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SA78T5 - Is love a movement of time and thought?
Saanen, Switzerland - 18 July 1978
Public Talk 5



0:28 We have been talking over, together, the question of fear and whether, after hearing it, after hearing our conversation together, over this weight of fear, if one is at all free of it. Or one has merely heard it, saw the reason of it, the sanity of it, and cannot do anything about it, and then just drift along. I wonder what one actually has done, each one of us, with regard to that question of fear, and the identification of oneself with one’s friend, family, furniture, house, country, ideas and so on. Whether, after these four talks one has actually ended all identification and therefore, there’s a great deal of freedom, not relative, but freedom. And when one asks these questions of oneselves, whether we ask superficially, intellectually or as you would ask a question that affects you most profoundly, most seriously. I’m afraid, we are going to have lot of disturbance today. It’s a lovely day for flying.
3:07 And after asking these questions of oneselves, and if we are at all serious, getting the house in order – our house, which is you. And when we put things in order in our house, we are free, we have more energy. It’s only when there is disorder, that we waste energy. And order implies that one has understood, deeply, what are the movements of disorder, in oneself, why we live, perhaps, even in our own rooms, with such disorder. Or, having in one’s house order, in oneself, there is such abiding, deep disorder, uncertainty, why such human beings live in this disorder, from the moment they are born until they die – why? Why do we tolerate to live in such conditions?
5:06 I wonder if you have asked yourself these questions. And if you have – perhaps, some of you have – and discovering that one is in disorder, mechanically sets about to put everything in oneself in order. Thereby, one cultivates discipline, follow a pattern, pattern laid down after two thousand years or ten thousand years, or the patterns laid down by some guru, some priest, some specialist in so-called spirituality. Or try to escape from this abiding, endless, seemingly endless disorder, try to identify oneself with something that is supremely order, which is cosmos, the heavens, the whole universe. I wonder what you, looking at yourself in the mirror which tells you exactly what is, I wonder what you do about this disorder? Is one aware that one lives in disorder? Is one aware that one lives in contradiction? This constant conflict between ‘what is’ and ‘what should be.’
7:22 I told you, it’s going to be a difficult morning.
7:36 If one asks oneself these questions, are you listening for an answer from yourself? Or are you listening for an answer from somebody else? I’m afraid, most of us are inclined to find order, not understanding disorder, investigating what is order, we easily accept some specialist, some authority, some priest, some guru who’ll tell us what is order. So, our minds are becoming more and more mechanical because when we accept a pattern of order, like a soldier drilled day after day, month after month, drilled – the drums beating out his brains. So, we follow, accept, obey, conform. Is that not conformity, obedience, acceptance the very root of disorder? As we said, please, do not accept anything, whatsoever, the speaker says. And I really mean it. These are the questions you’re asking of yourself.
9:51 So, does one discover for oneself how extraordinarily mechanical our actions are, our attitudes are, our reactions are? And so, our brains, our whole existence becomes a routine. And that routine has made our minds – I mean by ‘mind,’ the brain, the thought, the whole content of our consciousness, the senses, all that I mean by the word, conveyed by the word ‘mind’ – consciousness, the senses, the movement of thought, the content of our consciousness – all that is the mind. I’m using that word in that sense. We may alter, later on, next year or tomorrow use a different word but, for now, we are using ‘mind’ to convey all that. If you observe in the mirror, don’t you find that your mind, the whole content, has become extraordinarily mechanical? You are Christians, or if you’ve given up your Christianity, you belong to something else, or if you have given that up, you belong to something else. Or you follow a certain routine, a certain way of thinking according to your opinions, experiences, which always function within a narrow limit. Right? Have you noticed this, that your mind is mechanical? Because, please, we’re going into something very – perhaps, rather difficult. I don’t know where it is going to lead us. It may become a little more complex, therefore, please, give a little attention.
12:45 You know, when you have a small child with you, you listen to the cries, you listen to the words, the murmur, you’re so concerned, you listen – you may be asleep but the moment it cries, you wake up. And you’re, all the time, attentive because the child is yours, you must care for it, you must love it, you must hold it, and so you are so tremendously attentive, even though you’re asleep, you wake up. Now, could you so listen, with that same quality of attention, affection, care, listening to every movement of that child? Could you do it, in watching the mirror, – not me, you’re not listening to me – listening to the mirror, which is yourself, is telling you, with that extraordinary, concentrated affection, care? Will you do it?
14:23 So, we’re asking, why have human beings become so mechanical? That mechanical habit obviously produces disorder because if you’re all the time functioning within a narrow limit, in that narrow limit, there’s always this energy, limited and therefore, it is struggling to break through, which is the essence of conflict. You understand…? No, don’t understand me, understand what the mirror is saying. There is no speaker, here. So, can you observe with that care, with attention, which is the feeling of great affection to what you are going to listen to? We are talking about disorder. And we live in disorder, of habits, of beliefs, of conclusions, of opinions. This is the pattern we live in which, naturally, being limited, must create disorder. Now, when one is in disorder, to seek order is wrong, obviously, because the mind that is confused, unclear, seeking what is order, will also be confused, will also be uncertain. That’s clear. But, whereas, if you look into disorder, if you understand the disorder in which you live, the causes of it, the movement of disorder, in the very understanding of it, out of that understanding comes order naturally, easily, happily without any compulsion, without any control. You understand what I’m saying? This is what the mirror is telling you: that to understand, not verbally, intellectually or emotionally, but to understand the movement of disorder in oneself, why this disorder comes about – and you can discover the causes, instantly, if you give attention, that attention which you give to a small, defenceless child, which is to have an insight into disorder.
18:09 So, what is the root of disorder? The root of it. There are many causes of disorder – comparison, comparing oneself with another, comparing oneself with what he or she should be, imitating an example – example being, somebody who is a saint, you know, all that stuff, I don’t have to go into all that nonsense – or conforming. Right? Conformity, imitation, adjustment to something you think is beyond that which is. Right? So, there is always conflict between ‘what is’ and ‘what should be.’ Got it? Which is to compare, which is the movement of thought: ‘I was this,’ or ‘I was happy and some day, I’ll be happy again.’ So, this constant measurement between ‘what has been’ or ‘what is’ and ‘what should be.’ This constant evaluation brings conflict and that is one of the basic reasons of disorder. Right? And another cause of disorder is operating from the past.
20:22 Now, is love a movement of time, of thought, of remembrance? You understand? You understand my question? The question is, the mirror is asking you, in which you are looking, and is this love, so-called ‘love,’ not creating such extraordinary disorder between human relationships? Right? Look at it, yourself, for God’s sake.
21:25 Now, what is the root of disorder? We’ve seen the causes and we can add more, that’s irrelevant. In examining what is the root of it, don’t analyse – we’ve been through that – just look. If you look, without analysis, you have an immediate insight into it. If you say, ‘Well, I’ll examine, I will deduct, or from outside analyse, induction and deduction – which is still the movement of thought. Whereas, if you can observe with that care, with that deep attention in which is involved a great deal of tenderness, affection, then, you have an insight. So, we are asking, what is the root of it? Go on, sirs, find out. What is the root of our disorder, inward disorder and therefore, outward disorder? You can see what terrible disorder there is in the world, agonising disorder, people are killing each other, and the dissidents are being tortured, put into prisons – you follow? – all that’s going on. We tolerate all that because our minds accept things, or try to change a little bit, here and there. So, what is the root of disorder? Which means, you have to go into the question, what is our consciousness? You understand? What is your consciousness? As you look at yourself in that undistorted mirror, what is your consciousness? And that may be the essence of disorder. So, we have to investigate, together, what is our consciousness.
25:07 Our consciousness is a living thing, a moving thing, it’s active, not something static, closed, locked up – it is not like that, it’s a thing that’s constantly changing. But changing within a small, limited border. It’s like a man thinking he’s changing when he changes a little bit there, in one corner, and he doesn’t transform the rest of the field. So, we have to understand the nature and the structure of consciousness. We’re doing that to find out if that is the root of our disorder. It may not be – we’re going to find out. So, what is our consciousness? Is it not everything that thought has put together? The form, the body, the name, the senses with which thought has identified itself, the beliefs, the pains, the tortures, the agonies, the discomfort, the depressions and elations, the jealousies, the anxieties, the fears, the pleasures, my country and your country, I believe in God, I don’t believe in God, Jesus is the most important, Krishna is much more important – and so on, so on, so on. Is not all that your consciousness? No? You can add more to it, in detail – ‘I’m brown, I wish I were lighter,’ ‘I’m black but black is beautiful’ and so on, so on. The past, the traditions, the heredity, the whole tradition of mankind is based, essentially, on this, its mythology – all that is the content. If you were born in India, or in Africa where Christianity is not the fashion, they have their own gods, their own images, their own forms of worship, that’s part of their consciousness, as you have it here, only they call it by a different name but, essentially, it’s the same pattern. Right? And, as long as one is unaware of the content of his consciousness and acts, then that action must be limited and, therefore, disorder. You understand? Thought in its movement must create disorder unless thought has realised its proper place, which is knowledge. Knowledge is limited and therefore, it has its proper place. That’s clear. We’ve gone into this – I won’t go over and over again.
29:41 So, thought born of yesterday, or ten thousand million yesterdays, is limited, and the content of our consciousness is, therefore, limited, and our consciousness, however thought may say this consciousness isn’t limited but there’s a higher consciousness, it is still a form of consciousness. You have got it? So, thought which hasn’t realised its proper place, is the very essence of disorder. Right? You understand? This is not something romantic, vague, nonsense, but you can see, for yourself, if you’re logical, sane, clear, that thought, being limited, must create disorder. Like a man who says, ‘I am a Jew,’ or ‘I am an Arab’ or a Chinese – he’s limited and therefore, closing himself, resisting and therefore, wars and all the misery begins. Right? Do you actually see this fact? – not as an idea, not something somebody’s telling you, but see it for yourself, as you hear the cry of the baby. Then you act. You get up.
31:43 So.
31:46 And part of our mechanical way of living is born out of this limited consciousness. Right? So, is it possible not to expand consciousness? You understand the meaning of that? To expand, to enlarge it, to add more things to it – more knowledge, more experience, moving from one corner to another – trying to enlarge it. There are schools which are doing this, by practice, by discipline, control – all that. So, when you’re trying to expand consciousness, there is a centre of measurement. You understand? When you try to enlarge anything, enlarge a house, from a from a small foundation or a large foundation, you enlarge, there is a centre from which you enlarge. Similarly, there is a centre from which says, ‘I’m expanding,’ which is measurement. It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand: look at yourself. Aren’t you trying to expand your consciousness? You may not use that word. You may say, ‘Well, I’m trying to be better’ – ‘I’m trying to be more this or that’ – or to achieve. So, as long as there is a centre from which you act, there must be disorder.
34:36 Then, the problem arises: is it possible to act, function naturally, happily, without a centre, without the content of consciousness? Do you understand these questions? We are putting fundamental questions. You may not be used to that. Most of us put questions rather slackly, or indifferently and move off. But we’re asking questions that you must answer, must find an answer, go into it to discover for yourself the answer. Is it possible to act, to live our daily life, without the centre, which is the essence of disorder? That is, in your relationship with another, however intimate it may be, if you’re all the time concerned about yourself, your ambitions, your personality, your beauty, your habits and so on – you, in your relationship with another, and the other, also, is doing the same, naturally, there is conflict, which is disorder. So, is it possible not to act from a centre? We have gone into what is the centre. The centre is this consciousness with its content. The content is all the things which thought has put together, with its sensations, with its desires, with its fears and so on, so on. Right?
37:00 What is that action in which there is no contradiction, no regret, no reward or punishment, therefore, an action that is whole? You understand? We’re going to find out. We are going to find out, not I find out and answer it, tell you, but together, we’re going to find out, remembering that there is no speaker but only the mirror in which you are looking. To understand it, we must go into the question of what is love. Because if we can find the truth of what is love that may completely dissolve the centre, completely bring about a holistic action. So, we must go into it very, very, very carefully, if you are willing. That means, are you willing to listen? You have your opinions about love, obviously. You have your conclusions about love. You say, ‘Love cannot exist without jealousy,’ ‘Love exists only when there is sex,’ ‘Love exists only when you love all your neighbours, love the animals’ and all the rest of it. You have a concept, an idea, a conclusion about what love is. If you have, then you cannot possibly investigate. Right? If you already say, ‘This is so,’ you’re finished. It’s like one of those gurus who says, ‘I know, I’ve reached enlightenment,’ and you, gullible, follow him. You never question him.
39:53 So, here we are… there’s no authority, there is no speaker, but we are asking a very, very serious question, which may resolve the conflict, the control, the constant battle between oneself and with another. And to find that out, we must go very deeply into this question of what love is, not what compassion – I’m talking of love. Don’t bring in another word and then confuse it. We’re just talking of what human beings call ‘love.’ Love their animals, their pets, love their garden, love their house, love their furniture, love their girl or a boy, love their god, love their country – you follow? – this thing called ‘love,’ which is so loaded, which is so trodden upon. So, we’re going to find out what it is – right? Don’t go to sleep! Or take notes. I believe you are going to have cassettes, which you can hear afterwards, if you want to. But to take notes while the baby is crying – that’s a good simile for you, you will understand it, saying, ‘Why is he crying?,’ write it all, very carefully! So, please, pay a little attention, that is, to hear. That means, the art of listening. You know, that baby when he cries, you’re listening with all your might. The art of listening means – the word ‘art’ implies to put everything in its right place. If you understand the meaning of that word, really, that is the real art, not painting pictures and all the rest of it, that comes secondary, or tertiary. But the art of putting your life in its proper place, which is to live, harmoniously. When you have put everything in yourself, in its right place you are free. That putting everything in its right place, is part of intelligence. Then you say, ‘What do you mean? You’re giving a new meaning to that word ‘intelligence.’ One must. Intelligence implies reading between lines, between words, between two silences, between speech – listening, so that your mind is all the time alert, to listen. You not only hear with your ear, but also, hear without the ear.
44:18 So, we are asking, what is the meaning and the beauty, if there is beauty, of love? That gives me an idea – not an idea… Have you ever considered what beauty is? What does beauty mean? Is it connected with desire? Don’t deny it, look at it, carefully listen, find out. Is beauty part of desire? Is beauty part of the senses? You see a marvellous building – Parthenon, or an ancient Greek or Egyptian, or one of these cathedrals, marvellous building – your senses are awakened by the beauty of that. So, is beauty part of this? And is beauty the face, the colour, the shape, the bones in the face, the clarity of the eyes and the skin and the fair and – expression of man or a woman? You understand all these questions? Or there is another quality of beauty which may transcend all this beauty, which when that is part of this life then the form, the face, everything has its place. Whereas, if that is not captured, if that’s not understood, the outward expression, outward – all that becomes all important Right? So, we’re going to find out what that beauty is. If you’re interested.
47:08 You know, when you see something like that marvellous mountain against the blue sky, the vivid bright, clear, unpolluted snow, the majesty of it drives all your thought, your concerns, your problems, out of you. Have you noticed that? You say, ‘How beautiful it is,’ and for two seconds, perhaps, or for even a minute, you’re absolutely silent. Right? Haven’t you noticed it? Which means what? The grandeur of it drives away for the second the pettiness of ourselves. Right? So, that immensity has taken us over. Right? You understand this? Like a child with an intricate toy – for an hour, he’s occupied. He won’t talk, he won’t make any noise, he’s completely absorbed in that. Which means the toy has absorbed him. You follow this? I am getting tired. You understand? So, the mountain absorbs you and therefore, for the second, or minute, you’re absolutely quiet, which means, there is no self. Now, without being absorbed by something – you understand? – either a toy, a mountain, or a face, or an idea or this or that, to be, in oneself, completely without the ‘me,’ is the essence of beauty. You understand all this?
49:38 So, we’re going to find what is love. Because if we can find that out, our life may be totally different. One can live without conflict, without control, without any form of effort. We’re going to find out.
50:15 First of all, as we said the other day, there is positive action, an action which is non-action. I went into that – right? Need I go into it, again? In positive action, there is doing something about it, controlling, suppressing, effort, dominating, avoiding, explaining, rationalising, and in the very process of analysing, rationalising, there is an action which is considered positive, doing something about it. Right? And we are saying there is an action… there is non-action, which is not related to positive action, it is not the opposite of it, which is, to observe without action. Then, that very observation, as we pointed out, brings about a radical transformation in that which is being observed, which is non-action. Do you understand this? A little bit – it doesn’t matter, it’s your life. We are so used to doing positive – right? ‘I must,’ ‘I must not,’ ‘This is right,’ ‘This is wrong,’ ‘This is correct,’ ‘This should be,’ ‘This must not be,’ ‘I’ll suppress, I’ll control’ – all this is strengthening the ‘me,’ which is the essence of disorder, which is the essence of conflict. If you see that, not verbally or intellectually or optically, but actually see the truth of it, then there is non-action, in which there is no effort. Mere observation, itself, changes that which is being observed.
52:49 Quelle heure? Twenty five after eleven. What is that?
53:10 So, we’re asking, what is love? And we said, we have got so many opinions about it: opinions of specialists, opinions of gurus, opinions of priests, your wife says or your girl says, ‘This is love,’ or you say, ‘This is love,’ or you say it is related to sex and so on, so on. Is it? Is it related to senses? From the senses, arises desire. Have you followed this? Desire is the movement, the concentrated movement of desire, the movement of the senses is desire, obviously, sir, don’t look puzzled! I see a beautiful thing, which is, the senses are awakened, and I want it. Come on. Look at it, for yourself. You see, we are saying, when there is the movement of the total senses, the whole senses, not a particular sense, then desire is non-existent. You think it out.
55:14 So, is love the movement of the senses with its desire? Right? Is love, to put it differently, desire? Sexually, senses are in operation – the remembrance, the pictures, the images, the sensations, all the time. And that movement, of all that, is considered love. Love, as far as one can observe, is part of desire. Go slowly. We haven’t enlarged it. Don’t look puzzled or say, ‘No, that can’t be’ – we’re going into it. Is love attachment? You understand? I am attached to my girl or boy. I possess. So, is attachment love? And our whole life is based on attachment – attachment to property, attachment to a person, attachment to a belief, to a dogma, to Christ, to Buddha, whatever it is – attached. Is that love? When you’re attached, in that attachment, there is pain, there is fear, there is jealousy, anxiety – you may lose. So, we’re asking, where there’s attachment, is there love? When you observe it and you are concerned, deeply, most profoundly, to find out what love is, then attachment becomes unimportant, it has no value, because that’s not love.
58:27 So, it’s not desire. It’s not remembrance. It’s not attachment. Right? It’s not, I’m telling you and you accept it – it is so. And is love pleasure? Don’t look so depressed. I’m sorry! It doesn’t mean you can’t hold the hand of another. But we’ll find out, if you understand this. We say desire, the outcome of sensation, sensation attached to thought, thought attached to sensation, and from that sensation, desire, and that desire wants to fulfil and we call that ‘love.’ Is that love? Is attachment love? In attachment, there is conflict, there’s uncertainty and therefore, the more there is uncertainty, the more the fear of loneliness, the more you become attached, possessive, dominating, asserting, demanding, and hence, conflict in relationship. And this conflict is part, you think, of love. And, we’re asking, is that love?
1:00:49 And is pleasure, love? Pleasure is the movement of a remembrance. Right? Don’t memorise this phrase. Just listen to it. I remember how nice you were and how pleasant, how tender, how comforting, how sexual – this, that and the other – I remember that, and I say, ‘Oh darling, I love you.’ Is that love? And is pleasure to be denied? You must ask all these questions. I’m asking it. You must ask, find out. Doesn’t it give you a pleasure to look at the waters of a stream? What’s wrong with that pleasure? Doesn’t it give you pleasure to look at a solitary tree in a field? Doesn’t it give you pleasure to see the moon over the mountains, as last night, you saw it, perhaps, some of you? A great delight, wasn’t there? What is wrong with it? But the trouble begins when thought says, ‘How beautiful that is, I must keep it, I must remember it, I must worship it, I hope to have more of it’ Then the whole movement of pleasure comes into operation. And that pleasure we call ‘love.’
1:03:09 The child, the baby with the mother, and she says... full of that tender affection, feeling of holding. Is that love? Please, don’t jump on me. Just, I’m asking. Or that love is part of your heredity. Have you seen the monkeys holding their babies? The elephant caring for the little one, infinitely. It may be that we have inherited this instinctual response to a baby. And then, ‘It’s my baby.’ No, don’t shake your head. ‘It’s my baby, it’s of my blood, my bones, my flesh, I love it.’ And if you do love your baby, so greatly, you will see he’s properly educated, you will see that he’s never violent, he’s never killed or kills another. But you don’t care. You only care for that little baby until he is about four, five, six and then throw him to the wolves. Right?
1:05:05 So, is all this love? Now, the positive action is to say, ‘No. I will no longer have sex, I will no longer...’ – you know, ‘I will do this, I will get rid of attachment, I’ll be free of attachment, I will work on attachment’ – work, do something about it, all the time. Whereas, the negative action is to see it, in its entirety, therefore, have an insight into it. Then you will see that love is not any of these things, but because there is love, from that love, all relationship changes.
1:06:14 You know, the ascetics, the monks, the sannyasis in India, in Europe and monks all over the world, they have said, ‘No desire, no sex, don’t look at a beautiful woman. If you do, think of her as your sister or your mother. Or, if you do look, concentrate on the divine’ – you follow, all the rest of that… And they are burning inside. Outside denying but inwardly, burning. And that’s what they call ‘religious life.’ Which means, they have no love. They have an idea of what love is. The idea is not love. The idea, the word is not love. But only when you have seen the whole movement of desire, attachment, pleasure, then out of that depth of perception comes this strange flower, with its extraordinary perfume. That is love.