
33:58 | K: Why? Why? Why ? |
34:01 | Why fairly intelligent philosophers |
and religious people | |
34:05 | who have spent a great part |
of their great life in achieving, | |
34:11 | why haven’t they seen |
this very simple thing! | |
34:17 | The great intellectuals |
and the so-called... | |
34:22 | evolutionary concept, |
why haven’t they seen | |
34:26 | this simple fact that |
where there is accumulation | |
34:31 | there must be more. |
34:33 | B: They’ve seen that but |
they don’t see any harm in it. | |
34:35 | K: No, I’m not sure they see it. |
34:37 | B: They’ve seen |
they are trying to get more, | |
34:40 | they are trying to get |
a better life. | |
34:42 | The nineteenth century |
was the century of progress, | |
34:46 | improving all the time. |
34:48 | K: All right, |
but progress outwardly. | |
34:50 | B: But they felt that man would be |
improving himself inwardly. | |
34:56 | K: But why haven’t they |
ever questioned this? | |
34:59 | B: What would make them |
question it? | |
35:05 | K: Obviously, this constant struggle. |
For the more. | |
35:11 | B: But they thought |
that was necessary for progress. | |
35:15 | K: But is that progress? |
35:17 | B: Can we make it clear, |
suppose you had to answer | |
35:20 | one of the nineteenth century |
optimists | |
35:23 | that man |
is progressing all the time, | |
35:25 | to be better inwardly |
as well as outwardly. | |
35:28 | K: Let us admit outwardly. |
B: He could do that. | |
35:34 | K: Outwardly. That same |
outward urge to be 'better' | |
35:39 | has it moved into |
the psychological realm? | |
35:44 | B: Can we make it clear |
35:45 | why it does harm |
in the psychological realm? | |
35:50 | K: The harm is – wait a minute, |
let’s think it out. | |
35:55 | What's the harm in accumulating, |
psychologically? Oh yes! | |
36:03 | It divides. |
36:09 | B: What does it divide? |
36:11 | K: The very nature of accumulation |
36:16 | brings about a division |
between you and me and they. | |
36:21 | B: Could we make that clear, |
it is a crucial point. | |
36:24 | I can see one thing: suppose |
36:26 | you are accumulating in your way |
and I accumulate in my way... | |
36:29 | K: And he, she, |
accumulates in another way. | |
36:33 | B: And then we try to impose |
a common way of accumulating | |
36:35 | and that’s more conflict. |
36:37 | K: Which is impossible! |
That never takes place. | |
36:40 | B: They say everybody |
should be more... K: Yes, yes, yes. | |
36:46 | I have accumulated, |
psychologically, as a Hindu. | |
36:53 | And another has accumulated |
as a Muslim. | |
36:57 | B: There are thousands |
of divisions. | |
36:59 | K: Thousands of divisions. |
37:00 | B: You could say |
in one profession or in another. | |
37:02 | K: Thousands of divisions! |
37:05 | Therefore accumulation, in its |
very nature, divides people. | |
37:12 | And therefore conflict. |
37:15 | B: Each person accumulates |
in his particular way | |
37:17 | which is different |
from somebody else. | |
37:20 | You cannot make |
a common way of accumulating. | |
37:23 | K: Can’t we? |
So let’s all accumulate! | |
37:25 | B: It doesn’t work, because everybody |
already has a different... | |
37:29 | K: Of course. |
37:31 | B: ...relationship, |
no matter what you do. | |
37:34 | K: So, can we say then: |
37:38 | in accumulation man has sought |
psychological security, | |
37:43 | and that security, |
with its accumulation, | |
37:48 | is the factor of human division. |
Psychologically. | |
37:52 | B: Yes, any attempt to accumulate |
will divide. | |
37:57 | At present, some sociologists |
like Carl Marx | |
38:00 | has said that it was |
this accumulation of capital | |
38:04 | by some people which divided them |
from other people – | |
38:08 | that started tremendous conflict. |
38:13 | K: So, we said that's why |
human beings have accumulated, | |
38:20 | not realising its consequences. |
38:27 | And realising that, is it |
possible not to accumulate? | |
38:34 | I mean, that’s tremendous! |
38:38 | B: Yes, the human mind |
automatically accumulates. | |
38:43 | K: Why? For the very clear |
and simple reason, | |
38:48 | in accumulation, as outwardly, |
it feels safe, secure. | |
38:57 | B: Perhaps you could say that |
having gotten into this trap | |
39:00 | it was very hard for the mind |
to get out, it was already occupied, | |
39:05 | the mind is filled with this |
process of accumulation, | |
39:08 | it becomes very hard |
to see anything. | |
39:11 | K: Suppose my mind is filled |
with this process of occupation | |
39:16 | which is psychological knowledge, |
all that, can it end? | |
39:21 | Of course it can! |
39:24 | B: If the mind |
will get to the root of it. | |
39:27 | K: Of course it can! |
39:29 | Which is: |
that it is an illusion | |
39:33 | that in accumulation |
there is security. | |
39:37 | B: One can see this |
at a certain level, | |
39:40 | one discusses this, |
not intellectually, | |
39:43 | I would prefer to say |
as a map, | |
39:46 | one has drawn a map |
of this whole process. | |
39:50 | Then the question is, |
when you have a map | |
39:52 | you must now be able |
to look at the country. | |
39:56 | See what’s on the map. |
39:58 | K: Yes. When you are |
looking at the map | |
39:59 | you don’t see the country. |
40:02 | B: No, the map may be useful |
but it’s not enough. | |
40:09 | But now we are saying, |
40:12 | that desire is what keeps people |
going on with it. | |
40:16 | K: Not only desire but this |
deep-rooted instinct to accumulate. | |
40:23 | B: Like the squirrel. K: Like the |
squirrel. For future, for safety. | |
40:33 | That and desire go together. |
Right? | |
40:38 | B: It builds up |
into intense desire. | |
40:42 | K: So desire plus accumulation |
40:47 | is the factor of division, |
conflict, etc. | |
40:53 | B: You can say really |
the word desire means need, | |
40:58 | a person feels he must accumulate |
because he needs. | |
41:01 | K: He needs, yes. |
Now, I’m asking, can that end? | |
41:08 | If it ends through an action |
of will, it's still the same thing. | |
41:14 | B: That’s part of desire. |
41:17 | K: If it ends because of punishment |
or reward, it’s still the same. | |
41:25 | So one’s mind sees this |
and puts all that aside. Right? | |
41:34 | But is the mind... |
41:41 | free of accumulation? |
41:50 | Yes sir, I think it can, |
he does. | |
41:55 | That is, have no |
psychological knowledge at all. | |
42:03 | Knowledge is accumulation. |
42:10 | B: We have to consider |
42:13 | that knowledge goes |
very much further | |
42:16 | than is ordinarily meant. |
42:18 | Not just... K: Book knowledge, |
experience – of course! | |
42:23 | B: But, in accumulating... |
For example, | |
42:30 | having knowledge of this microphone, |
you build up an image of it, | |
42:35 | and everything goes into that, |
and one expects it to continue. | |
42:40 | If you have knowledge of yourself, |
it builds up a picture of yourself. | |
42:46 | K: Ah! Can one have |
knowledge of oneself? | |
42:48 | B: No, If you think you have, |
42:50 | if one thinks |
that there is knowledge | |
42:53 | about what sort of person |
you are, | |
42:55 | that builds up into a picture, |
with the expectations... | |
42:59 | K: But after all, if you |
have knowledge of yourself, | |
43:02 | you have built an image already! |
43:05 | B: That’s the same, |
the tendency is, | |
43:07 | there’s a transfer of |
what you do with the outside, | |
43:10 | as you observe this microphone |
you build up knowledge, | |
43:14 | that enters into your picture, |
your perception of it, | |
43:18 | then you say I'll do the same |
with myself. | |
43:21 | I know the sort of person |
I should be or I am | |
43:24 | and it builds up, |
a lot of accumulation builds up | |
43:28 | in forms that we don’t |
ordinarily call knowledge, | |
43:32 | for example, preferences, |
likes and dislikes. | |
43:38 | K: But once you realise |
psychological accumulation | |
43:46 | as knowledge is an illusion, |
and destructive, | |
43:50 | and causes |
infinite pain and misery, | |
43:56 | when you see, it’s finished! |
43:58 | B: I'm trying to say, |
very often the word knowledge | |
44:04 | does not convey |
all that has to be included. | |
44:09 | I could say, OK, I know |
certain things in knowledge | |
44:14 | and it’s foolish to build up |
that knowledge about myself, | |
44:18 | but then there may be |
other kinds of knowledge | |
44:20 | which I don’t recognise as |
knowledge... | |
44:23 | K: What other kinds of knowledge |
that one has? | |
44:28 | Preferences, like and dislike, |
44:31 | prejudice. |
B: Habits. | |
44:33 | K: Habit. All that is in the |
image that one has created. | |
44:45 | B: Yes. Man has developed |
in such a way that | |
44:49 | that image seems |
extraordinarily real. | |
44:52 | And therefore its qualities |
don’t seem to be knowledge. | |
45:00 | K: All right, sir. |
So we have said, | |
45:04 | accumulation is time |
accumulation is security, | |
45:10 | and where there is |
psychological accumulation | |
45:13 | there must be division, |
45:17 | thought is the movement between |
the particular and the general, | |
45:22 | and thought is also born |
out of the image | |
45:25 | of what has been accumulated. |
45:29 | All that is one’s inward state. |
45:39 | That is deeply embedded in me. |
45:43 | B: Yes, physically and mentally. |
45:45 | K: All round. I recognise physically |
it is necessary, somewhat. | |
45:50 | B: But it's overdone, physically. |
45:53 | K: One can overdo anything. |
45:56 | But psychologically to realise that, |
46:03 | how do I set about it? |
46:07 | How do I, who has accumulated, |
accumulated for millennia – | |
46:12 | general and particular, |
that has been the habit – | |
46:17 | and how do I, not only |
recognise the habit, | |
46:21 | and when I do |
recognise the habit, | |
46:24 | how does that movement |
come to an end? | |
46:32 | That is the real question. |
B: Yes. | |
46:43 | K: Where does intelligence |
play a part in all this? | |
46:50 | You follow what I'm saying? |
46:51 | B: There has to be intelligence |
to see this. | |
46:55 | K: Is it intelligence? |
46:58 | Is it so-called |
ordinary intelligence, | |
47:01 | or intelligence is something |
entirely different? | |
47:05 | B: I don’t know what people |
ordinarily mean by intelligence, | |
47:10 | but if they mean |
just merely the capacity to... | |
47:12 | K: To discern, to distinguish, |
47:16 | To solve... |
B: To use logic. | |
47:18 | K: ...technical problems, |
economic problems – | |
47:21 | I'd call that partial intelligence, |
it is not really... | |
47:26 | B: You could call that |
skill in thought. | |
47:27 | K: Skill in thought, all right, |
skill in thought. | |
47:31 | But intelligence – wait a minute, |
that’s what I’m trying to find out. | |
47:36 | I realise this: |
accumulation, division, security, | |
47:46 | the general and particular, |
thought. | |
47:53 | I can see the reason of all that, |
the logic of all that. | |
47:59 | But logic, reason and |
explanation doesn’t end the thing. | |
48:06 | Another quality is necessary. |
Is that quality intelligence? | |
48:14 | I’m trying to move away |
from insight for a while. | |
48:19 | B: Not to repeat the word so much. |
K: Too much. | |
48:31 | Is intelligence |
associated with thought? | |
48:39 | B: We don’t know what you |
mean by the word ‘associated’. | |
48:42 | K: Is it related, |
is it part of thought, | |
48:46 | is it the outcome of |
very clear, precise, exact, | |
48:53 | logical conclusions of thought. |
48:56 | B: No, that would still |
be more and more skill. | |
48:59 | K: Skill, I agree. Yes. |
49:02 | B: At least we're suggesting |
intelligence is a different quality. | |
49:11 | K: Is that intelligence |
related to love? | |
49:18 | B: I’d say they go together. |
49:21 | K: Yes, I’m just |
moving slowly into that. | |
49:25 | I’ve come to... I realise all that |
we've discussed this morning, | |
49:32 | and I’ve come to a blank wall, |
a solid wall, I can’t go beyond. | |
49:41 | And in observing, |
looking, fishing around, | |
49:46 | I come upon this word |
‘intelligence’. | |
49:52 | And I see the so-called |
intelligence of thought, | |
49:57 | skill and all that, |
is not intelligence. | |
50:01 | So I’m asking further, |
50:03 | is this intelligence associated, |
or related, or part of love? | |
50:22 | One cannot accumulate love. |
Right? | |
50:28 | B: People might try. |
50:30 | K: It sounds silly! |
50:32 | B: People do try |
to guarantee love. | |
50:35 | K: That is all romantic nonsense, |
cinema stuff. | |
50:40 | You cannot accumulate love, |
50:45 | you cannot associate it |
with hate, all that. | |
50:52 | So it’s something entirely |
different, that love. | |
50:57 | And has that love intelligence? |
Which then operates – you follow? – | |
51:06 | which then breaks down the wall. |
I don’t know if... B: Yes. | |
51:36 | K: All right, let’s begin again. |
51:38 | I don’t know what that love is. |
51:44 | I know all the physical bit, |
I realise that | |
51:49 | pleasure, desire, accumulation, |
remembrance, pictures, | |
51:53 | are not love. All that, |
I’ve realised long ago. | |
52:00 | But I’ve come to the point |
52:03 | where this wall is so enormous |
that I can’t even jump over it. | |
52:09 | So I’m now fishing around, |
52:15 | to see if there is |
a different movement | |
52:19 | which is not |
a man-made movement. | |
52:23 | And that movement may be love – |
52:27 | I am sorry to use that word, |
we’ll use it for the time being. | |
52:34 | Because that word has been |
so spoilt and misused. | |
52:39 | B: You're saying love is a movement, |
not just a feeling. K: Oh, no, no! | |
52:45 | B: Though it may involve feeling, |
but it’s not feeling. | |
52:51 | K: So that love with its intelligence, |
is that the factor | |
52:59 | that will break down or dissolve, |
or break up this wall? | |
53:12 | Not, 'I love you' or 'you love me'. |
Right? | |
53:18 | it’s not general or particular, |
it is something beyond. Right? | |
53:25 | B: Yes, that’s a point... |
53:28 | Another part |
of the background of man | |
53:31 | is to make love particularised, |
to particular things or individuals... | |
53:40 | K: I think when one loves |
with that intelligence | |
53:43 | it covers the whole, |
it’s not particular or general – | |
53:48 | it is that! |
53:50 | It is light, |
it’s not particular light. | |
53:59 | All right. |
Then, if that is the factor | |
54:04 | that will break down the wall |
which is in front of me, | |
54:12 | then... |
I don’t know that love. | |
54:20 | As a human being, |
having reached a certain point, | |
54:26 | I can’t go beyond it to find |
that love. What shall I do? | |
54:33 | What is... |
– not do or not do – | |
54:40 | but what is |
the state of my mind | |
54:44 | when I've realised |
any movement this side of the wall | |
54:52 | is still strengthening the wall |
– right? | |
54:56 | So I realise that, and, |
through meditation, etc., | |
55:03 | there is no movement. |
But the mind can’t go beyond it. | |
55:09 | But you come along and say, ‘Look, |
55:14 | that wall can be dissolved, |
broken down, | |
55:20 | if you have that quality |
of love with intelligence.’ | |
55:25 | And I say, ‘Excellent, |
but I don’t know what it is!’ | |
55:31 | What shall I do? I can’t do anything, |
I realise that. | |
55:38 | Whatever I do is still within |
this side of the wall, right? | |
55:45 | So, am I in despair? |
55:54 | Obviously not, because |
if I am in despair or depressed, | |
55:58 | I’m still |
moving in the same field. | |
56:04 | So all that has stopped. |
56:08 | Realising that I cannot |
possibly do anything, | |
56:15 | any movement, |
what takes place in my mind? | |
56:20 | You follow, sir, what I’m asking? |
56:23 | Is that right? |
I think that’s fairly logical. | |
56:27 | I realise |
I cannot do a thing! | |
56:34 | So what has happened |
to the quality of my mind, | |
56:39 | which has always moved |
to accumulate, to become... | |
56:47 | all that has stopped. |
56:50 | The moment I realise, I can't... |
No movement, right? | |
56:57 | Is that possible? |
Or am I living in an illusion? | |
57:06 | Have I really gone through all this |
57:10 | to come to that point? |
Or I suddenly say, I must be quiet – | |
57:16 | I don’t know |
if I am conveying it. | |
57:19 | B: Yes, that’s part |
of the same process. | |
57:21 | K: Same process. |
B: To project from the past. | |
57:27 | K: So has my mind... |
57:39 | Is there in my mind a revolution? |
57:43 | Revolution in the sense |
57:46 | that movement |
has completely stopped. | |
58:01 | And if it has, is love |
something beyond the wall? | |
58:09 | B: It wouldn’t mean anything. |
58:11 | K: Of course, it couldn’t be. |
58:13 | B: The wall itself is the |
product of the process | |
58:16 | which is illusion. |
58:18 | K: Exactly. |
So I’m realising | |
58:21 | the wall is this movement. |
58:25 | So, |
when this movement ends, | |
58:28 | that quality of intelligence, |
love and so on, is there! | |
58:34 | That’s the whole point. |
58:45 | B: Yes, could one say |
the movement ends, | |
58:48 | the movement sees |
that it has no point. | |
58:56 | K: It is so-called skilled |
to see a danger. | |
59:05 | B: Well, it could be. |
59:07 | K: Yes. Any danger demands |
certain amount of awareness. | |
59:14 | But I have never realised, |
as a human being, | |
59:17 | the accumulated process |
is a tremendous danger. | |
59:23 | B: Because that seems to be |
the essence of security. | |
59:28 | K: You come along |
and point it out to me, | |
59:34 | and I’m listening to you |
very carefully | |
59:38 | and I actually perceive |
the danger of that. | |
59:50 | And perception is part of love, |
isn’t it? Ah.. I’m getting at it. | |
59:59 | B: You’re suggesting |
that love is a kind of energy | |
1:00:02 | which is not specific or general |
1:00:06 | and that it may momentarily |
envelop certain things. | |
1:00:13 | K: So perception without any motive, |
without any direction, etc., | |
1:00:20 | perception of the wall |
which has been brought into being | |
1:00:24 | by this movement of accumulation, |
1:00:29 | the very perception of that |
is intelligence and love. Right? | |
1:00:40 | We’d better stop, it’s |
half past twelve. B: Right. | |
1:00:55 | K: Should we go on? |
1:00:57 | B: How do you feel? |
Maybe it’s best to stop. | |
1:00:59 | K: Better stop. |
We've come to a point. | |
1:01:02 | When do we meet again? |
B: Thursday, in two days. | |
1:01:10 | K: Right, sir. |